A/N: Ahsoka's POV unless said otherwise!.... update whenever I can... XD

Me: MASTER!

Master: Listen carefully, we lost this ship, there is no escaping it! I will do everything I can to end this all. Promise me you will stay hidden!

Me: NO MASTER!

Master: Promise this Ahsoka.

Me: But!

Master: You are still to young to die..... this is an order. Stay here, stay hidden and stay safe!

This was all he said to me before the door closed. He locked me in my very own room of this ship.... this nightmare. The Nightshade was our all hope and it was our doom. It was the day when I got assigned to this special project that I found hope that this would finally end the clone wars but it was more than this. Back my master picked me up because I was the most sensible child towards the ships core. It was a special core which used the force as the main engine. The whole ship was build to be controlled and operated by a master and a padawan only. All the other clones on the ship were simply here to assist us if we needed anything. Other than this, we could controll everything ourselves. Our mind needed to be one with the ship and that is when everything went south...

I can't even understand what happened or why... or HOW!

All I know was that the ship was alive.... it was eating us... it was haunting us....

No one came to save us....

It's been months that we are batling to get controll over the ship back but no one came to us.. .no ship around and no new orders. We were simply doomed.

I knew this and yet I tried to keep my hopes up. My master was all I got on here and I was about to loose him too.

Me: MASTER PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!

But nothing could be heard on the other end.

If I had only insisted more, maybe we could have changed something but everything was too late. This ships core was alive... it was eating at the crew and it was devouring the crew as well... day by day someone went missing as we tried to turn the engine off. Nothing worked... the core just started growing and growing. I once saw it... there were bodies, faces, attached to the stone and some foam like stuff around it. It was as if it was a living being. The moment it saw me, it attacked me. Master saved me from it and we knew that everything was lost. 

Nothing changed from then....

It was only growing and growing until it was just me and my master.....

He was the one besides me who could do this.

I knew it... I knew very well that it had to be one of us but it didn't had to be him!

Me: MASTER!

I scratched at the door as I screamed for my masters name. Nothing could be heard at all. No scream, no voice, no creaking. It was oodly silent for a brief moment until the lights turned off. The next thing I knew was that the ship was finally off. I thought that the nightmare had stopped but I was just a fool to believe that.... without light, without enegry, without the core, there was no way back and no way to move through space. We were now lost... drifting until someone would find us.

Me: Master.....

Chilss started running down my spine as I couldn't hear him. There was a clear shift in the force and it meant just one thing... my master managed to turn that thing off but it also meant that he sacrificed himself to do so. There was no way he would have survived this ship. We both knew it... one of us had to die to turn it off... It was never designed to be turned off to begin with.

I tried my best to open the door but it wouldn't budge no matter how hard I tried it. I was desperately trying to open it forgetting that I could use the force to help me out until I was to tired to stand and continue. My nails were chipped as I tried to open it by sheer brute force. 

Me: Master... why.... why did you had to do this!!!!

Only when I stopped panicking did I start to think clear once again and opened the door with the force. Slowly as if I was scared to wake the nightmare up, I started tiptoeing to the engine room and to the coor. The door was wide open and there in the middle of the room was my very own master. He was no longer there.... his body seemed to be dried up as something definitely had happened. Only my imagination could tell me what it was. I didn't even dare to think about it at all. 

Me: Master....

Tears were already starting to fall down my cheeks as I approached the dried up corpse in front of me. I had only one thought... I had to get his gloves away from him. This ship was a nightmare and no one should be able to activate it. This crew, my crew went through hell for the last 2 years as we tried to gain controll over it. Everything was fine at the beginning... everything worked soo well... until everything went vary....

The moment I took my masters gloves, I removed the stones from them. Next I took his light saber and ran to the controll room to see if there was anything I could do but I was on a dead ship with no survivor unless myself....

There was nothing... just me... this goddamn ship in its sleeping state and the stars... the endless black.....

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Me: *gasp* hah... hah... hah..... another nightmare......

It's been some years after the ship crashed from the skies and I landed on this planet. I had no ideas where I was but I quickly figured out that this place was not friendly. There were some lizard-mens hunting around the area. I figured that one out the hard way when I searched for a way back home... tho I had no idea where home would be. My master and everyone I knew for the last year were dead... the mission we had was top secret and I doubted that anyone knew about the Nighshade. A few people were handpicked for the mission after all.

Me: I should get going... and see if there are any new comers around here.

At first it was just these lizards dropping some exotic creatures to hunt... until they saw me. That is when everything changed. I got hunted but they had to soon stop it since I always managed to outsmart them. 

I lived through worse hell than this.

The ship taught me how to be smart since we had to hide from it and constantly be on our guard. The core always wanted me and my master... in got what it wanted in the end... but for what cost? It was simply temporarly sleeping... it was still there. I could feel it. 

Me: When will this end?

I looked at my room on the ship as I made this my home. It was after all my mission to protect it from any intruder or the people from it to be more precise. No one should wake it up or it would be our doom for sure. It could take over someones mind... all it really needed was a jedi or a padawan waking it up.

Well luckily, there was no padawan on this island just students that were supposed to become padawans soon. None of them had enough experience in the force to wake this ship up... still I pittied them for being hunted and would often help them out.

Today was no different as I was soon about to head out and see what would I find... if I would be lucky tu actually encounter one of the kids here... I was the oldes of them and all who had seen me died...I knew this island was cruel but I had a mission and I couldn't abandone it. This is what I had to do to honor my masters death....