why do i drag my fics on and on rip

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"hey, baby," louis says softly and pushed onto his tummy a few times. "wake up, i'm bored."

he kept pushing a few times and huffed when he got no response, meaning his daughter was asleep. just like her father.

louis sat in the bed and crossed his arms. it was around two in the morning and harry was knocked out from his exhausting hospital trip. louis could hear the soft beeping of the heart monitor and looked over at the man, silently thanking god he was okay.

louis still couldn't believe that someone like dr. baugh would do something like this. he didn't expect to be so blind. the doctor didn't even push off a bad vibe to him. evan trusted him, harry trusted him, he trusted him. why would he do this to them?

and harry, why does harry have to be a target? the man doesn't even do anything wrong. lately he has been hip to hip with louis, always making sure he's okay and has everything he needs. he helps louis change his clothes, rubs his back when he's in pain and loves his child unconditionally. he's still involved with the gang but he doesn't do anything like everyone else does. he doesn't go on anymore big heists like he used to, he doesn't go kill people as much, there's no reason for him to be attacked.

louis reaches over and strokes the sleeping man's cheek. harry's eyes flutter open for a moment and he falls back asleep once he notices it was just louis. they were able to push the tansy out of his system aside from his puking and his pain has reduced. louis felt for him.

the hospital was so silent during the night with the quiet employees not trying to wake up patients and keep their electronics down. the telly was still running with family guy softly playing on the screen. louis watched the episode and quietly laughed at different scenes.

"no," harry mumbled. "no way."

"harry?" louis grabs his hand.

"don't..not my baby- not my baby!"

"harry, hazza," louis shook him. "baby, wake up."

harry whimpered and jolted awake. "fuck, oh my god," he clings to louis and refused to let go, mumbling incoherent words.

"you were having a bad dream, huh?" louis cooed. harry nods and wraps his arms around his fiancé. "what happened, babe? you mentioned something about a baby..your baby, precisely."

"doctor baugh was gonna take my baby," harry whimpered. "you-you delivered but you ended up-"

louis lifted harry's head up and wiped his tears. "don't work yourself up. you just woke up, love."

harry nods and rubs his eyes with the heels of his hands. "fuck, this shit is freaking me out now."

louis leaned over and grabbed his bottle of sprite, offering it to harry. the man accepted it and took a small sip before tapping the half full bottle on louis' tummy. "is she awake?"

"no, she's sleepin'," louis hummed.

"i wanna wake her up."

"go for it, it might make you feel better."

harry nods and wiggles around, laying his cheek on louis' tummy. "raven kaiser styles, daddy wants you to wake up right this instant, young lady."

louis giggled as he played with harry's hair. "i don't think that's gonna work, honey."

"i'm trying," harry pouts. he peppers kisses all over his belly and pokes it in random spots. "raaaaven, wakey wakey."

harry stopped for a moment, just opting to rub louis' stomach and he smirked when he felt his daughter push her foot against his hand.

"ha, it worked!"

"what the fuck!" louis whined. "she wouldn't wake up for me!"

"she's a daddy's girl," harry smiled and nuzzled his cheek against louis' stomach. "aren't you, beebs? you's a daddy's girl. forever and always. you can't get sick of me, ever. and you're not leaving my house. no boys, no growing up, you're stuck."

louis let out a soft laugh. "you're ridiculous."

harry shrugs and cuddles against louis' side, closing his eyes.

"are you okay to talk now, love?" louis asked softly.

harry sighs snd nods, not bothering to look up. "you went into labor and um...you- you died in delivery," he said, voice already beginning to shake. "a-and doctor baugh -- or whatever doctor was there, i think it was him -- didn't even let me hold raven because he-he took her away. like he claimed that raven was to go to a lab and i didn't even get to see her fully, lou."

"harry," louis frowned. "love, you know that's not gonna happen..."

"but it was all so real," harry whimpered and louis stroked his cheek. "you didn't make it and i had your blood all over me from helping the delivery, and then my daughter got ripped away from me. so i lost two of the most important people in my life in just a small time frame...fuck," he sits up and rubs his face. "fuck, fuck, fuck."

louis reaches over and pulls harry closer to him. he gently kisses his forehead, both of his cheeks, then his nose, and then his lips -- just like harry does to him when he is upset.

"baby, we aren't going anywhere," he promises. "raven and i are okay, it was just a dream. and we're fixing this doctor situation, remember?"

harry sniffles and nods. "i just.."

"felt like you lived what you were afraid of?"

harry nods. "i don't want to lose you, or her...this pregnancy is scary and risky and i just couldn't live with not having the two of you around."

louis lets out a small, "oh, haz," and wraps his arms around his neck. harry tries his best to hug him without squeezing his tummy and louis murmured soothing things to him, telling him in the end that everything would be alright because they were a badass couple who can fight things together.

