I felt warmth on my face, the sun was leaking through my curtains, I slowly opened my eyes, to see the sun shining bright.

Tears filled my eyes, my vision was no longer blurry, I could see everything perfectly. I sat up and took a detailed look of my room that Kakashi is letting me stay in.

The bedsheet is plain white, my blanket is purple, the floor is a dark wood color and there's a black circular rug in the middle of the room. I sighed happily and stood up, Kakashi didn't sleep in my bed last night, said he needed to get up early to train Naruto.

I walked down the hallway, noticing it's lack of pictures and opened Kakashi's bedroom door. He wasn't here like he said, his room was slightly messy, some clothes on the floor and ninja tools scattered all over. I walked to his bed and picked up his pillow shoving my face in it and inhaling his scent.

I noticed a picture on his nightstand, it's him, Naruto, Sakura, and I'm guessing Sasuke, but the kids where way younger. I smiled and picked up a picture frame of us when we kids, along with Rin and Obito and Minato- Sensei. I smiled wider and hugged the picture to my chest. I missed them dearly, I miss them everyday, maybe I can go by the K.I.A. memorial later.

I put the picture down, put on one of Kakashi's black shirts and went to my room and slid on red shorts and my ninja sandals, I clipped on my pouches, tied my headband around my thigh and walked out the front door taking a deep breath.

It's the same as I remember, the busy streets, the food stands, the shops. It's all the same. I can hear the whispers of people talking about me.

Is that her?

Yep. The last one of the Yakani Clan.

Her eyes..

What happened to her face?

Didn't she go rouge?

I sighed but ignored them, I wasn't going to try and make people like me, if their scared then that's their problem not mine. I've been through too much hell to let these people get under my skin.

I was browsing through some fresh fruit at a fruit stand when I saw a flash of green in my peripheral, I quickly looked but didn't see anything so I turned back to the fruit and bought some apples and bananas. I walked to a small book store and looked through all the books trying to find something to peak my interest.

I found those books that Kakashi is always reading and decided to give them a try. I bought the first two copies and walked outside, I guess I could go back to Kakashi's put this stuff up and go see how training is going.

I turned down a street and there was that flash of green again, this is getting weird, am I being followed? I jogged to the alleyway where the green blob went but there was nothing.

"Huh?" I chewed on the inside of my cheek and continued to walk. I reached Kakashi's house and put away the fruit and my books and walked back out going to the training grounds.

Again there was a flash of green dipping away into an alleyway, I've had about enough of being followed so I ran to the alleyway and there, leaning against the wall was Might Guy

"Guy?! Were you following me?" I asked putting my hands on my hips. He jumped up and got on one knee holding out a flower.

"Miss Y/N! It has been far too long my flower! I have missed you and those beautiful eyes of yours! Please accept this flower!" His voice boomed and bounced off the walls of the small alleyway.

I sweat dropped but took the rose anyways.

"Thank you Guy, I missed you too." I stood there kind of awkwardly as he stood up and took one oh my hands in both of his,

"What happened my flower? Who hurt your youthful face?" He looked really concerned but I just gently pulled my hand from his and smiled

"It happened a long time ago, I'm okay really. But I have to get going bye Guy." I said waving and jogging off to go see Naruto and Kakashi.

"Until we meet again my youthful flower!"

I rolled my eyes and kept jogging.

I saw a BBQ pork stand and decided to get them some lunch. I bought three orders of BBQ pork, rice and steamed vegetables, along with tea to go. After today I won't have any money left, I need to start getting paid.

I walked to the training grounds and saw Naruto and a bunch of clones standing on a long log in front of a water fall, Yamato was sitting on the ground, pillars around him, his hand stuck out.

Oh yeah. Only he can suppress the Nine Tails Chakra if it starts to leak out. Least that what Yamato told me.

Kakashi was laying across a wooden bench reading his book not contributing to Naruto's training.

I walked over to Kakashi and cleared my throat at him. He peaked up from his book and stared me in my eyes and smiled behind his mask.

"So I see you have full eyesight?" He asked marking his page and sitting up.

"Yep. Sure do, done a little shopping and brought you guys lunch." I said lifting the food bags in my hands.

