Five
The next morning I decided it was definitely time to take the test. I locked the bathroom door behind me and sat down on the edge of the bath.
My hands shook as I tried to read the instructions on the side of the box. It seemed easy enough.
While I waited for the test to process, I paced up and down the the small bathroom.
This was the longest two minutes of my life!
The two pink lines stared back at me, blindingly. My eyes swam with tears and I had to sit down.
I felt completely numb.
What was I supposed to do?
How the hell could I look after a kid?
What the fuck was I supposed to do with it?
I'm useless with anything living.
How was Scorpius going take it? Our relationship was so fucking rocky at the moment, I'm not sure we'd take it, it'd probably crumble right in front of my eyes.
Someone knocked on the door, starting me. I shoved the test in my hoodie pocket and wiped my eyes on my sleeve.
I unlocked the door to see Grace standing outside. "You alright Rose?" She asked, leading me back to bed. God I must have looked shit!
I nodded, "Feeling a bit sick, sure it's nothing though" I get into bed without any complaints and close my eyes. Grace leaving me alone and goes into the bathroom, getting on with her day.
The remainder of the day is spend in bed. I did not feel like moving. I spend of good half hour staring at the test in my hands, it definitely still read positive no matter the angle a looked from.
My life was over. Nothing would ever be the same again. One stupid night of drunken sex had ruined it for me. And for Scorpius.
At three o'clock the door the dorm and opened and Scorpius walked in. I shoved the test under the covers as quick as I could. He gave me a funny look as he sat the bed next to mine (Jenny's).
"How did you get up here? Boys shouldn't be able to?" I questioned immediately.
"I dunno, it's not the first time I've been up here either though"
"What do you want?" I sighed, still tensed up.
"I just want to talk, somethings up with you. You can't even look at me!" Scorpius was right, I've not made eye contact with him since the party. "Come on Rose! Was I that bad?" I could hear the smirk in his voice and finally turned to look at him. We both burst out laughing. "So it's not that"
"There is something.." I took a deep breath as I pulled the test out and took a final look before holding it out for him.
Realisation dawned on Scorpius' face and I watched him eyes widen and his face drain of colour. "Fuck" He said under his breath.
"And this is when you tell me?!" Scorpius cried.
"I only took the test this morning! When the fuck was I supposed to tell you?"
"Last night? You must have had some idea before this morning! And what the fuck was last night by the way?!" Scorpius started to shout.
"Why would I tell you when I knew you'd react like this! I wanted to be certain!"
"You should have told me! Unless of course it's not mine!"
"Of course it's fucking your! What do you take me for?"
"You had a boyfriend!"
"I never slept with him! Your were me first!" I said quietly. Scorpius looked at his shoes suddenly ashamed. "I think you should go now, we can talk about this later"
"We should talk about this now!"
"No, get the fuck out!" I shouted, Scorpius finally took to message and left, rather quickly. I sobbed into my hands.
Fucking fantastic.
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