Nya POV

Jay.

 That's all I can think about right now. 

I know all the other ninja's dates are missing in the merge too, but so is Jay. My yin. I feel as if a part of me is broken. Kai, Lloyd, Zane, even Cole, I know they're hurting as well. But they don't seem as affected as me. Maybe it's because I met Jay the earliest out of all of them. I mean, it makes sense. It was love at first sight for both of us. Zane and Pixal met next. Then Kai and Skylor. Followed by Lloyd and Harumi and then Cole and Vania. 

Should I look for Jay on my own? Should I wait for him to come back? Many thoughts inside of me, but none fits what I have to do. Kai said that we'd find him together, Lloyd said to stay at the Monastery and wait. What should I do? Is Jay still waiting for me? Where has he been since the Tournament of Sources? I hope he's okay. I don't think he remembers me, judging by how he talked to me at the Tournament. I sure hope he doesn't have amnesia. That would be bad. 

Maybe I can ask the ninja, see if they know where he is. It's highly unlikely though. Sora and Wyldfyre don't know who he is, so if they saw him they wouldn't know. Kai and Coke were the ones who told me that they would help me find him. That leaves Lloyd and Zane. I don't think Lloyd would have seen him, he certainly would've told me. And Zane probably doesn't know. He is a nindroid and all, but nindroids don't know everything. 

And Arin. The one who sent Sora into uncontrollable sobs the second we came back home. One more person to find. He might have seen or heard Jay somewhere, but now I guess I'll never know. Sigh. Where is Jay? I wonder if he's also thinking about me. I think I should search for him. Who knows where this adventure will take me. Maybe I'll find him. Maybe I'll just be one more person on the missing list. Who knows? But I'm willing to take the chance. 

For Jay. 

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😭😭😭 I hear you, Nya... 

- Aly

18/2/25