I've figured out something new today. If you were to give a person eight hours of boredom, they would have to figure out something to do. Well in Nirvana's eight hours of boredom she created something beautiful. Out of a pen and piece of paper she drew us all in the recording studio. Me singing and the rest in the booth messing around with their things. Perfectly detailed and everything. She warmed up to the guys' silliness quick and laughed till her stomach hurt. Minus when I was in the recording studio, she had been next to me the whole time and occasionally hugged my arm for comfort. But, going home was a different story. She didn't hold my arm it was my hand. Like she only needed a little bit of me to know everything was alright. When we got home she had curled up to me like a child would next to their teddy bear. She has made a slight change from the three days I've known her, and from the three days we've been near each other the closer we've gotten. I've been tempted to buy a camera to take pictures for my- our apartment.

The wall already has one picture. It's the  drawing Nirvana drew, and soon many more. Maybe for Christmas I could get her something for drawing. An aisle, or a bunch of drawing pencils. Maybe even crayons and tons of paper. I just want her to have a better life than she'd had in the last few years. Like tonight when we got home and sat on the couch she didn't really care about food at all she just sat there and pretended I was a teddy bear. It was cute of course, but saddening that she didn't eat. She had breakfast and lunch but I really wanted to give her three meals today, tomorrow, and forever. When she fell asleep is when I realized that wasn't going to happen so I left it be and fell asleep with her too. If and when we go on tour I'll feel bad about her just sitting on the side of the stage every night for two months straight being a nervous wreck. Well, that is if she wants to come with me but I would be a nervous wreck if I left her. I would miss her being curled up to me at night using me as a teddy bear and a pillow. It would be hard for me to be away from her for long. Even on stage would be to long. Nirvana is just one of those people that you never want be away from, and I wouldn't mind if she was with me 24/7.

Even mornings are a treat. Her hair is a mess and she yawns like a child. I observe her like she observed us all in the picture. The small details no one who have noticed and everything. I love her more than anything. I don't even know her middle name but I feel like I know everything about her. Her big blue eyes tell a story and her shyness shows what she is trying to hide." Can I ask you something?" I nod in response as she plays with her thumbs." What does it mean when some one puts their lips on some one else's cheek?" I smile and shake my head." It can mean several things. One of them means they love you. As in romantically or you just love them. Like your husband or kids or boyfriend. It also can be used in a nice way some times depending on the situation. It sometimes can mean thank you in a weird way." She nods slowly, processing my words and sighs. She smiles and walks off into her room in the hallway.

Her bed was never slept in beside one time the first night she was here. The room is where she hides for a few hours a day doing what ever she does. But, I do wonder what she does in there. Maybe she has drawings in there or is just catching up on her sleep. Maybe she is looking for a job or something. Who knows what she's thinking in that pretty little brain of hers. I hear soft foot steps again, and feel something wrap around me. A pair of legs are  around my waist along with their sockless  feet, and arms around my neck. Her giggles fill up the room as I quickly grab her legs so she doesn't fall."Did I scare you?" She asks. I smile and lean against the kitchen counter so she can sit on it. I turn around and continue on laughing."Of course you did silly nilly." I poke her nose and she smiles big and pretty."Okay, come here my little monkey." I pick her up and put her over my shoulder and walk over to the couch."Mrs.Rose you look a little sleepy." I announce and start poking her stomach which causes her to squeal."Brendon stop!" She laughs trying to push me off. I bring her in a hug that she keeps laughing at."But, I just wanna hug you Nirvana." I speak in a child's voice.

She suddenly goes quiet and hugs back. When I feel wetness on my shoulder I realize she's crying. I wonder why? "Thank you."She whispers as her lips touch my cheek."For what?" Her breathe shakes a little when she inhales and her grip suddenly got tighter."For everything." I hug her closer,  and close my eyes as our head rests on each other's shoulders. " I-I-I." She keeps stuttering as I lift my head and scrunch my eyebrows together."You what?" She exhales with another shaky breathe."I-I love you Friend." I smile warmly and pull her closer if it's still possible."I love you too friend." I pull her closer to the point I basically place her on my lap. We lean against the couch and prop our feet up on the coffee table. "Just calm down. Maybe sleeping will help." I kiss the top of her head impulsively and tangle my fingers in her hair to play with it. "Don't change to much Nirvana." I whisper. She slides down a little and lays her head on my chest.I wonder if she gets butterflies too. I ask my self. "I won't. I promise." I kiss the top of her head again." I hope not." I whisper to my self. She lifts her head up to look at me and kisses my cheek again. I never would want her to change.

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