If I were to say Nirvana was faking happiness at this moment, I'd be a liar. She was really happy, and I mean really happy. I've had this extra room that had been serving no purpose at the moment and I was letting her stay in it. Tomorrow I was taking her shopping because clearly those clothes she's currently wearing doesn't fit her and she needs some actual clothes. I told her where every thing was and she had asked me if she could take a shower. I replied with "It's your home now you don't have to ask." She smiled and hugged me again, bringing the hot chocolate from earlier with her. I sat down on my couch with poor posture and sighed. This will not be a mistake. I lay there and think of something I could have for dinner since I have only been living on red bull and muffins for the past three days. Maybe take out? She walks out of the bathroom and I rise to see with her hair soaked and in the same clothes she was in before. She has visible freckles I've never seen before and her hair was all the way down to her butt.

I wasn't looking at her butt I'm just saying that's where it ended. "What are you looking at?" She asks looking behind her. "Oh, um, sorry. Would you like pizza or Chinese food for dinner?" Her eyes light up at the mention of food. "Maybe pizza? I've seen it in stores but never had it before. And I don't know what Chinese food is." I smile and stand up. "You can sit on the couch you know? And I'm going to go order pizza." She nods and continues on smiling. I go to the kitchen and call the place after I look up the number and go back to the living room. I sit down and she straightens her posture. "Can I hug you?" She asks. I nod as she scoots closer to me and embraces me. "Thank you. Thank you so much for doing this when you didn't have too." I nod as I hear her voice crack. Is she crying? "You're welcome. Also, I wanted too. I mean, you shouldn't be living under a park bench with basically nothing." Then I debate on telling her I sort of stalked her everyday for two months, but I'll save that for another time. She continues to cry into my shoulder as I stroke her beginning-to dry hair and I start to feel like I could cry too. "Every thing will be okay now." I whisper. Her Breathing starts to slow down and she lifts her head up. "You promise?" She asks with her eyes widening. I nod and she smiles with a few tears that run down her faces. I swipe them away and smile along with her.

A knock from the door appears and I let go from hugging her and yell a 'coming' and grab a twenty out of my wallet. I open the door and grab the two pizzas from the boy not much younger than me as he tells me the cost and I throw the twenty at him and shut the door because I wanted to get back to Nirvana. "Food is here! Thank goodness the pizza place gives us plates and napkins I haven't got any yet!" I exclaim which she gives out a giggle. "Cheese or peperoni?" She shrugs with a confused look. "How about you take one of each and see which you like better." She nods and smiles. I open both boxes and hand her a plate, grabbing one for my self. I pick two from each and let her awkwardly grab one. She eats it slowly, like she's savoring every piece she takes a bite of. "Good right?" I ask her mid-bite. She nods her head fast while laughing. "I don't understand why I was never able to get this when I was little." I shrug and shove a piece of cheese pizza into my mouth, carefully trying not to get pizza sauce over my white shirt. Which, I do a lot. She then starts giggling out of random and I scrunch my eyebrows together in confusion. She hesitantly reaches up to my face with a napkin and wipes something off above my lip. "You had red stuff on your face." She says with a chuckle. I smile and laugh along with her. My flip phone started to ring which caused Nirvana to jump from the sudden noise. "Sorry, its just my mother calling." I stand up once again and open the phone to reveal my mother was reminding me that she was coming over tomorrow to see the new place. Oh crap. "Um, mom by chance can you come around five I have something to do tomorrow." Thankfully she agreed and I sat back down by Nirvana." What do you have to do tomorrow?" She asks worriedly. Oh yeah I forgot to tell her I am taking her shopping. "We are going to go shopping tomorrow!" She smiles but has a slight frown to it. "Okay! Um, why exactly?" Me being me I had to think of a way to not say this in a rude way."You can't just have one outfit! You get to pick out anything you want!" She puts her head down a little and whispers an 'oh'. "You'd like that won't you?" Her eyes looks a little glassy as she gives me a glance."Just I feel like your doing way more than you should. You barley know me, so why are you doing this for me?" Would this be a good time to tell her? "When I was about twelve I would look out my window to find a little girl about my age passing my house every day. She always wore the same thing and I didn't understand at the time,of course, so I had just let it go. But, what really made me start watch was when she'd find a butterfly or a flower and admire it. And I swear that little girl was you Nirvana." Her glassy, glistening eyes shined as she looked at me." T-that was you?" I nod as she tackled me with a hug. "I thought I'd never see that kid again." She whispered. I wrap my arms around her once again feeling relieved she wouldn't have thought I was a stalker of some sort. "Brendon you are one of the most nicest people I have ever met." She nuzzled her face into my neck as I do the same to her. I end up playing with her long almost-dried hair. "Are you tired?" I ask her. She nods and I felt the need to carry her to her room for some reason. I lay her down gently and put a blanket over her. "Good night Nirvana. If you need anything come to my room beside you." She gives a sleepy nod and closed her eyes quickly as I change into a random pair of pajama pants to sleep in.
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I feel a light tapping on my shoulder and jerk awake."Oh Nirvana you scared me." When I look up her face is covered in tears. "Come here Nirvana sit right here and tell me what happened." She obeyed the first but didn't tell me the second."Okay how about you sleep right here for tonight next to me? So in case this happens again you can just wake me up." She nods again and gets under the covers. I wrap my arms around her to make her feel safe and warm." You'll be alright Nirvana."I whisper. Weirdly, I could get used to this. I mean, she's like a little teddy bear that's been a little torn up. She can be fixed but it may take some time to find the missing stuffing and matching string. But, she can be fixed."T-thank you."  I play with her waist long hair again as my tired eyes grow a little bit heavier."You don't have to thank me any more Nirvana." She twists around to face me."But I need too. I for ever will. I'm sorry." I shake my head pull her closer."Your fine. Let's get to sleep, tomorrow is going to be a fun day!" I say as enthusiastic as a tired person can. "Good night Brendon." She whispers. "Goodnight Nirvana." I whisper back. Maybe I could fix her. Like a teddy bear, it might take a while to find the string and stuffing, but will be put back together at some point.

Hoi! I A M F A N G I R L I N G       O V E R M Y O W N B O O K  H E L P. Any ways I hope you guys liked it I shall update soon! ~Nelly_thefangirl