[A/N: Ahem...All in Failboat's Pov]

I woke up at 8:00 in the morning and did my normal morning routine. I went to my living room and saw a not on my couch. It said this:
"Hey, Failboat
Me and the rest of the gang went back home. We hoped you slept well! No worry we'll be back in the afternoon.
Love,
Septic, Pink Sheep, and PuRpLe ShEp

After reading the note I went back upstairs to edit some of my videos. After a while of editing the clock turned 12:00 P.M. and I heard a knock on my door. I opened it to see Septic, Pink Sheep, and Purple Shep.

We all hung out for a while until they all left. I went back to my room and accidentally tripped. I feel and made something fall as well. I got up and saw a picture frame. I picked it up and saw a picture of me, Septic, Pink Sheep, Purple Shep, and ExplodingTNT.

I saw a tear fall onto the picture. I miss TNT so much. We used to be happy and now I don't know what to do without him. I lay on my bed thinking about TNT's confession. He really meant it when he said he loved me.

I thought about how TNT acted around me. He acted weird and sometimes blushed. Those were all little signs but I didn't notice. I feel so bad for him. I wish he was here so I could hug him and apologies for everything that I have done to him.

I started crying and I felt pain in my heart. I couldn't stand TNT being dead. I ran to my kitchen and got a knife. I went back to my room and cut myself with the knife. I continued cutting myself on my left arm.

I stopped and washed the knife which contained my blood. I put bandages on my cuts. I went back upstairs and laid on my bed again. I only cutted myself because it's a punishment I deserve for making TNT's life be so bad.

I decided to take a nap so that I can forget about what just happened. At that moment I knew that I changed a lot.

End Of Chapter 2