That is 1000000% true

Whenever I'm having a bad day, I just lay down, bring food, and re-read Jaya fluff. But I'm not gonna lie, I did read smut like twice or 3 times in my whole fangirl life, (becuz I was 2 curious XD). And I did not like it at all, it only made me cringe and I felt like I needed to puke. Not. Cute. At. All