Mental Breakdown

After tickling me to death, Hikaru managed to make me let go of Shintaro who was instantly dragged off by his twin, Shion. Hikaru then starts rummaging through my wardrobe without any permission at all and toss a plaid skirt, a white button up shirt, and a red ribbon thing at me he then say in english, "Vest or Sweater? Wait never mind," He toss me a navy blue  button up sweater jacket, "You'll just have to make do with that because I don't have the time to go searching for anything else."

"eh?!" was my only response. He also tosses me a pair of knee/thigh high navy socks." Hurry up and get changed into that, you will have around five minutes to change once I leave your room. Ten minutes for your morning routine. Don't worry about breakfast we'll get it on our way to school and yes you have to where that out fit and those shoes," he points to the boring looking black shoes," or you won't be allowed on school campus." He looks around the room for a brief second and takes my book bag. "If this was what you were think about taking to school forget about in Japan we have back pack regulations so I will let you use my old one. Also if your hair goes past your shoulders you have to wear it up and if your bangs go past your eyebrows I suggest you clip it. And make sure you don't have on any make up or nail polish

I think that is it I will be waiting for you down stairs with your back pack." Hikaru then rushed out of her room while I stood there astonished. What with all these weird random rules on what I can and can't wear and how to style my hair? In my home country you break a rule get three warnings, a phone call home, detention, and suspension but I imagine Japan being way stricter. Crap, I should read the student hand book when I get the chance, I wonder if they have it translated in english. I can not be sent home on my first day of school. It would ruin my appearance of being a Straight A Honor student, and mom would strangle me if I start failing now. As I was needlessly worrying about school I manage to get changed, brushed my teeth, and walked down stairs to Hikaru as I pulled my hair up into a messy ponytail.

"You ready?" Hikaru asked me, I nodded yes,"Great. Let's go" this was in english so I understood him. We walked in silence to the train station. As we crossed the street Hikaru grabbed my hand and pulled me to the other side walk. "You almost got run over by a car! You have to pay attention to your surroundings more often Nee-san! What would I do if you got hurt?!" I go wide eyed as I look at Hikaru who was lecturing me. My head must of been high in the clouds if I almost got hit by a car. I never really thought about how Hikaru would feel if something happen to me. "Mm... I'll start paying more attention. " I said.

After that we walked silently to the train station holding hands the whole way. I was to self conscious about his hand holding mine to worry about school. His hand was so warm, it was comforting. And it fit so perfectly in mine. Every time we were crossing the street he would tighten his grip just a little and it pulled me back to reality. I let him pull me into a train that was packed with people some who were wearing the same uniforms as ours. We ended up standing in the train and Hikaru let go of my hand so I could grab a pole/railing. I looked down at the floor of the train cart and started worrying about my academic life. How will I even maintain my straight A's when I don't even know what the teachers are saying? Not to mention that if I don't have one of the top scores my mom is gonna be so disappointed in me. Suffice to say I was drowning in my worries. It was so bad that I didn't even notice I had to get off. Hikaru tugged on my arm an I looked at him still wide eyed except now I was crying. The tears seemed to pour out of my eyes and I didn't know why. It just happened.

An: probably a bad Idea to write about your main character having a mental break down due to stress about a new school, new rules, new life, but I did it so bare with the pain at least you got 2 chapters in one day.

Also I feel that it should be made know that back in her old school she was a Straight A Honor student who had all advanced class and she was two years ahead in math. Got one of the highest scores on the state standard test (that thing most people take at the end of the school year that teachers expect you all to pass which puts more pressure on you, I personally like to call it the big scary test. It's like the final for that subject.) for reading, and she got a perfect score on the math final two years in a row.

Despite being an over achiever she honestly believe that she is just barley managing to keep her perfect record afloat and is tethering on the edge of failure. Also this is not the first time she's had a break down over her academic life, it's happened before too.

And in case your wondering why I would give her such a specific academic history, the truth is that her academic life is mine so this way I can relate to her more and write in her shoes. So now everyone on the Internet knows my basic school life, pressured, intense, advanced, and stressful.

Sorry for venting my own life issues to those who read this if you want to complain about something to me go ahead and let all out because everyone needs to stop bottling their emotions and just let it go (crap song reference)

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