Hello my name is [REDACTED REDACTED REDACTED] I was born on April 18 2005 I was born during a thunderstorm late in the night, in 2009 my mother and "father" fought each other, my mother was the good one while my father was like poison, slowly changing and killing me, for 4 years I was kept away from him as my little sister was with me as well, my little sister had my fathers side, violent, demanding, narcissistic, uncaring, hypocritical, hateful, she always wanted to bring others down below her, while I was like my mom, caring, gentle, loving, happy. I was only violent if needed to, I always cared about her and my family, but then one day changed my life, it was the day when the court cases began, I had to spend eleven damned years suffering from the case as I changed, I used to be in shape, more active, happy, but during those eleven years I grown more fat, less active, at age 13 I was Diagnosed with Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, Attention deficit disorder, social anxiety disorder, depression, and ptsd, my little sister said I was faking it and that I didn't have ptsd, even though I still get erratic behaviour when my father is mentioned, I would react violently with an urge to kill or be afraid of the name, I have many trust issues because of my little sister, I hope this will be enough