#2 of feelings

he was just another guy
a little talented...
a little tall...
a little funny...
a little flawed...
but thats why he's perfect.

his smile was contagious
his jokes were outrageous
and i was a little curious
wanted to know all about
what makes him...
him.

i fucking loathe the feeling
whenever i see him
my heart goes crazy
i suddenly have anxiety
dont wanna go close
because he
is so unreachable.

i have a picture
of me and him
having snapchat filters
of flowers
and dog ears.
he was so cute.

but realization hit me
and my mouth
fell agape
of the feeling
i was acquiring
and my ears
went ringing.

i was liking him.
i was liking him...
for being himself...
him.
him.
him.

good Lord.
help me please.