"M-Minjun.." I murmur under my breath seeing him lying down at his desk. My eyes narrowed seeing him peacefully sleeping that I caught myself walking forward to see him. "Who is your mate?" That was a new question I needed to know. Still keeping my voice barely audible, I look at the book he fell asleep on.

It was a notebook with his writing in. Moving his arm gently, I curiously move the book for me to read.

I should stop.

Did I listen to myself? No.

Flipping the pages, I finally met the first sight of his writing in front of me. I took one deep breath and braced for my sanity before anything happens.

"I will get you back.. You can't do that.." Minjun's handwriting was definitely hard to read, making me have a difficult time deciphering what he wrote. My eyebrows raised in confusion, but read on, not bothering with the position I'm in. By now, I was to caught up in trying to read the whole page, I forgot I was reading from his book. "Why have I not found you? What's the reason? I don't get it." I carried on, reading in a mumble and scanning the page for some easy handwriting to interpret. Slowly picking the book up from under his arm, I keep a look out, trying not to awake the dog.

His writing seemed to have changed emotions so quickly that everything he wrote confused me. What was he thinking when he wrote it?

"Who told you you could read that?" Jumping in pure shock, Minjun snatched the book away from me heavily, from resting in my hands. I winced as the paper scraped across my skin, and burning into the pores. The sudden movement of his awoken manner worried me widely. He glared at me furiously while shouting with a raspy voice. My body froze and my heartbeat rose up like an eruption to a volcano was about to happen.

Just the actual volcano was Minjun.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to.." My eyes widened in shock, noticing what I've just done. I shook in fear. He stood up straight away sharply and threw the book in the corner, completely out of my reach. "I-"
"That wasn't meant to be read by anyone! No permission at all yet you still looked at my privacy!" Minjun cut me off and I hung my head low, feeling so vulnerable and weak. His voice echoed in my ears, making me bring my shoulders up in mini shakes.
"Sorry.." My voice was trembling, but I kept it together barely.
"No! That wasn't something to be read!" With my eyes still to the floor, I watched his body walked closer to mine. At the same time, I took a step backwards, trying to keep a safe distance.

Why didn't I stop when I had the chance?
Why did I think it was a good idea?
What was I thinking?

Y/n you've just read the Alpha's notebook. Great! Just great!
Or you could say my ex's. Great! Just great!

My sarcastic thoughts weren't leading me into any safe place at the moment as I still stood there with his death glares. My stutters trembled under my breath for forgiveness. "I'm really sorry!" I look up to see him staring right at me, looking like he's focusing on something. He broke out of it as he replied back even more heated than the last seconds.

Whatever I did, I regret. I regret.

"I said no!" All of a sudden, I got pushed against the wall heavily by a heavyweight force, almost knocking me out. My body plummeted to the ground and I held my head in pain after being bashed against the wall hardly. I groaned and looked at Minjun, but to my surprise, it wasn't Minjun anymore.
"M-Minjun!" I squeal out cries as I see the wolf him in front of me. This time, it didn't look all fluffy. It's sharp eyes dagger right at my vulnerability on the cold floor as I still shake. The wolf growled right at me, threatening me with it's predator eating teeth. Not trying to make me more terrified, although I am, I couldn't stop thinking about how quickly I could die by one bite. In the condition I was in as well, it would only take a couple seconds to be completely lights out.

Angering him could definitely lead to the end. Just like his dad..

I flinched, shutting my eyes once I see him ready to pounce on top of me, but instead of feeling that, I hear a different loud sound with a whimper.

A whimper.

Noticing what it was from, my eyes shot open to see the black wolf or should I say Jimin on Minjun. Still injured by the force I was bashed against the wall by, I felt completely paralysed that I could only watch what was happening. My blurred eyesight was not the best to see everything although at this rate, it was better not to see any fight.

Why am I always the one being protected? What makes me stop from standing up?
Maybe because I know they are way much more powerful and I could be ripped up in seconds. Each second, I could hear them both in the background, having a fight, which was caused by me.

Jimin's black wolf growled lowly at Minjun's grey wolf, who was now in my position. Not injured, just vulnerable.

Although he's the alpha, he didn't bother to fight back, almost like he wanted the pain. His actions changed just like in his notebook, making me look at his eyes with pity. Nothing held me back to stop it as it was getting too wild for me to see. Not only was Jimin showing off his sharp wolf fangs, anyone could see how much he's lost his own self control, meaning that if I don't speak up now, Minjun will be dead meat.

Or should I say, lunch.

"Stop.." My weak voice said quietly, but with their strong hearing, Jimin responded. He was obviously annoyed getting told to stop, however he changed back to human form looking right at me, then back to Minjun. My hands tightened due to the sweat and the tension around us. This tension is something I'm never good at handling with. Taking a shot of alcohol probably wouldn't help much as I can become very dumb. Well, dumb is in the mix.

"You are nothing but a whimp. She's an innocent human not one like your dad. You're a wolf and she isn't." Jimin growled, snapping at Minjun harshly. His muscle tensed up more and more, showing the fury he's struggling to hide. There could even be a punch about to be thrown.

By now, Minjun was also back as a human and was on his feet, rubbing his back from the pain.
I know how that feels.

While rolling his head back, trying to feel better, he spat back. "It still doesn't give her the right to look through my things, especially my notebook." Not one look came back from him. None of us had a smile on our face either, we were emotionless.
"That-"
"No-"

"Stop! I admit I'm guilty! Now please stop fighting!" I cut them both of from speaking any further.