"i love you so much," louis says. "and always know that i am never leaving, and neither is our baby. okay?"

harry sniffles and nods. "okay."

louis pats his shoulders and kisses him again. "do you wanna cuddle?"

"please," harry says softly. "just wanna hold you so i know..."

louis nods and lays on his side, smiling softly when harry pressed his chest against his back and wrapped his arms around him.

"you're the best thing that has ever happened to me," harry murmured and kissed his shoulder. "and i would probably kill you dead if you ever left me but then again i couldn't deal with killing you so i dunno what i would do."

"you're rambling. you wouldn't kill me, you love me too much, plus i would never leave you," louis tilts his head.

"mm, you're right."

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louis winced as he sat down next to harry, shifting around to ease the pain in his backside. zayn gave him a curious look but judging by the litter of love bites peeking out from his hoodie, he put two and two together and made the 'shame on you' motions with his fingers. louis blushed madly and avoided anything involving the conversation, turning his attention to evan when the boss entered the room. he gave all of the boys hugs, especially louis -- giving him a sincere squeeze for comfort -- and sat down.

niall is seated next to zayn and is just laying his head in his arms, looking up dazily and giggles softly when zayn stands and leans over to kiss his cheek. "hi."

"hi cutie," zayn hums. louis pretended to gag and harry tagged along with him. although he still felt a little bad, he was back to his normal self.

"you lot make me feel like i am running a daycare," evan rolls his eyes and scoots up. louis chuckles and pats his tummy when he felt his daughter squirm.

"okay," evan folds his arms on the desk. "tansy tea?"

"yes," harry sighed. "the doctor offered some to us but we didn't expect it to be that -- i didn't even know that they made something for that, really -- but louis didn't like it so i took it."

"and you said it caused you to puke and stuff like that?"

louis nods. "i guess that amount of damage done to him was caused by ingesting too much of it. but if i had drunk it, it could have killed raven and me also. it's used for-"

"i know," evan frowns. "abortions and miscarriages."

louis sinks in his seat. "yeah, that."

harry stands up and circles the table. "what i don't understand is why now?"

"what do you mean, son?"

"i mean," harry crosses his arms, "louis is almost done with this pregnancy and doctor baugh chooses to try to terminate it now. if he wanted to attempt to kill this baby and almost kill louis in the process, why didn't he just try it early on?"

he turns to look at louis. "and i'm just saying this, baby, i don't mean it."

"i know," louis says softly. "i was wondering that also."

"maybe he just hates kids," niall shrugs.

"niall," louis sighs.

niall pouts at him and zayn clears his throat.

"why can't i just kill the bastard myself?"

"because louis wants to do it," harry replies. louis hums in agreement and crosses his arms, mirroring harry's position. "louis could probably kill him in public, honestly."

"fuck," evan groans. "well for starters, we don't need louis killing someone in public for everyone to see. and two, baugh is actually still in town so we need to hurry up and make this damn plan before he leaves. he tried murdering my granddaughter for fucks sake, i want the man dead too!"

harry sits back down and swirls his chair side to side. "i think we could just shoot him in the head and get it over with."

"too easy," zayn scoffs. "maybe like, shoot one limb off at a time, but very slowly."

"gouge his eyes out and push his dick inwards," niall adds.

evan puts his head in his hands. "why, why, why..."

"the marijuanas."

"gee, thanks zayn. the poor kid is stoned out of his mind," evan jokes. niall gives him a thumbs up and slumps back down.

"i think we should give him a taste of his own medicine," louis says softly. "give him that tea and let him see what we went through."

evan purses his lips. "would it work?"

"why sure," louis shrugs. "maybe he will feel some type of remorse then."

"i'm glad i don't have to worry about you," evan compliments like a proud father. "you really do have the brains here, lou."

evan's actual kids act offended and harry throws his arms around his body like a toddler. he let out a "hmph!" and slumped in his chair.

"where is he?" zayn asks.

"last time one of the others checked, he was at a motel near the outskirts. so we have to check that out once more before we do anything," his father crosses his legs.

they made a plan and niall shot up when he heard his name being involved. he got scared for a minute but his job was to be the driver while louis gave out directions. harry and zayn were to sneak around the motel and find an easy access to knock the doctor out to bring him back to the house and then they go from there. if they were to go ahead and kill him, that was on them. if they wanted to let him suffer, then it would just be a waiting game.

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ot4 are big babies lol

so theyre legit planning on killing doctor baugh. how do you think this will turn out? who should do it?

does anyone have any ideas for this fic before it ends? all i have so far planned is the childbirth and wedding/epilogue lol. i dont have anymore fillers but i want this book to be badass, yknow? help a sister out please.

thank you for 51k !