Four months...

It's almost been four months since Fluffy left...

December 4th, 2016

The day Fluffy posted her big going away chapter...

Ever since then, I've been waiting for her...

If you don't like hearing about love or that stuff, I suggest you read something else. Perhaps go read my Not 100% Philosophy Hour in this book to feel happier.

October 1, 2016: I joined a Danganronpa roleplay book as Gundam, Nagito, and Yuta. That faithful day led to so many beautiful adventures with five other amazing people.

Sometime around then, I reloaded I had fallen in love with Fluffy.

October 6: I posted a chapter saying how I realized I was very compatible with someone I knew on Skype and that I might want to date her.

That was Fluffy.

After a load of hassling with my Skype friends and... having to make a choice about my love life... I chose Fluffy.

I chose her on October 12 at 9:13 pm.

Maybe we can call that day our anniversary...

But, a dark turn awaited us after the good month of November...

December 4: Fluffy posts a chapter in her randomness book about her leaving.

As of today, March 28, 12:32 am, that's still the most recent thing she's done in her Wattpad feed.

On Skype, she hasn't said a word.

On Snapchat... Well, Em says that she's doing alright.

And I'm okay with that.

As long as she's alive and well, I'm happy.

I can wait as long as she needs to feel better, and I'll welcome her back with open arms. Metaphorically, because she lives on the other side of the country.

I remember reading through the Danganronpa Zodiac book and commenting on how her Virgo ones were very accurate. Of course they were, she was a Virgo!

It might have been because I was shyer back then, but I got nervous when she replied with her friendly cheerful responses.

Then her pun book.

Oh good lord, her pun book.

If there's anything that brought us closer together than Danganronpa or Yuta Asahina or Yuta X Komaru...

It was puns.

We both love puns to the point of us torturing others with them and feeding upon the anger they excrete when we make them.

I doubt I can ever find a girl better than her in my eyes...

What I wouldn't give to hear her voice again... to see her face... to even just hug her...

One day... One day, I'm going to see her again. One day, she'll come back and I'll make sure she feels like the most loved person isn't the entire goddamned universe.

But until then, I'll wait.

I will wait forever.

For her.