Most of us would define a name as the word designated to call a person by, usually given by whoever is present at one's birth.

Merriam Webster says a name can be defined as: a word or phrase that constitutes the distinctive designation of a person or thing. This is a definition that I subscribe to.

You see, I have many names. Names I like, such as Friend and Crazy One and Writer.

I have names that I don't like: Sinner, Annoyance, and Boring One.

There are names I chose, such as Night Owl and Artist and Weird One.

I have names given to me by others, such as Role Model (this person is too good to me) and Confidant and Pinkie.

I have names I love, like Early Bird (a whole lot of sleep deprivation goes into being both an early bird and a night owl) and Bookworm and Passionate One.

I have names I wish I could leave behind, like Secret Keeper and Victim and Procrastinator.

The name of Neymara, the name of Queen Honey Bee is one I chose. It's one I left behind.

And it's one I have decided to reclaim.

My hiatus did me a lot of good. I was really able to restock my mental state and get myself in a better place. A streak of luck and the positive change resulting from said luck didn't hurt either. Honestly, my life has been charmed post-hiatus. I am such a lucky person and taking this time off has allowed me to step back and appreciate what I have and the people I know.

It's been a long journey, but I'm finally ready to be back.

I'm going to start using my message to let you all know when I'm online. My online status is very prone to the vissicitudes of life, as I will not come online if I don't want to. I will also be increasingly busy (in a good way!) soon, and that will affect my online status.

So just check my message board if you're wondering where I am, because when I log out I'm going to check in with an announcement (please tell me so if it's bothering you) saying so. And when I log in I'll do the same. So you only need to check my board to know if I'm online.

I'm so happy to be back. Wattpad has been a part of my life for longer than you know. It started with one book. There are still so many more to read, so much more to share... And I didn't want to be driven off. The negative energy here (yup it was the people that pulled me off of here not just the stress) wasn't good for me, and I want to get back to that positive space Wattpad used to be.

I love you all. You all supported me through this and I couldn't be more grateful. Thank you so much!

Bisous,

Queen Neymara the Honey Bee
Friend
Crazy One
Writer
Bookworm
Passionate One
Secret Keeper
Victim
Procrastinator
Sinner
Annoyance
Boring One
Night Owl
Artist
Weird One
Role Model
Confidant
Pinkie
Early Bird

(By the way, for the haters: I know I'm melodramatic.
And guess what? I'm owning it.)