Make Me Feel Loved Again: edited
Summary : Kurt is in a abusive relationship with...Scott Summers
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Pain....
Lost......
Doesn't he love me......
What did I do wrong.....
I'm nothing ,but worthless......
Stupid......
Ugly.......
Useless....
Kurt was a energetic fuzzball. Always happy , always smiling, always laughing and making jokes. The smiles started to fade until they were lost all together, his hyper energetic personality faded. He became a submissive person no one knew. People never Knew how much pain and agony he was being put through.
(But I'm getting ahead of myself , let's start on Kurt's birthday .)
Today was suppose to be a happy day. It was kurts 19th birthday but instead of happiness, Sadness was the only thing Kurt felt. Fresh bruises he'd received from Scott earlier were burning and aching all over. All this because he didn't cuddle with him. Kurt started to think , why was this happening to him.
Kurt's POV: My body hurts and I think Scott may have broken a few ribs. I sighed, Scott used to be so gentle when we first started dating. He used to tell me every day that he loved me, that we were made for each other and nothing would get between use. I'd wake up in his warm embrace as he laid kisses all over my face , mumbling "I love you or your so beautiful " (yup , I had to throw in a little EMPIRE) to me .
When did everything change, when did it all go so so wrong. He beats me over small things, like not wanting to do what he wants or when i talk to my other male friends.
I'm always locked in our room and he never let's me go out unless he's with me. Sometimes I wonder what I could do better or what I did wrong, but most of all .....I wonder why, I keep forgiving him. My thoughts were interrupted by my door being opened and someone sitting next to me (Kurt's laying on his side ) when I looked up I saw Scott .
Scott's POV: I beat him over FUCKING CUDDLING !!!!! I'm so so so so stupid , I keep letting my temper get the best of me and he's paying for it! But he belongs to me and he should know that!
Apon walkong into our room, I made my way over to our bed and slowly sat down next to him l. The bruises were a disgusting purple color and I could tell it hurt. But something about seeing them made me strangely happy.
A little voice in my head laughed at the broke blue fuzzball in front of me. I chuckled a little completely forgetting how bad I felt earlier and then spoke.
"so next time you'll do what I say,right " I smirked. He only nodded and slowly sat up and leaned on the headboard.
The sight of him would make a person sick ! The bruises, the cuts, whip marks and the bits of blood.
I held his face in my hands. "I do love you , I want you to go clean yourself up and meet me in the family room , ok?" I said.
"Y-y-yes l-l-love " he replied and slowly wobbled his way over into the bathroom closing the door behind himself and with that I left. I think its time I reward him and I knew just what to do, 'he's going to love my little surprise' I thought to myself.
Kurt's POV: I was so confused.......one minute he's happy, loving, sweet and the next his beating the living tar outta me.
'why did he want me to meet him in the family room' I thought to myself. He's never this gentle after a beating. I'd guess going along with it, is better than another beating.
I sat in the tub letting the warm water was over my aching body and wash away the dried blood. It felt so good but reminded me of how gentle Scott used to be.
After about half an hour I decided to get out of the tub, watching the water flow down the drain.
After drying off, I went over to Scott's dresser and pulled out a grey long sleeve shirt and some grey loose jeans. Soon adter getting dressed I walked down the halls and felt paranoid and on edge. 'the school is usually full of people running around , or talking or watching tv, its never this quite' I thought.
But now it was dead silent and the darkness didn't help. Thankfully I had a great sense of direction or I'd have gotten lost ages ago.
Fainlly after a few minutes made it to the family room. " seine bis dunkel" (it's to dark) I mumbled to myself in German.
Just then a blinding flashed of light filled the room, it took my eyes a minute to adjust. when I opened my eyes, they went wide!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURT" everyone shouted I was beyond happy! I can't believe I'd forgotten my own birthday. "So do you like it darling " Scott asked grinning in my direction. I nodded 'so this is what he was talking about!' I thought as he hugged me, it hurt a lot but I didn't care! I felt so loved right now, Scott was gentle like he used to be and the party lasted for hours.After the party, we went to our room and cuddled.
'oh how I missed this'.
(Next day)
No ones POV: the Institute was like any other day. People were running around, watching tv, playing games and other things. But two people were missing.....Scott & Kurt hadn't come down from their room yet, but no one payed it any mind.
(Now in Kurt and Scott's room)
Kurt's eyes flickered open a bit to small tingling all over his face. He could faintly hear Scott mumbling "I love you " over and over again. So he pretended to be asleep until a pair of plump soft lips met his causing him to blush and Scott to chuckle.
"I know your awake, beautiful" Scott chuckled
"g-good morning love" Kurt stuttered out, embarrassed that he'd been caught.
'This was a dream, it had to be. Right? ' Kurt thought, still in shock at how Scott was acting.
But if it was, he never wanted to wake up. They got up, burshed their teeth and got dressed.....well got dressed with the exception of Scott pulling Kurt into hugs and stealing kisses .
Scott's POV: I felt a bit sorry after I left Kurt in our room. I had to make it up so, I along with everyone else made him a surprise party .
But there was one person I wished wasn't there and his name was Warren, I don't like him around MY kurt . But my train of thought was cut off by someone mumbling in German , I knew it was Kurt and I signaled for rogue to turn on the lights.
Once Kurt's eyes opened, they filled with happiness. He was almost in tears and soon he was in my arms the whole evening. In all I believe this was a good way to show him the rewards for good behavior.
The next morning I laid in bed with that beautiful blue mutant. I started kissing him all over his face and mumbling I loved him. Soon he woke up, but tried to pretend he didn't. But I had already caught him, so after some flirtatious banter we exchanged good mornings and got ready for the day.
