"this fucking sucks," cj sniffles, throwing her head back into the head of the couch, "fans are eventually gonna catch on and sungchans gonna have to tell the internet that we're no longer together."

rinae plops down next to her, placing two mugs of hot cocoa on the coffee table in front of them, fully disregarding the fact that they were still in september and it definitely wasn't cold enough for hot beverages. "don't worry about the fans right now, it's not even their business."

"i feel like they deserve an explanation too, though, we were so public about everything and i wish we weren't."

"you need to just let yourself feel, cj," the blonde instants, her heart aching at the sight of her best friend teary eyed, "don't think about everyone else, don't even think about healing. just cry. i'm right here."

cj nods and forces a slight small smile, though knowing the thought wouldn't have been pushed from her mind. "i texted him but he hasn't responded. we literally have talked since, you know."

"was it really that easy for him to let go of us? i don't understand. do you see where i'm coming from? i mean, i know he was struggling, but it wasn't anything we couldn't have gotten through together. i'm so fucking confused."

tears spilled from her eyes for the third time that night, rinae unable to do anything but scoot closer and wrap her arms around the girl to allow her to sob into her.

COYA
dude seriously stop ignoring
me

COYA
you can get away with ignoring
everyone else but im literally
your sister and it doesnt work
with me

SUNGCHAN
i honestly dont know what
you want me to say

COYA
EXPLAIN.

COYA
why did you and cj break up

SUNGCHAN
mind your business

COYA
kys

COYA
wait dont youre going through
a breakup omfg pls dont kys

COYA
can you tell me what happened

COYA
if you dont ill just ask mom and
she'll tell me

SUNGCHAN
youre actually so annoying

COYA
what else are little sisters for😊

SUNGCHAN
okay

SUNGCHAN
we broke up or i should say i
ended things because ive been
feeling really depressed lately

SUNGCHAN
and insecure

SUNGCHAN
and i havent really been the
best boyfriend to her because
of it and thats not fair

SUNGCHAN
and trust me i didnt want to do it

SUNGCHAN
i really didnt want to

COYA
then you shouldnt have bc yk
she will stick by your side no
matter what

SUNGCHAN
i know thats the problem

SUNGCHAN
i cant drag her into my problems
and insecurities like its just not
fair to her

SUNGCHAN
this isnt something to be worked
out as a couple as much as i hate it

COYA
man idk i feel like it didnt have
to end in yall breaking up

COYA
but whatever what do i know

COYA
does this mean i have to stop
hanging out with her

SUNGCHAN
no you can hang out with her idc

COYA
the pics of her are still on your
insta🤔🤔🤔

SUNGCHAN
yeah thanks captain obvious

COYA
no its captain underpants
actually

COYA
captain underpants at your
service🫡

SUNGCHAN
ofc youre captain underpants
dont you still wear diapers

COYA
bitch

COYA
dont you still wear that big
ass forehead OH OK
read

COYA
dont leave me on read
read

COYA
MARTIN

COYA
IM JOT DONE

COYA
have u talked to cj since it
happened

COYA
tell me

SUNGCHAN
no

COYA
are u ignori g her

SUNGCHAN
yes

COYA
I HATE MEN

SUNGCHAN
you just wouldnt get it bc no
one wants your weird ass

COYA
yeonjun begs to differ

SUNGCHAN
🤦

JAEYUN
BROOOO

JAEYUN
TELL YOUR FANS TO
STOP HOGGING THAT NEW
GAMOLOY GAME THIS ISNT
FAIR

RINAE
i cant do that i love them too
much

JAEYUN
soft

JAEYUN
😒😒😒

RINAE
sorrrrrryyyyyy

RINAE
youll just have to wait in line
with everyone else

JAEYUN
not happening gonna go ask
my bff jeno

RINAE
the two of you might as well
kiss atp

JAEYUN
well if you insist😝

RINAE
...anyways hows my bff jungwon!

JAEYUN
HES NOT YOUR BFFFFF

JAEYUN
but hes great still obsessed
with you nothing new

JAEYUN
begging his mom to let him
go to twitchcon

RINAE
LOOOOOL

RINAE
HES JUST A BABY FR

JAEYUN
its so embarrassing cant take
that kid nowhere

RINAE
i feel you

RINAE
you know sungchan right

JAEYUN
DO i know SUNGCHAN

JAEYUN
did you forget that im gha's
biggest fan

RINAE
okay 👍 well his younger sister
is 16 and the literal devil

JAEYUN
OMG

JAEYUN
she and jungwon could be friends

JAEYUN
omggg we can set up a playdate

RINAE
LMAOOOOOO

RINAE
PLAYDATE

JAEYUN
he needs friends his own age fr

JAEYUN
they'll fall in love and he'll
forget about you

RINAE
wow

RINAE
its okay i can handle the pain

JAEYUN
you can handle it i believe in
you😔🙏🙏

RINAE
does jungwon have discord we
should make a gc

JAEYUN
NO

JAEYUN
oh no

JAEYUN
you dont wanna be in a gc with
him oh no

RINAE
BUT I DOOOO

RINAE
more friends pls

JAEYUN
oh god

JAEYUN
okay let me prepare myself bc
hes actually obsessed with you
rinae u dont get it

RINAE
im ready

RINAE
u should add your other
friends too

JAEYUN
NOOOOOOOO

JAEYUN
THEYRE ALL OBSESSED
W YOU

RINAE
AS THEY SHOULD BEEEE

JAEYUN
theyre brainwashed

JAEYUN
you putting subliminals in
your vids

RINAE
count your mf days jake sim

JAEYUN
GOODBYE WORLD