"Why thank you Y/N." Kakashi said with a closed eye smile and grabbed the bags walking over to Yamato and stood behind him.

"Hey Naruto Y/N brought lunch! Come take a break!" Kakashi yelled and sat next to Yamato laying out the food and drinks.

"Thank you Y/N." Yamato said panting, he looks worn out. Poor thing.

"You're doing great Yamato. Maybe you should take a break for a while. I'll train Naruto, something that won't be too rough on him."

Yamato looked so relieved and smiled.

"Thanks."

Naruto came and sat next to me and began eating like he ain't ate in days.

"Geez Naruto. If you keep on you're gonna choke." I said looking at him with disgust. Kakashi let out a snicker and I glared at him.

"Would you like to share with the rest of the class Kakashi?" I asked motioning to the rest of us sitting here.

He gave me a playful look and then smiled through his mask,

"I was just thinking about you choking on something." He sounded so innocent and was blunt about his thoughts.

Me, Yamato, and Naruto all started choking on our food. We all hit our chests and coughed.

"Kakashi!" I yelled turning bright red and stood up slapping him in the back of the head.

"Pervert!"

He just laughed and rubbed his head.
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"Okay Naruto, so this is what we're are going to do. We are going to meditate."

I said sliding off my ninja shoes, but he just looked at me confused.

"What's that gonna do Y/N Sensei?" He asked also taking his shoes off.

"It helps relax your body and clears your mind. It calms your chakra channels and you my friend need that the most." I slid off Kakashi's shirt and it left me in my shorts and a sport bra.

"Ack! Y-Y/N Sensei what are y-"

"Shut it Naruto. I'm not naked, I have clothes on." I interrupted him with a huff. He was blushing like crazy, he looked at the center of my chest where a huge scar lays and his eyes held sympathy.

I looked down at my chest and sighed.

"It happened shortly before I cut my eyes out." I looked at the ground as I spoke, "Kakuzu tried to take my heart for one of his monsters. But luckily I was able to get away, well not before he did this." I sighed again and shook my head smiling at Naruto and ruffled his hair.

"Come on let's meditate." I walked into the water, I turned back towards Kakashi and Yamato, who were talking amongst themselves.

"Hey Yamato mind lending us a hand?! Can you make a platform for us to meditate on?!" I yelled cupping my hands around my mouth.

"Y-yeah sure!" He yelled back. Then a platform was pulled from the ground by the waterfall and I waved at Yamato in thanks and sat

"Alright, now, sit cross legged." I said as I sat down, Naruto did what I said and looked at me.

"Head looking straight out, hands relaxed however you want on your body, close your eyes and clear your mind." I watched Naruto do exactly as I said and I nodded my head following suit.

"Now inhale deeply." Inhaling. "Now exhale, and repeat."

I could feel his chakra calming down and slowing it's flow. I relaxed my own body and relished in the fact that the waterfall was pouring on my head and shoulders. I sighed happily and cleared my mind.

I don't know how long me and Naruto were meditating, buy my mind was so clear and my body was completely relaxed, that when a hand grabbed my arm I quickly grabbed their arm, twisted it behind their back and pushed a kunai to their spine.

"W-whoa whoa it's just me!" Yamato exclaimed in pain. I quickly let him go and stood there sheepishly.

"Sorry Yamato. You scared me." I blushed a deep red and rubbed my arm in embarrassment.

"It's alright. Just remind me not to do it again." He laughed.

"But it's getting dark we should all head home."

"Hey Y/N Sensei thank you for today. Meditating really helped me." Naruto hugged me and then ran off with a wave.

I smiled and walked out of the water to put my shirt on.

"I think we should head home too." Kakashi whispered in my ear behind me, his hand trailing up my hip.

"Oh and why's that?" I asked biting my lip.

"Because your body is so wet right now that I'm starting to get hard." He pushed his hips into my backside and I gasped, damn he was hard. He grabbed my hand and we quickly ran back home.
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He slammed the door shut behind us and stared me down as he slowly took off his headband and opened his Sharingan eye, my heart stopped as I thought of Obito. I quickly shook him from my mind, I can't think about him right now.

