Hey, Newt,

I was thinking yesterday when I was trying to sleep. I'm going to go with my mom on the vacation. You wouldn't want to be the reason I'm holding myself in my room, isolated from everyone else. When I told my mom, she was so happy. I don't think I've ever seen her happier!

But ever since she's recommended the trip, she seems like she knows something. When I told her that I would go, she was happy, but that she had a smirk. You know that smirk that people sometimes have when they're hiding something? That's the kind of smirk she had. Maybe I'm just over thinking everything.

Ever since he killed you, the police have been visiting us . . . Well, visiting me and your parents. They assure us that he's still locked up. It turns out that you weren't the first person he killed. A young girl who was only five was the first person he killed. She was his sister. He was fifteen when he killed her. That's all the police us. I'm not even sure why they told us that much. I understand the part of telling us that he'd killed someone else, but not who he killed.

Did I ever introduce you to my cousin? His name is Chuck. I don't think I ever had you guys meet each other. Chuck is a year younger than me, but before you came along, he was the only person-other than Theresa for reasons we're both aware of-willingly. He stayed with us last night. I spilled my heart to him about how much you meant to me. Chuck is a good listener. You two would probably annoy each other. I'm not sure why though.

Something is putting me off, though. Between my mom probably knowing something and Chuck just randomly coming to stay with us. Whenever I try to tell myself that something is going to happen, I just sound crazy. That's why I'm telling you. You never thought I sounded crazy-okay that's a lie, but you know what I mean.

I wish my mom would tell me where we're going for the vacation. That might help me figure out what she knows. She said it's a surprise, so I doubt I'm going to get told where we're going.

I guess I'll find out in a few days. I'll make sure to tell you what she knew when I find out. Promise.

--Tommy ❤

A/N: Hey, guys, so I'm gonna try to write something that isn't fan fiction. The first chapter is already published, so if you want to check it out, it's called Wish. Go check it out if you want.