Okay have I ever saide kurt looks good in my clothes. No? Okay good, cause Kurt looked AMAZING in my clothes! He was so small in my clothes and the way they crapped over his body made him look even cuter. Kurt had a girlish figure, he had cruved hips, and thick thighs and a very.....and I mean VERY plump booty. God I love him so damn much.
I must have been staring because I could feel Kurt poking my cheek, "are you ok,dear?" he asked "sure darling , I was just basking in your beauty " I replied and he blushed even harder. I'd pulled him into my chest , as his tail wrapped around our waist.
"Someone's enjoying himself " I stated as I stole a kiss from him
"Yes i am, come on let's get some breakfast ,darling " he commented.
(IN THE KITCHEN)
Professor X POV : Today was a very normal day, the students were doing their own thing. It was a friday and after yesterdays party id given them a free day today.
I along-with
Storm,Kitty,Logan,and warren were sitting around the table enjoying our breakfast and just talking about our plans for the day.
"Has anybody seen Kurt and Scott? " asked Kitty
"yeah their always the first to eat" stated a concerned warren. But right after that comment they both walked in , smiling and holding hands, and overall just being happy.
" Good morning " I said while taking a sip of my tea.
"good morning " they said in unison. They made themselves some breakfest and sat beside each other. Scott was sending Warren a death glare, but he never noticed since he'd been talking with Kurt about spacecrafts and the galaxy.
I decided to talk with Storm about it through telekinesis.
'Storm do you notice the way Scott's looking at Warren ' I asked
'Yes something's wrong ' she replied
"That's true but what could it be" I wondered
'Let's try to separate them and see if Kurt will tell us what's going on ' she said summed up, god that women is smart. With that I broke the link and cleared my throat catching kurts and a few others attention.
"Kurt, me and Storm would like to talk to you in private, if that's ok" I stated
When I said the he became tense, peering over to Scott who looked less than happy about it. " Professor can't we do this later.....i want t to stay with Scott " he replied a bit to quickly for my liking.
"Im sorry but no, come along". I stated and made my way from the table.
Storm's POV: I've never seen Kurt like this, what was Scott so mad about. Was someone harrasing kurt and him about their relationship? As far as i know, everyone knew they were together and no ones bothered them about it. so why was Scott so upset and why did kurt look so afraid.
"Scott we just want to talk witg Kurt about the level of progress he's made in his fighting skills, that's all" I lied but it seemed to calm him down.
"oh, ok storm " he replied a bit calmer than before.
I stood up and walked over to Charles , when Kurt got up, Scott got up behind him and hugged him and whispered something into Kurt's ear to which he nodded and then Scott let him go and we made our way to the training room . I had Logan come along as well.
(De la time skip , to training room , DUH DUH DDDUUUUUHHHH😱😱😱)
No ones POV: the walk to the training room was quite and awkward. They made Kurt walk in the front to see what he would do. Kurt was tense , his tail was wrapped around his waist , he was scared but not of them wanting to talk to him but about what Scott said before he left.
(Flash back to Scott hugging Kurt )
"I'll be watching you from our little hiding place, so don't say a word about what I did and do to you , got it . And if you do I'll fuck you until your heart gives out. " Scott snarled into ear, earning a nod from from kurt, before letting him go.
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End of flash back )
As they entered the training room, Kurt could feel Scott's eyes on him, watching his every move. But this was routine for kurt, he knew when to lie, when to not speak, when to dodge or cruve a question. They all sat in the chairs (minus professor x, for obvious reasons)
"Alright Kurt , tell us what's going on" Logan said.
"um what are you talking about ?" Kurt replied a little confused at the statement.
"*sighs* Kurt do you know why your here" Charles asked in a more stern, yet caring voice.
"*ponders*to talk about my fighting progress , Professor." Kurt stated slyly giving the answers he knew they wanted to hear.
"Kurt I'm going to ask you a question , do you promise to answer me truthfully." Storm questions as she shifts into a more comfortable sitting position.
*nods*o..k" kurt replied, a little unsure of his own answer.
"Kurt how is Scott when you two are alone?" Storm asked. The others hummed at her question.
" he's really gentle and sweet , why?" Kurt replied,it wasn't a complete lie.
"*sighs* elf I can tell your lying" Logan sighed.
"*gulps* n-no I-I'm not, he is sweet and...." Kurt was getting nervous. He was about to lie again, when he was cut off by storm.
"Let me ask another question then. How is Scott when he's angry? He ever yell at you, blame you.......hit you" Storm questioned, taking a new apporch.
" W-what no, he's never like that! H-he likes to be alone and lay in bed to cool off. Sometimes I lay with him and that makes him feel better." Kurt replied as best he could. Trying to ignore the hidden pair of eyes watching him.
"or do you lay with cause you can't move from being beaten." Logan bluntly stated.
"*shocked*w-hat are t-t-talking about. Scott n-never hits m-me....h-h-he l-loves me!" Kurt stuttered out.
"*kneels in front of Kurt*what he's doing to you isn't love Kurt." Storm stated as she held onto his hand.
"*yells and cries* S-STOP H-HE DOES LOVE ME!!!" Kurt sobbed. He needed to convince himself of that more than the others. When in walks the devil himself or as kurt puts it, a broken angel.
"*appears* that right darling I do love you." Scott said, walking out from his hiding spot. Opening his arms for kurt to come to him.
"c-can w-w-we leave" kurt pleaded as he ran into Scotts arms and sobbed quietly.
"*picks up Kurt * yes darling , never listion to them. I.LOVE.YOU." Scott stated as kurt teleported them out of the room.
"this is going to be harder than I thought." Charles commented. To which he earned a nod from logan and Storm.
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This is chapter one of my short story "MAKE ME FEEL LOVED AGAIN " I'm going to start chapter maybe tomorrow.
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