I walked up to Kakashi, tracing the scar over his left eye,

"See? We both have scars."

My heart melted. I touched his mask silently asking him if I can take it off. Slowly his features were revealed, his soft inviting lips, his little mole and then his whole face was on display to me. I sucked in a breath and cupped his cheeks.

"Kakashi. You're so damn beautiful, why hide your face at all?" I asked memorizing every feature on his face.

He smiled, Kami that smile made wetness pool in my panties, his teeth were perfectly align, and white, he takes great care of his teeth.

"Because only those who I deem special enough can see it. Looks aren't everything." My heart stopped and I pulled his face down to mine attaching my lips to his in a heated but passionate kiss

I Moaned against his lips, he held onto my hips and grinded against me. I pulled our mouths apart and unzipped his Jonin vest and slid off his arms, I pulled his black long sleeve shirt off as well and admired his toned body.

"Take a picture, it'll last longer." So he's got jokes huh?

He kissed me again, moving his kisses down my jaw and neck, leaving marks in his path, his hands going under my shirt and ran his hands up and my down my sides making me shiver. He then grabs my shirt and hauls off my body and onto the floor, he grabs my bra tearing it in half and stared at my chest. His fingers traced the scar on my chest before trailing in between my breasts and cupping one on his hand.

I sighed in pleasure and closed my eyes. Sure I've had sex once or twice but I never felt like this. This pure lust coursing through my veins, the feeling of desire swelling in my heart. I needed Kakashi more than I knew, I need him more than anything.

I moaned softly when his lips wrapped around my nipple and began to suck lightly. My fingers tangled themselves in his silver locks and tugged softly. He groaned and bit down on my nipple,

"K-Kakashi." I moaned pulling him back to my mouth for a heated kiss, he slipped his tongue in mouth and explored every inch of my mouth.

I moved my hand between us and palmed him through his pants. He moaned loudly into our kiss and thrusted his hips into my hand.

I pulled away from him and began to unbutton his pants and pushed them down to the floor, I got on my knees and pulled his boxers down freeing his rock hard member.

My eyes widen slightly, the two men I've been with weren't this big, they were actually kinda small, Kakashi's is actually intimidating.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you Y/N." A huge smile plastered on his beautiful face. I smiled back and wrapped my hand around his member and brought it to my lips and licked the tip a few times before sliding it into my mouth.

He moaned and closed his eyes. His hand grabbed all my hair and used it to guide me up and down his cock. He was a moaning mess as my tongue swirled around the tip, as I slightly gagged as he hit the back of my throat.

He pulled out of my mouth and stood me up. He guided me to his couch and laid me down on my back. He kissed down my breasts and stomach stopping at my shorts and peeled them off along with my panties.

He kissed up my thigh and used a hand to probe my folds,

"So wet already love?" He whispered and nipped at my thigh making me shiver.

He pumped a finger in and out of core and then added a second finger, using his thumb to rub circles on my throbbing bundles of nerves making me cry out.

"Kakashi, I need you inside of me." I begged pulling his hand away. He chuckled but sat up, hovering over my body and lifted my legs opening them wide.

"If thats what you want love." He leaned down and kissed passionately as he thrusted all the way inside of me. I moaned out as he stretched my walls, pleasure racked throughout my body, I hooked my arms under his and held onto his back.

"You're so tight." He groaned as he thrusted faster, heat pooling in my lower stomach. He used one hand to hold the top of my head so I'll look at him and one held onto my hip.

"K-Kakashi." I moaned and attached my lips to his neck sucking hard. The heat in my stomach was s almost too much to bear

"I-i'm gonna cum-"

He speeds up after that and I came hard around him with a loud cry of ecstasy. He thrusted a few more times and pulled out of me and finished on my stomach. We stayed like that while we caught our breath and he got up, taking my hand with him and pulled me to go take shower with him where round two was held.
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I was pulled out of a deep sleep by Kakashi moving around and dry humping my ass. I rolled over to tell him to stop as he mumbled something a few times but he hovered over me and softly slid into my core and began to thrust slowly.

