Self harm warning, may be triggering read at your own risk!

Y/N pov

I get ready for my first NF concert, he's the only reason I'm still alive today, in between all the self harm and nearly dying I use his music to
remember that I'm still alive and a person, when he first started out I was following every post (and I still do) every new song, every event, I just now finally saved enough to meet him after his show and front row seats! VIP passes and I'm scared as hell to meet my idol. I grab my NF hoodie to hide my arms, it's big on me and recently I haven't been eating much, being 18 and being this depressed sucked. My phone rang with a video chat as I answer it I pull on my hoodie,

"Hey! Y/B/G/F/N (you're best guy friends name) what's up love?"

"Hey y/n, are you almost ready? I'll be there in like 15 mins." He smiles at you.

"Yeah I'll be outside waiting y/b/g/f/n."

"See you soon"

Then you guys hang up and you finish getting ready putting on light makeup, pulling your phone off the charger, you grab your purse dropping your phone inside and grab your VIP passes off the dresser and drop them into your purse. You go downstairs, grab your keys and leave your house locking it up, you grab your phone and look through Instagram, then pull up a new video, you loved to post Vlogs,

"Hey hey followers! It's finally concert day! You guys will be flooded with pictures and videos from the concert I hope you enjoy and I can't wait to meet him! Although I'm super nervous! Anyways here's my bestie who's going to the concert with me! I gotta go my fellow followers please stay tuned for the concert!"

You end the video as your best friend arrives you put your phone back in your purse and get into his truck. You arrive at the arena where the concert is held about a half hour later, you both get out and head for the VIP section flashing your passes, you make way to your section as people are finding there places and you see the stage and it's incredible and your way more nervous then you were before you got there. 10 mins later the concert starts.

NFs POV:

Being 19 and already somewhat successful was amazing, I got a lot of comments from fans saying I was slowly saving there lives, they slit there wrists, they are beaten by their dad, and it hurts. It's hard being a hero to fans, when I'm struggling with the death of my mom, who overdosed a year ago, she heard very little of my music before she took her life, I just finished watching y/n's newest vlog, she is pretty, smart and for some reason always wore long sleeves or her NF hoodie, Ive been wanting to message her but it was hard, she seemed like she was taken, the pictures of her and this one guy she was always with made it tough to know weather or not they were dating, everyone seems to think it and she hasn't denied it yet. She did disappear from her vlogs for a few weeks and when she came back she looked fucked up, I didn't know what this girl was going through but I wanted to save her before something bad happened. I walk out onto stage and the first person I spot is y/n, with a grey NF hoodie, her hair up in a messy bun, I could tell she was in jeans and sneakers, she was standing next to the guy I always saw her in pictures with, she wasn't smiling, she was staring at me, and we locked eyes for a moment before I began the concert.

Y/n POV:

When he came out onto stage we locked eyes, he spotted me first? I looked at my best friend and nudged him,

"He just looked right at me and noone else when he came on stage y/b/g/f/n! Like holy fuck I could die!"

"Chill y/n before you start to hyperventilate and I have to get you outside for a few."

"Okay okay I'm calm see?" You smile at your best friend then go back to watching Nate do his thing.

"Hey can we cut the music for a moment?"

The music stops, I look at NF as he speaks, "I wanna bring someone on stage, she's this fan of mine, she probably doesn't know I follow her on everything, but can someone please get the girl," he points at you, "and bring her up here please? I have a song I wanna sing but I want her help."

A security guard approaches you and says, "come with me please."

You look at your best friend who you hand your cellphone too and say, "record this please all of it."

He nods and points the phone at you as you make your way with the security guard to the stage, they get you set up with a mic and move the stray hair outta your eyes and give you a small nudge towards the stage, you breath in and out and walk out onto stage."

NFs POV:

As y/n walked into the stage I smiled something that's rare for me, I hold out my hand to her, she hesitates before she takes it, she faces the crowd, and I feel her tense up a little before she takes some deep breaths,

"Okay so I wanna know y/n do you know all the words to my song Beautiful?"

Y/n nods at me and I crack a small smile again, I felt something strange, was I already falling for a girl  who has 100,678 followers on her social media sites. The music starts and I begin to sing, then stop when she starts, her voice is like an angels, something I didn't know she could do. I wanted to spend time with her later after the show.

A/n hey readers what did you think?? I'm trying to improve my writing unsure if it's working but did you like this story? Comment vote and share I'm doing each song and might need some ideas for the stories!

[Intro] {2x}
Here I come
Here I come
There I go
There I go
Yeah, I'm a dreamer

[Verse 1]
You all about the money
I'm all about the dreams
All that cash talk
That don't mean a thing to me
See I don't run the streets
I don't run the hood
I'm spittin' real life
Most y'all are Hollywood
I'm comin' with a flow
That's crazy
Got your movement from the moments
Y'all play me
Trust me you don't wanna mess with me baby
I have you runnin' in circles

[Verse 2]
Here I come with a flow so fly
Lookin' at me nuts like I lost my mind
Flows so hot, when the right is mine
I ain't gonna stop, let it pass me by
You too slow gang in the rest gang
With the base, get out of the way
I don't wanna lose you but
I'm kinda in the mood to what
You thinkin' for a minute that you faster
When it comes to flow
We both know that I already passed ya
You like an apprentice in this game
I'm like the master
My lyrics are bullets, and I'm about to blast ya
Have ya
Considered the person you're dealin' with
All y'all ever talk about is how you makin' millions
See, that's the difference
Between me and you and this rap
Rather have my momma back
Than stack a hundred stacks
So I don't wanna make a scene
But, you don't know what it means to me
Grabbin' a mic has filled my dreams
This means everything to me
Basically, it's makin' me
Develop into what you see
What you see
Is all of me
Composin' around, so follow me

[Hook]
This is the moment of your life
You better grab it while you got the chance to
This is the moment of your life
You do what you wanna

I'mma do what I have to
Got me sayin'
Hey {3x}
And you got me sayin'
Hey {3x}
And you got me sayin'

[Verse 3]
Bob your head {2x}
Get in the zone {2x}
Yeah, give it your all
Just lose control {control echoes}
Another shot to prove all
You could exstall
That's why I stay focused and keep my heart with the Lord
Tonight's make or break
Which yours to take
A moment of destiny
A moment of pain
I'll move the pace
No time to waste
Mind the line, how to win
Let me demonstrate
Now take ambition
A moment's given
Have a heart that isn't finished
Slapped in the face
Them heartless critics
Ha, now you with me
The things you say I never do
What else will I have to put with you
Nevermind
Let me take you back to school
Let me show you apes a thing or two
Fight for existence like black or blue
Mind the ball game, and you'll get a clue
Head about to bust like you blew a fuse
Pay attention don't get confused
To be the best, you can never rest
So we'll call it good cause you make the rest
Yeah, my heart's full of dreams that you can't accept
Came through the side
I got nothin' left
But I'm fine
I got my pride
I got my mind
That's all I need
I'm settin' bombs
Sorry, I got my self-esteem

[Hook]

[Intro] {2x}

[Bridge]
I'm a dreamer
Yeah I'm a dreamer yeah
Oh yeah

[Hook]