Katherine was getting read for her blind date that Clara and Smalls had set her up against her will.

I stick with real things
Usually facts and figures
When information's in its place
I minimize the guessing game
Guess what?
I don't like guessing games
Or when I feel things
Before I know the feelings
How am I supposed to operate
If I'm just tossed around by fate?
Like on an unexpected date?

Katherine applied the soft creme eyeshadow to her lid then blended the brown in her crease

The stranger who might talk too fast
Or ask me questions about myself
Before I've decided that
He can ask me questions about myself
He might sit too close
Or call the waiter by his first name
Or eat Oreos
But eat the cookie before the cream?
But what scares me the most
what scares me the most

Katherine was never one for blind dates , for the fear of what if ? And she really hated not knowing , that's probably why things didn't work out well for her and Darcy .

Is what if when he sees me, what if he doesn't like it?
What if he runs the other way and I can't hide from it?
What happens then?
If when he knows me, he's only disappointed?
What if I give myself away, to only get it given back?
I couldn't live with that

She had her heart broken to many times to count and had to keep herself from that pain , the pain of knowing that you weren't what the person wanted.

So, I'm just fine, inside my shell-shaped mind
This way I get the best view
So, when he sees me, I want him to

She did want this one to work out , act to Clara and Smalls he was really nice and funny . With a charming personality and smile that could make a nun get butterflies.

I'm not defensive
I'm simply being cautious
I can't risk reckless dating
Due to my miscalculating
While a certain suitor stands in line
I've seen in movies
Most made for television
You cannot be too careful
When it comes to sharing your life
I could end up a miserable wife

But then again there was the fears of being with some one ... Especially since she hasn't been able to preform a background check on him yet since the date was scheduled this very morning.

He could be criminal, some sort of psychopath
who escaped from an institution,
somewhere where they don't have girls
He could have masterminded some way to find me
He could be colorblind
How untrustworthy is that
He could be less than kind
Or even worse he could be very nice, have lovely eyes
And make me laugh, come out of hiding
What do I do with that?
Oh, God

What if this Jack kelly was the one who was going to finally break down her brick walls that she had built to protect herself from the hurt of dating .

What if when he sees me
I like him and he knows it?
What if he opens up a door
And I can't close it?
What happens then?
If when he holds me
My heart is set in motion
I'm not prepared for that
I'm scared of breaking open
But still I can't help from hoping
To find someone to talk to
Who likes the way I am
Someone who when he sees me
Wants to again

The door bell rang and she smoothed over her soft purple skirt and slipped her heels on. She took a deep breath and opened the door .

There stood a tall gentleman with beautiful blue eyes and black hair that had been swept up nicely . He had a bouquet of daisies. "Clara told me that they were your favorite" he handed her than flowers.

She smiled and put them on a table near the door . "Thank you , they're beautiful" she smiled .

"Are you ready to go ?" He asked with a smile .

"Yes , I am " she nodded.

"Wonderful , Katherine allow me to introduce myself , I am Jack Kelly and I plan on winning your heart tonight " he then pulled her hand and bent down to kiss her hand . "I hope you'll give me the chance to "

"You already started to " she smiled and then grasped his hand and held it as they walked down the hall.

Maybe he was the one ... Maybe he liked her for her and wouldn't judge her silly little antics.
Maybe he liked what he saw .

-A.N.-
LOOK AN ACTUALLY UPDATE ! Guys the first birthday of this book is coming up !!!!! HOLY HOT HELL !!!

Okay I'm going to bed now !
Muah !
-Joey

-Joey