I just went with the flow and started moaning. He laid his head down on my shoulder, his silver hair splayed out over my chest.

"Ah Kakashi." I moaned and wrapped my legs around his waist, he mumbled something again into my shoulder and picked up his pace, it sounded like he was saying "run".

"W-what?" I asked confused and pulled his head up to look at me, his eyes were closed, but then I understood what he was saying and it shattered my heart and made me want to vomit.

"Rin- I'm c-c-." He moaned, but I slapped him hard and threw him off of me. Tears filled my eyes as I stood up covering myself with his blanket.

"What the hell Rin?!" He said angrily holding his cheek as he opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Rin?! Are you fucking kidding me!" I yelled as hot tears slid down my cheeks. His eyes widen when he realized what just happened.

"Y/N.."

"So you know my name now? Did you think about her last night too?" I said my hands turning into fists at my side. He stood up from the bed and took a step towards me.

"What? No! Y/N just-"

"Don't. Don't come near me! You haven't changed at all have you Kakashi?" More tears slid down my face, I couldn't believe this, after all these years it's still her.

"It's been Rin. It's ALWAYS been Rin, you and Obito both never gave me a second glance until after they died and you found out how powerful I was." My finger tips started to turn to ice, my blood became cold, I had to get out of here. I had to get away from him so I could breathe and clear my head.

"That's not true! Yes I loved Rin then but then-" he ran his hand through his hair on frustration.

"Then she died. And I was there to help put you back together, but even after that, it was still Rin. This. This is why I left." I started to stomp towards the door but he grabbed my wrist to stop me.

"I. Said. DONT!" I yelled and threw an Ice shard at him, cutting his cheek, it stabbing into the wall behind him. I jerked my wrist out of his hand and went to my room slamming the door and locking it.

I quickly threw on a red shirt, and black leggings and my shoes, Kakashi started to pound on the door hard.

"Y/N! Come on it was a misunderstanding. Please open the door!" He begged. I ignored him and looked in the mirror that was on the wall, my eyes were glowing, one side of my face was covered in ice like a mask, I looked at my hands and one was encased in ice as well. I started to freak out.

"The hell is happening?"

"Please don't leave again..." Kakashi sounded was he about to tear apart at the seems, the hurt in his voice hurt my heart. I wanted to open the door and forgive him but I needed to think. I looked at my window, it was still dark out and just jumped, landing on the ground with ease and just ran, ran as fast as I could.

I ended up dropping to my knees in front of the K.I.A. monument. I stared at it, as I sobbed holding my chest. Then I saw her name,

Rin Nohara

"Even in death you're still a pain in my ass Rin." I sighed heavily and wiped my eyes roughly. What was so special about Rin anyways what did both Kakashi and Obito see in her anyways? She was weak, always lagging behind or getting hurt.

"I can't compete with you even when you're dead. Now that's some sad shit." I wishpered, the ice that covered half my body was starting to go away as I calmed my anger.

"Why can't you stay dead? Why does everything always go back to you?!" My breathing picked up as I got angry again, the ice coming back and encased all of my body.

"I hate you Rin. You took everything from me. You held Kakashi's heart but you only wanted Obito! And now I'm left yet again to be second best to you!" I punched the monument breaking it into pieces. I know I'm going to get in trouble but I didn't care. I was so pissed off that I went on a tree destroying rampage.

I was punching trees left as right seething in anger as they splintered into pieces, I heard a stick breaking behind me caused me to stop and quickly turn to them.

"H-hey it's just me Yamato!" He yelled in fear holding his hands up in surrender.

I blinked my eyes at him but found myself calming down. The ice melted away and I feel to my knees in tears. Yamato ran up to me and held me to his chest, rocking us back and forth.

"Hey what the hell happened?" He asked rubbing my hair.

"Boys are so dumb." My muffled voice in his chest caused him to chuckle.

"Boy problems huh?" He patted my back a few times and stood up taking me with him. I felt weak, the adrenaline that ran through my veins was gone and I was tired. Yamato turned his back to me and bent down so I could get on his back.

"Come on, let's go get something to eat and talk." I smiled and climbed on his back letting my arms dangle around his neck and laid my head on his back.