i hate having to update in this book because it's annoying and i feel like i'm faking you guys out by doing it, but i wanted to give everyone a heads up about what's going on in my life just in case i disappear.

so i am currently in college and my original plan was to move home from my university and attend school in my hometown because i was depressed being so far from home, but that's not happening now.

i have to move back to my university which is across the whole damn state that i live in and leave my family and my best friends, and i'm very fucking sad about it. i can barely even eat or function right now because it's just killing me.

you guys are all amazing and this isn't me saying goodbye by any means, because i will need this outlet to pour my heart into more than ever, but i just wanted everyone to know in case i do sort of fade out for a few days.

you guys are the best. i'm glad i have people on this app to turn to when my life gets all shitty. thank you all so much.