Just stop fighting please. Thank you.

My head was still spinning, making me dizzy like I'm drunk, but my body was finally feeling better. I pick myself up using the wall, ignoring Jimin's actions of trying to help me up. Huffing and puffing, I move to the door with a mini limp in my step.

Before leaving the room, I share a glance with Minjun. He rolled his eyes at me and brushed his hand through this hair frustrated. Knowing he was hiding something in that book hit me. He was obviously hiding something from us, but hasn't found the confidence to tell anyone yet.

Maybe it was for the best, looking through the notebook, though we all got hurt somehow.

"Y/n!" Jimin's voice came from behind as he followed me walking out of the room. I would have stomped off dramatically, but I held everything in since my body started to form pins and needle in my leg. Without making the conversation go on about what just happened, I change the subject.
"So, what are we doing today?" I freeze and see the others in front of me sat down.
"We can go on a walk around the woods" Hoseok suggests, making the other boys come out of there la la lands.

I'm feeling tipsy with a growing headache now, urging me to rub my temple from the causes while the others get up from the floor or coach.

I nodded after a bit, taking my hand on a trip though my hair, into a cross with my other arm by my stomach. Walking towards the door, I knew it was best for me to get as much oxygen I can to feel the fresh air hit me once again and cure me from this annoying dizziness I have to endure. Namjoon took the lead and opened the door. We started to look around once we were all out.

All of them know their way around here, but it was still nice being out in the quiet-

"Look! It's where we did the race!" Taehyung pointed towards the sticks on the floor that he recognises.

Ah, what a wonderful memory. I don't know if I meant that in a sarcastic way or actual feeling, remembering that I missed the whole thing. Despite wishing I did see it, I took a trip down memory lane, recalling what happened between me and Jimin.

He kissed my forehead.

'Luna'

I kept on getting tingles in me whenever he says that one word. It was felt so connected to me that it seemed to be special.

Taking a look up to the light sky, I let out my arms to feel freedom. Nothing was surrounding me. I took a quick spin and walked off in a bounce, making the boys notice my suddenly burst of energy. I now imagined myself in a dream, but still conscious of the things around me.

If only he kissed me on the lips.

My cheeks blushed, turning them rosy. Quickly, I take my hands and place them on them as they heated up. Sneakily touching my lips while my hands were on my cheeks, I couldn't help but to make my cheeks completely red. I was still walking with the boys behind so none saw me become embarrassed with myself. It was like a fire was just lit up in my heart, which created this sensation burning me up. Just like a dog in the hot sun, panting, but the panting was my heart beating loudly. At the rate it was beating out, my heart could easily jump out of my chest and walk on the ground to my coffin.

Did I admire the little Mochi enough as we were face to face or was I in too much of an excited daze to see?

Turning around, I let my arms go from my face and looked for him. Unlike me, Jimin was in more of a focused mood and definitely not one to upset. Sadly, I knew exactly why he was acting like this and it sucks to see him like this. He just isn't the type of person to see down when I see his cheerful mood everyday. As we enjoy the rest of the day, hopefully he'll feel better.

Lets just hope that what just happened didn't completely crush him down.

I stopped and waited for them to catch up since they were taking a nice and slow stroll.

"Come on slow coaches!" I yell at them and then gave them a cheeky smile, making them chuckle at me.
"Someone has a burst of energy." Jimin's suddenly spoke out looking at me with a slight tilt of them head.

Something must have gotten to him as he now had intimating features. His eyes narrowed as he bit his lip.

This is definitely not what I want to see at the moment. There must be a bad picture in his head at the moment so trying to make it better, I still pass him a smile. What is going on in his head?

"Would have been better if we played hide and seek while camping. I would have just slept in the hut for the day." Yoongi announced to Taehyung, who walked right beside him. By the looks of it, Yoongi said what was in his head by accident since Taehyung had the same confused face I have right now.
"Maybe it was good they didn't do it then because you would have gave it away. It's our secret." Jin remarked back at the daydreaming boy.
"Now I really wanna play it!" Jungkook eagerly replied, clapping his hands like a little 5 year old seeing a puppy do a trick. It was a couple of seconds until Taehyung agreed, making the elders question if we should. As the two were the youngest and had the biggest pouts, we couldn't resist.

Letting out sighs of defeat by the both, I nod to say I'm up for a quick game before they chose another game like duck duck goose. When I was little, I used to say in my head: miss miss run, but in reality it was always miss miss miss since hardly anyone chose me.

"Hider, I'm a hider!" Hoseok gave in to the pouts and chose is position before anyone else.

Along with him, Jin, Namjoon and Yoongi chose hider while Jungkook and Taehyung chose seekers, meaning at the moment, it was the older vs the younger.

Only Jimin and I had to pick now, but by the looks of it, he'd chose to hide. He walked towards the team and now the pressure was on me. Humming in thought, I look up trying to choose.

"Which team Y/n?" They asked and I looked back down.

Once I decided, I walked over to them.

"Seekers."

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Ya'll better not trust this girl, she'll get scared of a fly and run away.

Just a quick check in since I don't usually write after, what do you think so far?
I also wanna ask if you like Y/n or a named character better because I may make my next stories with a name. (I personally like a character name but it's what you all like more)

Sorry if my story isn't that good, I'm still learning so if you have advice, please do tell me.

Anyway, thank you, I'm truly thankful to anyone who reads this story!