i yelled are you fucking crazy.im only 100 pounds at 17 with a 200 Pound guy trying to kill me. i kicked and punched.nothing was working. i finally pushed him off. he was on the floor he had dropped the knife i grabbed it off the floor. i yelled" i thought you were better than this ." "why?" . i tried to make a run for the door he got up and grabbed my hand. i turned around he grabbed the knife.i tried to run his grip was to strong he started carving up my arms and my face. when he was done there was blood every where. i could barley stand up  i fell everything went black. when i woke up my sister was driving me to the hospital. when we got there they gave me pain killers and i got a blood transfusion. i went to look in the mirror i was so scared more than usual i fell . i started to cry i wasn't me anymore. i wanted to make him pay  that night i couldn't sleep i snuck out to my friends house. i knocked on the window. he opened it he jumped hey Shannon i said. he let me in "what happened" he asked. i--i-- um.. lets not talk about me "okay" he said..so... yeah.his dog came charging in the room  . he tackled me i just started to laugh hi thunder he he. we ended up going out side to lay under the stars. " hey shan can i ask you something"  "sure whats up?" " have you ever been hurt by someone you thought loved you ?" " yeah why?" "just because so..who were you hurt by?" " id rather not say" " just tell me please" " huh...okay by you" "what but i-i" "shhhh" he said " i was hurt by you when i found out you cut and when you ran away i loved you and you left and now you've changed your so scarred your hair and eyes your not you "   he said sadly " i-i-i  I'm sorry i just i couldn't live like this anymore so im sorry i ruin every thing" i  started to cry." i have to go im sorry" i got up "you cant just leave again" he grabbed my arm "I'm sorry i have to " he hugged me "I'm sorry " whispered "its okay just come back i cant live without you" he whispered back we let go and started to run tears streaming down my face .