"Why can't this all be just a nightmare?
Why can't I just wake up and find Jay and I together .. ? like how we used to be...
Him and me..
Just like how we were..
Together.. forever..
like how he..
Promised.. "

Nya laid on her bed eyes shut as she whispered to herself. She wasnt able to sleep, she just kept thinking about Jay. Nya opened her eyes and sighed sadly as she looked at her right where a small bed-side table stood on it was her diary, Seliel had given it to her after the accident the night before.

Nya sat and flicked on her lamp . She grabbed the book and flicked through the book stopping on the last page.

"Its .. written it blue..? I never wrote anything on this page and with blue.. I always wrote with black.." Nya mumbled to herself. She shurgged it off and read what it said.

Hey Kitty, Meow, Ocean, my princess, my kitty , my world , my star , my life.

'Jay definitely wrote this' Nya smiled to herself at the thought and continued to read.

I just want you to know that.. if you ever find this book , or in other words if Seliel gives you cause of some reason

" a reason like you crashing into a truck.."

I need you to know there is a box that I kept under your bed. You should check it out there is something for you inside .

"Huh?" Confused , Nya tilted her head . She scrambled and got off her bed and searched under her bed to find the box. She indeed did find it , it wasn't big nor was it tiny. She picked it up and sat on her bed cross-legged . When she lifted the top off, a small gasp escaped her mouth. She never expected Jay to do all this.

In the box there were multiple pictures of her and him in blue and red coloured frames, next to the frames was a blue half-heart necklace and a fluffy stuffed dark blue bear, which was the size of her palm. On top of the bear was a paper , Nya took those two things out and settled the toy next her.

Whoopsies. Seems like I forgot your colour . Red ? Wasn't it ;) ?
Well. Here is a small riddle that I would love for you too solve.
'Your red
I'm blue
Your like my dose
And I bet I'm yours too .
Where do you think you saw this ,
Baby Blue?'

"Your red
I'm blue
Your like my dose
And I bet I'm yours too .
Where do you think you saw this ,
Baby Blue?" Nya repeated . She searched her head untill her eyes lit up.

"That was his message to me! " Nya exclaimed with a grin. She grabbed her phone ans searched for Jay's name on the place where he messaged her. She did saw he messaged her this. But what was so special about this?
Nya stared at her screen for a long time but nothing came to her. She thought of many things but none of them seemed to fit the puzzle.

"Your red
I'm blue
Your like my dose
And I bet I'm yours too .
Where do you think you saw this ,
Baby Blue?" Nya repeated again in a sing-song way. This time something hit her head.

"Baby Blue.. Baby blue.. that is not a nickname he ever called me .. where did you see this... Baby Blue? Baby blue!! His room! It's pastel blue! Light blue ! Baby blue. Oh I'm so stupid!" She laughed to herself but soon her laughter fainted away "how will I get to his room now.. ? They wouldn't like me coming in this late at night.. "

"Unless.. " Nya whispered to herself and looked around , her eyes landed on her closet "oh damn. I really am stupid. I was wearing a baby blue t-shirt that day.. but how did he know.? Oh right.. Seliel" she stood up shaking her head slightly . She opened the door and searched for that specific shirt.

When she found it , she took it out and held it open. A paper fell down . She took it and kept the shirt back inside. Nya read it out loud.

" very good , very good indeed.
Now you may be wondering why I'm doing all this?
Well my kitty, I want you to go to 'bear&hugs' aka the place where I brought this. And go to the cashier ,who's there at 4:30 pm till 7:30, and say this poem-with-bad-rhyming-and-nothing-making-sense poem to him. He will give you a piece of paper . Than you'll see what to do from there. "
Nya finished when she was sitting on her bed again. She threw her head backwards ans groaned , annoyed a little.

"I'm so killing you when you come back Jay" Nya glared at the paper but smiled. She noticed something written in tiny letters at the end of the paper.

Btw, that dark blue bear is me. I have the red one. Whenever you miss me , think that Im the bear and squeeze me in a tight hug!

Nya faintly smiled and looked at the bear. "Really Jay? I so hate you right now. "
After putting everything down and cleaning her bed. Nya laid down once again with 'tiny Jay-bear' and went to sleep.