Beginning of this past year, Luhan decided to get this messaging app, but it was only for one reason, Sehun. He missed the long late night talks they used to have years before, he missed the long comfortable silences they shared, he found Sehun's account by pure memory, he remembered Sehun asking him for advice on what his username should be, Sehun came up with it on his own because Luhan didn't give him any that he liked, and with that memory still in his head he found Sehun.

  Sehun over the past year tried changing his feelings for Luhan, confessed his feelings and in the end tried pushing him away while testing to see if Luhan truly loved him back. His phone buzzed and he saw the messages from Luhan blowing up his phone, after hours of not responding or showing up to the spot where Luhan was waiting, he realized Luhan wasn't kidding, he wasn't lying, not that Sehun thought he was.

  Sehun looked around at the Party, he was surrounded by so many other artists, some hes not close to, others he is. He looked at Kai on the other side of the room, the guy who told him it was okay that he was still talking to Luhan, the guy who convinced him not to push Luhan away when he tried. After making eye contact with Kai, he waved off pointing to his phone, Kai was confused, but then remembered what Sehun told him the night before, his internet friend was in town, code for, Luhan is back.

  Sehun rushed out of the house, almost bumping into his senior,  Choi Minho, he quickly nodded his sorry and hello before rushing past him leaving Minho flustered. It's an hour till midnight and Luhan was apparently still at their spot, not giving up, not losing hope.

  Sehun made it and in the dark found the path that was lit with street lights, he squinted a bit before seeing the light haired boy sitting on a rock, looking at his own reflection on the water in front of him, his bright phone screen glowing, waiting for an answer, wondering if Sehun would ever go to see him, wondering if he'd ever see the boy ever again.

  Sehun held his phone in his hand as he walked closer, trying his best not to make a sound, he opened the conversation and typed the first reply in what seemed like forever, "My view is also beautiful" it read. Luhan responded stating that whatever view Sehun had wouldn't compare to his, but according to Sehun he had a better one, "Turn around" He added, his heart racing, as soon as his phone told him the message had been read, Luhan turned around and their eyes met. The last time Sehun saw Luhan, Luhan had dark black hair and now it's a light silver with faded purple, Sehun realized how time has passed and how they've changed.

  Luhan was about to get up when Sehun put his hand up and motioned for Luhan to stay, Sehun without saying a word went over and sat right next to him, the boy of his dreams. The only noise around them of birds still awake in the late night, communicating with one another most likely discussing where to fly next, or maybe even discussing on how cute the two human's looked while next to each other.

  Sehun didn't see but Luhan had a tears falling from his eyes from happiness, Sehun was looking at his own feet focusing on the style and color of the Italian leather, gift from Lay on his birthday. Luhan quickly wiped them away before taking a deep breath and looking over at User, Sehunnie23, he smiled as he shook his head,

  "You really went with Sehunnie23?"  He asked and Sehun smiled they both looked at each other.

  "I wouldn't be talking, Luhannnnna" Sehun said dragging out the 'n'.

  "But why the twenty three?"

  "All the other numbers were taken"

  Luhan couldn't help it, he put his arms around the younger boy and held him closer, his head on Sehun's shoulder, Sehun put his arms around Luhan and took in the scent of his Gucci perfume, the same one he used to wear all the time, the same perfume Tao would take from Luhan then always end up brining it back. Sehun held onto the boy whos face moved and had buried itself into his neck. He felt at home. He felt in love.

  Luhan didn't want to let go of Sehun, not again, he'd left him once before and didn't want to leave him again, he almost forgot that he'd have to, after all in the end their paths wont meet for a while, it will be a rare occasion if he ever saw Sehun again. Last time he was in Korea, Sehun was with the others in America, but that's life, that's their jobs, and he knew it.

  They removed their arms from each other. The moment was real, it's not fake, we are here together, Sehun thought to himself as he looked into Luhan's eyes.

Sehun's phone buzzed as he got messages from Kai, saying "Happy New Years" he looked away from his phone and back to Luhan, without hesitation, Sehun kissed him, without warning Luhan felt Sehun's lips on his and he closed his eyes taking in the moment.

  "Happy New years" Sehun said as he got out of the kiss, his forehead pressed against Luhan's.

  "Happy New years" Luhan said, his face a slight red, but Sehun didn't notice, it was too dark out.

  Sehun didn't need to be at a party with loud music and cheering, he didn't need the loud count down, the drinks, the large amount of food (Even though he loves food, who doesn't), he didn't need to be surrounded by lots of people dressed up, he didn't need any of it, he needed Luhan, he needed that moment and that's what the rest of the night was, just him and Luhan, no flashing lights, no music, no overly dramatic scenes with people they knew staring in it, just him and Luhan.

  They listened to each others voices as they caught up, they talked about their new music, praised each others albums and the artwork and photos that lies within them. Luhan discussed his acting and gave Sehun tips for his upcoming acting job. They looked at each other with loving eyes as it got colder, Luhan offered Sehun his red varsity jacket, but Sehun told him to keep it on, after all Sehun made him sit for hours alone.

  They went to Sehun's new apartment, it was one in the morning. Sehun made the only thing he could, ramen, Luhan knew it wasn't going to be a highlight of his night, the food wasn't that good, but eating it with Sehun was.

  Sehun's phone lit up with text's from everyone asking where he was, photos being sent showing him what he's missing, but in Sehun's eyes he's not missing out on anything, they are missing being with him and Luhan, Luhan took Sehun's phone and looked through the photos, laughing as soon as he saw a photo Kai took of Taemin when he wasn't paying attention, it was a wacky photo,

  "Taemin must be so mad at Jongin" he said as he gave Sehun back his phone, They sat next to each other on the couch looking through photos of their co workers, well Sehun's in any case, their friends looking completely like fools, or looking extremely normal like Chen hanging out with Kyungsoo drinking out of their juice boxes.

  They fell asleep on the couch and in the morning Luhan found himself wrapped in Sehun's arms, he reached for his phone that was on the coffee table, the phone screen reminding him he had to go to a photoshoot then back onto a plane he tried escaping sleeping Sehun's arms, but his arms only got tighter, he wasn't so asleep like Luhan thought he was.

   When Sehun let him go he saw how sad Sehun's facial expression was, and Luhan's face had the same one.  They said their goodbyes, and they made a deal to find out another date for them to meet.

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  Flash forward to now, Sehun is playing on the floor with Vivi his dog, his phone rings making Vivi startled, Sehun petting him telling him everything fine.  Sehun and Luhan have moved on from internet using messaging apps and call each other instead. He answers the phone without looking at the caller ID

  "SEHUN" A loud voice meets Sehun's ear

Sehun swears under his breath.

  "Don't do that, you almost gave me a heart attack"

  "Guess what"

  "What?"

  "We might be seeing each other more often now"

  It feels like the world is frozen as Sehun hears those words, Vivi walking around pressing on toys until their high pitch sounds come out the only thing reminding him the world didn't actually stop.  Sehun moves the phone away from his ear.

  "Stop that" Sehun says moving the dog away from the toys and onto his lap.

Sehun puts the phone back to his ear.

  "How so?" He asks

  "I'm back, I'm back into SM Entertainment, as a solo artist"

  Two years ago if Luhan knew this would happen he would've hated it, but now, now he's happy he's back, only because of Oh Sehun.

  His voice expressing happiness and not sarcasm, yes he left for a reason, he left on good terms with his members, he had no intention to return,  but the lawsuit failed, he took that as a sign, a sign him and Sehun are meant to be and that makes him happy, Oh Sehun is the best part of coming back.