Yelling

So much yelling

It's not in my head

I almost wish it was

I want to run from it

But it'll make the yelling louder

I feel numb to it

It scares me

I shouldn't feel numb

My future's at stake

I wish I could stop it

But I can't

I'm the cause

Me and another

I created it

I can't fix it

I want to fix it

Will it fix itself if I'm gone?

A shout is crying now

I don't like hearing them cry

Why am I scared the most of what'll happen when they stop?

(BEFORE ANYONE ASKS YES I AM OKAY I JUST WANTED TO WRITE THIS)