Angst angst angst- (My Ninjago Angst Week fics from Tumblr are gonna be posted here)

They don't need me anymore.

"Shut up." Lloyd grumbled as he dug through the cabinet.

They have no more use for me.

"Stop it." He'd been left alone with his thoughts for too long.

What if they don't come back?

"Please, please just stop." He'd lost control over his own mind.

Now that they have no reason to care? Why would they come back now? They've left just like everyone else has.

"No, they didn't." He wasn't sure why him mind had decided to attack him. Why his thoughts came digging into his mind without warning. Forcing him to think of the worst situation.

Just like Mom did when she left me at Darkly's.

"She had a good reason." Lloyd grumbled.

Did she? Or was she lying to get me to trust her? Who's to say she's coming back this time?

"She's gonna come back."

Will she? Will my friends? Where are they when I need them?

"They're off protecting Ninjago, I know that." He whispered, losing confidence as he slid to the floor, giving up on his search.

Are they? Who's to say they weren't lying through their teeth and are actually leaving me behind? Why would they want to stay?

"No they're- they're gonna come back." Lloyd's voice began to tremble as his mind continued to force possibilities to the front.

Why would they pass up a chance to leave my ass behind? Dad didn't.

"Dad didn't- he didn't- that's not..."

There's no way that his sacrifice was the only way to defeat Chen. He had to have been lying. So he could leave.

"No." Lloyd muttered "That's not, that's not true."

And now I'm crying like some four year old, no wonder everyone leaves me behind. No one wants deadweight when they need a hero.

"I'm not-" his voice hitched as tears dripped down onto his clothes.

I am. They don't need me. They don't want me around. Maybe it'd be better if I wasn't here when they come back. If they come back.

"They left and they might not come back."

They're not coming back.

They don't want to.

They don't care.