And so we have it.

The end.

As you so desperately wished for, 'twas a happy ending.

A happy, fluffy, soft romantic PLOT FUCKING TWIST OF AN ENDING HEY HEYYYY

Okay but for real I have nothing left oh my god this book was my heart and soul. Take it. Love it. Hate it. Love is preferred. Don't worry, I wished for it to be happy too. I'm honestly just terrified y'all will hate it. If that's the case, scroll down to where I talk about my upcoming fics and go vote for dawn. Find your chill, spread love.

Below you will find me being a sap and the comment hall of fame.

I started writing this on the 26th of December, 2016, I finished on the 11th of June 2018. Happy birthday, Dan.

Dear god, I have nothing left.

One year and six months, I'm a whole different Aly from the person I was when I began. Honestly, I can't believe I finished it. This is beyond a standard novel length. This is, to be precise, 618,045 words long. 618,045.

Seriously boi I am not messing around. I counted.

Do I have any regrets? Yeah. Never, not once did I mention Phil having glasses. Whoops. I know it sounds small but I was 3/4 of the way through the book before I noticed and I was like godDAMMIT HOW DID I FHDGSG. Phil Lester in glasses is so endearing and very much a real life thing and I just strolled on in and wrote a whole fucking novel having forgotten it.

Now it's here so it's off my chest. Out of sight, out of mind.

Oh hey I forgot Dan's earrings too.

Damn.

Time to delet.

FOR REAL THOUGH CAN YOU TELL IVE LOST A SHARD OF MY SOUL

YIPPEE I FINISHED SOMETHING

To those who stuck it to the end
To those who drew amazing fanart that made me scream
To those who left comments that made me feel the emotions you felt
To those who voted and encouraged me to keep going
To those who ghost read, who are reading this now without having ever made yourself known to me, who read the entire story despite the psychotic updating schedule

THANK YOU HOLY MOLY GOD DAMN

Have my whole heart and a piece of my soul!!!💗💗💗

Social medias lol

For those who wish to find me on AO3: I am @writtennotsung

Send me asks or anons about my psychotic fics or other stuff on Tumblr: @cozydnp
(I post art!)

Say yo and be my friend on Snapchat: @one_gir1

follow me on Instagram to message or stalk me, it's up to you dood: @probably.aly
(If you want to see what I look like, that's the place)

God I'm just feeling so much. Have the comment hall of fame, I'm done.

I would like to acknowledge that you are honestly amazing and that happened to be why this book has literally over 5k comments. THATS A FUCKEN LOT. I'd like to point out the fact that y'all had a grand ol time rOASTING me a lot, so the following display will contain a mixture of comments that made me laugh, made me cry (in a good way), or just sound great without context. Or all 3.

PEESENTING, THE COMMENT HALL OF FAME
*context not included*

She is

When dnp literally get cut off whenever something gay happens

Nathan doesn't know quality

In this house we love Jesus

Harley read redamancy

You must

#aly was offended

Brilliance

I love you weird_flowers

Harley read redamancy part II

Follow @/probably.aly on instagram #spon

Sobs

*sobs*

*SOBS LOUDER*

I don't know why I haven't said this yet! In the recent few months a few of you have stumbled upon this book, and with your reading came an unexpected (and amazing) amount of love and support that I never could have seen coming for this little phanfic story that I thought nobody would ever see.

I am an exceptionally awkward and shy girl who isn't very good at articulating her words but I felt like this needed to be acknowledged because I'd like you all to know what a difference you're making and how much this means to me, if you don't want to read you can just scroll past, but here we go:

I would especially like to thank some of ya via the comment hall of fame:

BLfangirl765 and luiselovesglitter - I don't even know how to express my appreciation for you two. You both started reading at around the same time, it was the first time I'd had more than two readers. Your incredible kindness and the emotional and/or hilarious comments that you leave on every single chapter. How did you manage that?You have turned bad days in my life around on multiple occasions and it makes my entire day to look through what you're saying and your emotional journey through each part. Your feedback motivates me more than anything else to get these chapters up on time and I loved hearing about what you wanted to happen, you've made all the difference for me! You are actually the best. You're so brilliant and funny. Thank you.

Also... never forget

one year ago. Still makes me laugh like an idiot. Also YOURE FUCKING WELCOME

Artificials - you are the sweetest follower I've ever encountered! I kid you not, on the day I followed you and you left that message on my messages board I think I just sat there with my hand over my mouth for about five minutes with the biggest smile on my face, in total disbelief that anybody could say that to me. It meant so, so much to me, and made me happier than I'd been in a long time. Your words really do make a difference, you're wonderful. Thank you so much. <3

sadaestheticphoto  (aka Musicn3rd915 YEP I WENT THERE) you encountered one of my unfinished chapters (the first, renamed to ninety percent) when it was just a fetus back in April, and I think you remember how much I was freaking out about it. I was worried you'd be weirded out by how little sense it made (probably a bit better now), but instead you were so nice about it, saying it was good aw. We met through this story and you're literally my best friend now, and the amount of times you motivated me through screaming at snippets or rereading my fic and telling me about it, that meant so much to me. I love and appreciate you and your support of this story a whole heck of a lot. You're wonderful. Also your fic is wonderful. TTM trash #1. T(ee)tt trash #1.
I'm hella gay 4 u #haly lives on goodnite

Rons_Emotional_Range - before anything else, best username ever. You, my friend, were one of my main motivators and the reason I kept going for many of the chapters. I genuinely get excited to see what you'll think of new chapters and both your comments and messages on my message board asking about updates were so encouraging. The comments especially meant the world to me. Just seeing you appear in my notifications always makes me so EXCITED ily buddy. You're so kind and enthusiastic and ITS JUST THE BEST YOUVE SHAKEN UP MY WORLD OK? THANK❤️

catearphanatic
Okay honestly I've you'd told me the person I'd stalked on tumblr for a whole year would ever start reading my fic and even draw art for it in her distinct and adorable style, I probably would've screamed or sth. AND YET? You're my idol and you're adorable and wonderful thank you so much for existing

Thank you also to:
SilentScreams444
Snow927
LittleFrenchUnicorn
A_Million_Regrets
@RebeckaOG
FyreIce369
eehhhhhhh
redgummyworm
plestel
ThePastelWriter
weird_flowers
i-giveup
I don't know who's still online these days but I have an image limit so I can't add your comments to write paragraphs next to. Rip that
I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN WORDS THANK YOU I FINISHED THIS BECAUSE OF YOU