My heart aches.
You can't see that I'm hurting.
You don't notice the pain.
It feels everyone else is sitting in the sunshine,
While i drown in the rain.

I have more issues than I could possibly count.
And on my worst days I'll go from happy to sad in seconds.
I won't always like myself
and sometimes I'll even assume you don't like me either.
I'll push you away and I might even drive you insane.
But i promise you one thing.
Nobody could ever even think about loving you as much I do.

You put me in a state of mind, that no one can pull me out of.
You wear my body and my emotions like a glove.
Not allowing me to show anything
But the layer of silicone you've covered my skin with.

I'm a plastic.
A fake.

I've been so lost trying to be like others
That i don't even know who i truly am.

Stuck behind this mask of joy and happiness,
When i don't even know the true meaning of those words.

You suffocate me in your arms,
With a smile so wide it stretches for miles.

i didn't have anywhere else to look or turn,
So i followed you.

And by doing so i lost myself to your world, and your ways.