"Nathaaaan!" I yelled to my husband. I was 4 months pregnant with our first child. We were both so excited. We found out it was a girl. We had been thinking about names, and we were deciding either between Alicia Rayne MacKinnon or Alexandra Rose MacKinnon. I was currently laying on our bed, trying to make the shooting pain in my stomach go away. I soon heard footsteps bolting up the squats and breathed a sigh of relief. "What's wrong, love?" he asked me worriedly and bent down next to me on the bed. He ran his thumb across my cheek and brushed the hair out of my face as I clutched my stomach. "I have such a bad pain in my stomach it hurts so bad. I have no idea what's happening." I told him as another pain shot through my stomach, causing my to clutch onto my stomach and tears started streaming down my face. "Shh, it's gonna be okay. I'm gonna take you to the hospital and we're gonna get you checked out. Everything is gonna be okay." he told me calmly and smiled at me. He wrapped his arms around my figure and picked me up. We walked down the stairs and he set me down on the couch. He walked over and grabbed my flip flops and grabbed my hand as we walked to the car. The car ride to the hospital was silent, due to all the pain I was in. Nate had his hand on my knee, rubbing his thumb across me knee, trying to calm me seeing I was in a lot of pain. We pulled up to the hospital and just as I thought my pains were going away, they came back. "Nate!" I screamed so loud, tears streaming down my face. "Shh, please stop crying baby it's gonna be okay. Y/N it's gonna be okay. I promise, it's gonna be okay baby girl." he cooed at me. He kissed the crown of my head and gave me a soft smile. I smiled back at him and he grabbed my hand, helping me out of the car. We walked into the hospital and Nate walked up to the counter. "Excuse me," he yawned. It was 4 am, we were all tired. "My wife is 4 months pregnant and she woke up having really bad pains. What should we do?" he asked calmly. "We're gonna run some tests on her. Here, I'll take you to our head doctor on the labor and delivery floor." she told us and Nate nodded, grabbing my hand.
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After some tests, our Doctor, who was named Doctor Marcus, told us to wait in the room while he got the results of the tests. I was scared, so scared. My breathing hitched as I thought about the worst. What if I lost the baby? I started breathing really heavy and tears starting streaming down my face, causing Nate to release my hand and grab my face in his hands. "Hey, what's wrong?" he asked me as he ran his finger across my cheek. "What if I lost the baby?" he was silent for a minute, but then, he decided to talk. "That is the worst possible thing that could happen. But we don't want to think about that, okay? I want you to think happily, because that's how I think of you." he told me and I blushed. I nodded and pulled him into a hug, and he kissed me on top of my head. "I love you, so much." he told me. "I love you always." I replied and we just held each other. A knock on the door sounded and then the door open. I swear I thought my heart stopped. Nate grabbed my hand and ran his thumb across my hand. "Mr and Mrs MacKinnon? I'm sorry but you lost the baby." he looked at me with a sorrowful look and then looked at Nathan with the same look, and walked out the door. A sob escaped from my lips as I put a hand on my stomach, which was now childless. Nate picked me up and put me in his lap. "It's all my fault." I choked out. "What? What are you talking about?" he tensed up underneath me. "This is not your fault. This is not your fault and it will never be your fault. I don't know why this happened, but it wasn't meant to be. That isn't your fault. I guess this wasn't our turn. But you know what, we're gonna try again, okay? We're gonna try again because that's what we always do. Just like we always do." he said and I smiled. "I love you MacKinnon." I told him. "Love you more, MacKinnon."