I heard someone calling me from the distance and kept getting closer and closer. He left me. He left me in the middle of a forest alone, right after he told me I wasn't good for him and he didn't want me anymore. The words repeated over and over and over, until I couldn't hear anything besides those words. I tried to follow him, even though I knew that would be impossible, I wanted to talk to him. I was so confused. What just happened? And Alice also left? Did she really try to see me before she left? I'm gonna miss her so much. I do miss her so much. She was like a sister to me, she felt even closer then a sister. I loved her so much. And now she's gone.
I could feel my eyes begin to fill up with tears. All of the Cullens are gone and I don't know when I'll see them again. Or if I ever will see them again. My eyes finally poured over. A stream of water ran down my cheeks. I was still walking, although I couldn't feel my feet. The next thing I knew my face was touching the ground. I felt the rain start to drip on my face and body, until the only thing I could feel were my tears and the rain. I started to freeze. "BELLA?" I heard someone yell. "Bella? Where are you?" I realized my eyes were closed and couldn't open them to see who was calling me, or if it was just my imagination.
The words started to ring in my ears again. "I don't want you anymore."
"BELLA?" I heard again. "Oh, Bella." It was really close now, like whoever it was, was just over my face. I felt a hand start to cradle my head and the other hand pick me up. I opened my eyes to see who it was, it was like trying to open a locked door. I was finally able to budge them open to see a tall man holding me. I didn't really recognize him. His body was so warm, but it wasn't  warming me up, I felt just as cold as I was.
     "Charlie." He called out.
"Oh, I'll take her Sam." Sam. I heard that name before.
     "Dad?" I tried to get out.
"Shh, we'll be home soon." He told me.
      "Bella are you ok?" I heard another voice call. I wasn't able to speak anymore. It was just as hard as opening my eyes. All I could think about was where Alice could be, and why she had to leave.
   I finally heard the door open and Charlie put me on the couch. I heard a few more footsteps come through the door. Then two people came next to me. I was guessing one of them was Charlie. Then I heard the other mans voice again.
     "Bella are you hurt?" His voice, the footsteps, every thing I heard was too loud for my booming head. Although his voice was even and soft. I knew who it was. Dr. Gerandy. He worked with Carlisle, or at least used to work with him.
    "What happened?" I heard someone ask, but it wasn't for me to answer.
"The Cullens left. Carlisle left yesterday."
     "Without any notice. Wonderful." That was Charlie. I could tell that it was his voice.
I felt another tear drip down my face, and then another, and then a whole stream started again. I felt Charlie wrapped his arms around me.
"Bells what happened?"
I wasn't able to speak, I was crying to much to even think. They waited a few more minutes for me to answer but I wasn't able to get anything out. "Bella, sweetheart, are you hurt? Did anyone hurt you?" Yes someone did hurt me. Something did hurt me, but I knew that wasn't what he meant so I just shook my head no. I felt someone put they're hand on my forehead. I didn't have a fever. If anything I was freezing to death, which didn't totally sound terrible. I was already dying inside. It probably hurt worse on the inside than it did on the out. I could feel them all stare at me for a little longer in udder silence. But then someone broke it.
"Well I'll be back tomorrow to check up on her. . . . Well I guess more like later today." Dr. Gerandy said. Charlie and Dr. Gerandy talked for a little while and I tried not to listen to their conversation. I knew what they were talking about and I didn't want to listen. I had so many questions and so many things to say.
I heard the front door close and loud door steps come back to where I was. I couldn't feel my face, my fingers, my feet, my whole body felt almost completely numb.
"Dad?" I didn't know why I was calling for him, but I felt a need to know he was there.
"Yeah, Bells?" His voice reminded me why I was now crying. I tried to say something but I wasn't able to get anything through the tears. I was finally able to open my eyes, although I could only see blurs through them.
"Bells, it's okay." I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell him everything, I wished I could tell him everything. I was able to sit up a little bit to check the time. It was useless though, it just got harder and harder to see. I was suddenly able to hear how hard I was sobbing. Charlie wrapped his arms around me, trying to calm me down. I knew it was completely useless, nothing was going to calm me down. There was only one thing that could help me.
"Let's get you to your room." He paused and I felt him look at me. "And then, if you want, we can talk about it." I know Charlie, and I know that would torture him more than it is having to watch me right now. I also knew there was no way I would be able to tell him anything without explaining everything. For one second I thought maybe I wouldn't feel so bad to tell him. Edward did leave me alone, in the woods. But Charlie would just think this is because of the mental breakdown. And then I remembered Alice. She hadn't done anything wrong, she wanted to stay with me, and I loved her so much and I couldn't do something that terrible to her. I didn't want to even think about it anymore it made it harder to breathe when I did. I was brought back from my thoughts from the sound of my sobbing. Somehow it kept getting louder and louder. Then I remembered what Charlie had said.
"I . . . Dad." I wasn't able to get out more than that. It felt almost impossible. The tears were streaming down my neck now. My eyes almost felt as if they were going to fall out.
"I'll help you get to your room."
"N. . . No. . . . . I can do it. . . ."
"Are you sure?" I just nodded my head at him, and then headed up the stairs.
When I got to my room I found the pile of presents I got on my birthday — which of course made my sobs turn into crying screams — I went over to it and threw it into the back of my closet. I stood there for a minute, staring at the pile I just threw to the back of my closet that I hoped I would never see again. Then I fell to the ground, I was so hoping I would hit my head, and just forget all of this. But life isn't that easy. I saw a picture beside my bead that must've fell out of a bag. It was of me and Alice. There was also a note on the back of it that said "Dearest Bella, I'll love you forever even when I'm not with you. Don't forget me. Love Alice." I could smell her scent through the note. It made me cry even more, which I wasn't sure I was able to even do so anymore. I stared at the picture for a long minute. She must have seen this coming. Just from the way she wrote everything. She knew this was it. I just wish I would've been able to say goodbye. I wish she was able to say goodbye. This can't be the end, she said she saw me in her future. She said I would be like her. I put the picture on my heart. I loved her. I loved her more than anything I've ever loved. Charlie came in a few minutes later. My tears were dripping all over the picture. I turned to look at him. He was staring at the picture too.
"You know this isn't her fault. She would never do anything to hurt you."
I shook my head. I knew that better than anyone. I stared down at the picture for a little bit longer until I was finally out.