Mamma ,

Why ? When I was at your house today , I was picking up my little brother and I saw Mr. Perfect take down pictures ...

My brothers , all three , had all their sonogram photos up still but why was he taking down mine?
And why did you let him mama ?

There's plenty of room on your wall and you let him take down me ?

Am I no longer important?
Wasn't I the first girl grandchild , for both daddy and your parents .

I am Johanna .... I am Johanna Alessandra ....

I'm the eldest grandchild besides my brothers and now I have plenty of female cousins on the sides but am I not important.

I saw the photo , it read Jocelyn Alexandrea .... Sound much like my name and not in a good way .

I picked up my baby brother and he asked me why my photo was no longer up there .

Mr. Perfect said "it's because there no room for baby J's photo"

I am baby J.... I've always been your Baby J .... Mama why ?

Why don't you just kill that thing ? And no I'm not talking about the baby in talking about Mr. Perfect !!

He's so annoying mamma. And he named his baby after me in a negative way ...

Mr. Perfect's son hates him too ... Saying as soon as he wanted a baby with you he shut him out .

It's like the only sibling who gets me is my step-brother who has tried to convince me to poison Mr. Perfect's food while cooking ... And I've been tempted ....

He said he would even do the jail time for me .... He is the best step brother in the world ...

His photos down too .... He blew up the photo of the new baby and took ours down .... Why ? Because you let him mama ... And I'll never forgive you .

With much sonogram angst ,
Cruthie M.