Man, you know what I want right now?

NDRV3

Literally, it is paining me to think of not only how long I'll have to wait, but all the torturous things I'll have to endure before that time comes.

All the shit at school... I'm so sick of school...

Horror Literature... Hell on Earth sometimes...

Most of the time, actually. I signed up for this class so I could be better at suspenseful writing and other areas of writing, and writing in general really, but this class is literally all about too much homework and work that doesn't make sense at all.

School isn't great right now. Then again, when is it ever great for people on Wattpad? It's like becoming a writer is a free ticket to so much agony.

Look at Toko.

But seriously, I REALLY want NDRV3. My want for it rises and falls so much, that I don't even know what to say.

It's mostly because I want to write their characters in stuff, but still. There's other stuff, like the Hope's Peak bonus mode and the English localized voices that makes me want to see it.

I've even gotten 2 deaths spoiled. Or at least, half-spoiled. I know WHO dies, but not when and how. Like, I don't know which chapter, or if it's a killer or victim.

Even worse, they're both characters I super didn't want to die. One more than the other, but I won't say who, because if the fandom hasn't already spoiled it for you, I WON'T.

Speaking of the English localization, it's due for the 26th, right? A whopping ten days after my birthday. A nice contrast to when Spirit of Justice came out 8 days before my birthday last year. Which also means that when SOJ turns a year old, NDRV3 will come out a few weeks later.

What is it with fandoms and spoilers, really? I mean, SOJ came out at the beginning of the year and got its localization at around the same time that we'll be getting the V3 localization. I don't remember many spoilers in the AA fandom for it. Then again, I didn't actually CHECK for any AA spoilers during that time, so I wouldn't know. But people didn't even try to fan translate it, right? Why is the Danganronpa fandom more impatient then the AA fandom?

Hell, who am I kidding? The main reason I want V3 is the characters! Kaede looks like a badass protagonist, I'm already sold on Gonta, Kiibo, Tsumugi, and Rantaro, and I want to know what the fuck Korekiyo is like.

Then there's the shipping.

The main V3 spoilers I got were what my friend said the ships in V3 would be like. And I REALLY want to ship these guys.

Which is weird, because SDR2 didn't make me obsessed with finding ships for everyone at the start. I think Danganronpa made me obsessed with shipping.

Heck, I even had a little shipper inside me back when I watched Disney shows as a kid. I always liked Harper and Zeke.

But anyone you guys ever go on Archive Of Our Own? There's this one guy, or girl, names EvilMuffins. They write a lot of Komamiki fics. Like, a LOT. I'm pretty sure the majority of the fics comes from them.

Apparently they got obsessed with the V3 ship Amamatsu. Which is Kaede X Rantaro, for those of you who can't remember the names yet. This makes me feel like the ship will either be unpopular like Komamiki is, or it's just really fucking cute and I don't know yet.

To be honest, Kaede is my favorite character pre-game. DR has a way of twisting your opinions of characters though. Remember when we all hated Juzo? Man, good times. Not really, he's a cool guy, but back then, things were simpler in a Future Arc. We didn't have Despair!Chisa or Miayandroid or Kaneki Kyosuke or Suicide Videos. We just had a good setup for a DR anime. But then Kodaka wasted all of it. And just like DR1, nobody talked about the dead people again, because Kodaka is a dick. That or Future Foundation hates their employees.

I will say though, Future Arc was still pretty... okay? I don't know. It could have been WORSE really. Imagine if Makoto died. What kind of ending would we have gotten from there? Or if all the Daisaku = Junko theories were right.

But back to V3, I really think it's gonna be hard to wait until September. I mean, it probably wouldn't if I want so lazy.

That sounded weir,d but let me explain that.

I recently decided to get into the Professor Layton series. And by recently, I mean last year. September of last year.

For my birthday, I received the first 5 Professor Layton games, along with some credit to purchase Spirit of Justice onto my 3DS. Naturally, I played SOJ first, loved it, and then started the first Professor Layton game, the Curious Village.

