cale makar // colorado avalanche
requested by thesarangsense
you couldn't help, but cry as you looked in the mirror. every comment on the picture you had just posted looked so true as you stood in it.
she'd be prettier if she was skinny.
her hips are so big.
why does cale even like this girl? he could do way better.
these comments pointed out things you already were self-conscious about. they pointed at them negatively and made you feel absolutely horrible about yourself and your body.
you put your hands on your face as you slumped against the bathroom wall and cried. you cried all the feelings you had about your body out.
why did these people feel a need to attack you when they didn't even know you?
you knew you weren't as skinny as the other wags. that's just never how you were built and you had accepted that, but the comments on your instagram were horrible. sure there were positive ones too, but it felt like your brain only went and held onto the negative ones.
through your crying, you must've missed the door opening because you weren't expecting your boyfriend to walk right into the bathroom while you were a crying mess.
"hi babygirl, how was your da- have you been crying?" cale asked worriedly and rushed over to you.
you quickly tried to dry your eyes, but it was no use because a sob escaped your body and you began to cry uncontrollably again.
cale held you close to him on the bathroom floor.
"what's wrong beautiful?" cale asked in a whisper.
you cringed at the term of endearment.
that's not what you were not to other people.
"cale, why do you love me?" you blurted out.
"what?" cale asked confusedly.
"why do you love me if i'm fat and ugly and you can get with almost any girl?" you asked rashly.
"baby, what makes you think you are any of those things?" cale asked sadly, "you're my beautiful princess and you're so perfect to me."
"that's what everyone on my instagram says." you said quietly.
"carla, don't listen to them." cale said and kissed all over your face, "they are jealous of how beautiful and perfect you are."
cale pulled you off of the floor and angled you towards the mirror. he stood behind you with his body touching your's.
he placed his hands on your hips and kissed your neck. he moved his hands to the sides of your face.
"look how beautiful you are my love." cale said with a smile on his rosy face.
he quickly kissed both of your cheeks. he picked you up and carried you to the bed.
"you are stunning princess." cale said.
he began to kiss down your body, paying close attention to each part of you. when he felt you begin to cringe, he spent extra time there knowing it was one of your insecurities coming out.
he wanted you to know that he thought that you were the most perfect woman in the world.
cale made it back to your lips and kissed them lovingly, "you are so beautiful and i love you so much my darling." he whispered and kissed behind your ear.
you smiled slightly and kissed his cheek, "thank you baby." you whispered back.
"please don't listen to those comments." cale said, "they are just jealous people who have nothing better to do. that's not how people think of you." he said with a smile.
you smiled back at him, "thank you. i love you cale. i love you more than anything in the world."
cale smiled and placed his head comfortably on your chest.
"you make me feel so beautiful and perfect and loved and i can't thank you enough for that." you said to him as you played with his soft hair.
"because all of those things are true sweetheart." cale grabbed your hand, "you are perfect and beautiful and loved."
"i love you so much cale." you smiled down at him.
"i love you too carla." cale said with a happy smile.
cale began to leave little notes around the apartment after that. each of them was a reminder of how beautiful you were. the little sticky notes helped so much. they were something so simple, yet so helpful and meaningful to you.
the one today read,
you're beautiful baby! remember that and you'll be dangerous! i love you princess
love, cale
a/n: hey my queens and kings! i just want everyone to know that if you feel bad about the way you look or your weight that i think you are the most beautiful person in the world. even if you don't think you're beautiful (which you are), there's much more to being beautiful than just looks. i love all of you so much, my beautiful people! 🥰❤️
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