-Jungkook P.O.V-

"Jungkook, are you alright?" Her voice broke through my thoughts. I blinked and looked at the therapist.

"You have been spacing out for a while" she noted. I gulped and looked away. My thoughts were chaotic and my eyes couldn't focus on anything more than a second. Tears started to from in my eyes.

The memories...

I quickly stood up and my eyes flickered around for a moment before I hastly walked to the door.

"Jungkook? Jungkook?" Seohyun called for me as I walked out the room.

On my way to the front door, I saw Yoongi and Jimin watching tv. They looked up when hearing my footsteps. We made eyecontact for a second before I turned away and all but ran to the door. I didn't look back when all three of them called my name.

I ran, as fast as I could.

I didn't know where exactly I was, but that didn't matter, I had to get away. I wasn't going to jump again, my mind just couldn't process everything I had just relived. My ribs were still fractured and hurt like a bitch, it felt like they were burning through my lungs.

Min-Ji...

Him...

I dodged a few people that were walking on the side walk. My eyes looked around frantically for something familliar. I stopped abruptly when I was about to crash into a pole. Sighing, I walked further, looking back to check if Yoongi or Jimin followed me. Apparently not. I set a foot on the road, ready to walk.

"Whoa!" A pair of hands clamped around my shoulders. "Don't blindly cro- Jungkook?" The person interrupted himself.

I looked over to see Taehyung. He looked surprised and confused, but as soon as our eyes met his look changed. I don't know into what.

"Why don't we go to my house?" he asked. Without waiting for an answer he dragged me across the almost empty street. I let him drag me along, my mind and body didn't seem to be able to connect properly right now.

He didn't let go of my wrist, even when we entered his empty house and went up his room. Once he closed the door he looked at me again.

I was shaking, my chin was quivering and my vision was blurred with tears.

"Jungkook" he whispered and pulled me into a hug. I didn't hesitate to wrap my arms around him and grabbed his shirt with clenched fists.

"What happened?" He whispered in my ear. I didn't respond but started to shake harder and loud sobs could be heard throughout the room. He started to slowly rub circles in my back and held my head with his hand. It hurt, since my back wasn't fully healed yet, so the bandages rubbed against the sill healing cuts, but the pain was quickly pushed aside by the comfort his hug was paired with.

"You know I told you to come to me if something was wrong" he urged. "You can talk to me"

"I-I'm s-sorry, I-I just-" I was cut off by my own sobs. I cried harder and felt his shirt get wet from my tears.

"Ssshh, it's alright, just cry" he whispered encouragingly.

We stood there for a while, me in his arms. I slowly calmed down but still refused to let go, his hugs were insanely comfortable. I pulled away slightly and looked into his eyes.

"Thank you" I whispered lowly and hugged him tightly for a short moment before letting go. We walked to his bed and sat down on the edge, facing the door.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He softly asked. I hesitated for a moment, should I tell him?

"Yoongi picked me up and took me to his house, he said I needed a therapist, so he brought me to his mother." I started.
"Yoongi said something and I got mad, when his mother started asking things I wasn't really calm, and she-" I took a breath. "She asked me why I called you if I wanted to die, I-I started getting angry and I couldn't control myself, I yelled and panicked and ran away, the memories t-they were j-just-"

I couldn't finish my sentence. My throat closed up and my last few words were in a hoarse whisper. Taehyung turned to me and hugged me once again. I sat still, eyes wide and unfocused on the door in front of me.

The memories...

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Kinda short but it's more of an extra...
Next chapter will be part 2 of the memories!

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