CV was... interesting. I had fun, so I played the second game, Diabolical Box, and it was VASTLY improved from the first! And then the third game, Unwound Future, it was just... beautiful... And I thought Trials & Tribulations was a great way to wrap up a trilogy.

Then came Last Spector, which I'm playing now. It's supposed to be a part of a prequel trilogy or something? Either way, it's cool so far. And there's this extra mode called "Little London" where you make a character and they go around and do stuff. When I made my guy, I noticed a very familiar facial expression. -_- Of course, this game came out before Undertale, I'm pretty sure, but that didn't stop me from giving him that expression, a bowl cut, and naming him Frisk.

Either way, the reason I'm binging the series is so I can play the Layton crossover with Ace Attorney. I heard it's really east, but I still want to try it out.

I got the crossover for my birthday too, but a few days ago, something cool happened.

I saw the Lego Batman movie.

Okay, that's not what I meant, but it was cool. Maybe I'll do a review or something if you guys want, but back on topic.

A day or two before I saw the movie, I woke up with a broken pair of headphones. Like, the left ear wasn't transmitting any sound. You all remember my weird rant, right? It drove me crazy.

So I went out and bought THESE GUYS!

White wireless Skullcandy headphones.

These things are a gift from the heavens.

Most of my headphone struggle came from the wire. It would literally snag on every object in the universe. I would bend down to tie my shoe, stand up, the wire fell around my leg, so my head jerks down as the headphones stretch out. And it hurt.

These wireless ones are AMAZING. I can just get up and walk across the room to do something without having to carry my iPad or phone with me!

I can put my phone down and have my headphones on and still dance around like an idiot to video game soundtracks and catchy songs!

But when I got these, my mother wanted to get something for my brother too, so she looked at some games and that's when I saw THIS.

The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask!

Confession: I never played a Zelda game before.

I've heard a lot about this game, and seen a bit of the beginning, but so far, it seems like a cool game.

After I get through the rest of Layton's stuff, I'm gonna start playing it to see how it is. From my limited Zelda knowledge, it's my favorite Zelda game, but I hope I don't end up hating it, cause then that means I just wasted like $40.

These games should help me get through until September, right? Oh, and there's all my games on Steam too, right? And YouTube videos! I need to finish Danganronpa! And then I gotta play Ace Attorney so my friend can get through the series without NicoB bullshit guessing all the insanely unguessable plot twists. Oh, and there's always all these books on here I gotta write! FOD is about to have its second trial, once the art is finished, but I could still write out chapters in advance, right?

Well, here's the problem.

I have ADHD. I don't know if that has anything to do with what the problem is, but for those of you who know what this does to people, please keep it in mind, cause I have no clue.

I find it very hard to focus on things. Like, I can barely write all these chapters without listening to music. I'm listening to music RIGHT NOW as I write this. (For those curious, it's an extended version of "Brokentooth March" from the Lisa: The Joyful OST. I was also listening to Billy Joel's "Piano Man" prior.) Music helps me focus. I practically live in my headphones.

I also fidget a lot. Like, a LOT a lot. I can't stay in one position for too long. I'll shift. Cross my legs, Swap which one is over the other, shift in my seat, that kind of thing. I do it in school too. Then there's when I'm in bed. I'll lie on my stomach, I'll lean on an arm, I can't seem to be comfortable. Lying on my back seems to be a good one, but I'm looking up at the fucking ceiling. My iPad is not on the ceiling. I can't do shit while lying in my back. This is why I pretty much always lie on my back whenever I'm on Skype calls with people and I'm too bored to do other things.

Basically, I just have trouble focusing on things and sitting still. Gee, I wonder why I hate school so much?

So, to summarize: V3, I want it. Tries to focus on other stuff. Can't focus. Can't not focus on V3. Rinse and repeat.

And still no sign of Fluffy... I miss her...

My life is hard sometimes...