You are the reason I stay up at night .

You torment me and laugh , and you're the reason j have dark bags under my eyes .

I refuse to sleep for fear of your cruel worlds that will claw at me as I slumber .

I stay up to the wee hours of the morning , fearing the darkness that is the sky.

Once I hear birds chirping and the sun is up I try and sleep ...

I haven't slept in almost 3 days ... I took a nap today and that was all...

I can't sleep for the fear of you .

You are a monster , you have killed my dreams and replaced them with nightmares.

I can't wait till I no longer have to see you mother dearest .

You make fun of me because of my hair and my size . You say that I am a burden on society ... Well mother you are a burden on me ...

So fuck you mom ... Yeah fuck you too ...

With much lack of sleep angst ,
Cruthie M.