I shot up from my bed with sweat running down my forehead. This was the fifth night that I had a nightmare. Ever time I see someone dying in front of me, someone who I love. It's just horrible and I can't do anything about it. I'm scared that I will end up alone. A sigh escape my lips before I stepped out my bed.

I need to get away from my room for a bit. With my bare feet I made my why to his room. The moon light was shining through the big windows of the hall. No mater what he did or say I still feel save with him. I was at his door and began to hesitate. He can't touch me, he can't hurt me. I thought to myself.

Slowly I open the door looking behind me if nobody saw me. Quickly I walked inside closing the door behind me. The moon light was shining throw his widow too. Nobody would close them, because they are afraid to come in here. They don't see him as a hero anymore, but as a monster and traitor.

I made my why to the force field trying to find him. It was pretty dark on his side. I had the moon light, but he didn't. "I know you're there." I whisper.

Two pair of red eyes were looking from out the darkness at me, just like his siblings. I close my eyes and when I open them he was standing right in front of me. The force field was keeping us away from each other, but I could feel his breath on my face.

"Is there a reason you're here or do you just want to die?" A cold shiver when up my spine. His voice was so dark.

"I,I, I just wanted to..." I didn't know what to say.

The truth was that I wanted to be with him, because I was scared. But I couldn't tell him that. He hates me, so he don't care if I'm scared. A low chuckle escape his lips. "I can feel that you're scared." A smirk came on his face while looking at me with his red eyes.

I really miss his soft brown puppy one's. They made me feel save.

"How can you feel it?" I wrap my arms around myself not looking away from him. He put his head to the side just like a confuse dog would do.

"I don't know. I just feel it." Well were still connected, so that's normal. A sighed escape my lips. He was still looking at me. Trying to see deep into my sole. I wish that everything was back to normal.

"You know I have been watching you for a long time. I was even there when that anima attacked you and your little friends." I always had a feeling that someone was watching me, but I always thought that it was Lina and Ray.

"You were the one I saw in the forest the day before that." A smile creeped on his face. I knew that I saw him.

I could feel him and that explain the hatred and anger feeling I have. "Yes it was pretty funny to see you fall down breaking down in tears." I close my eyes shaking my head.

"What happened to you?" I whisper to myself.

A laugh fill the air.

"I never met you in my life, so why do you think something happened to me?" I look away trying to hide a tear from rolling down my cheek.

"Yes you did. You are my protector and true love. We fought so many monsters side by side, until you died. Your mom killed you and now you're here alive." He keep on staring at me with those red eyes.

No emotion was on his face or I could just not see it.

Why did I tell him that? He never knew that I was his true love, he didn't remember it and now I told him. I was ready to leave when he called my name.

"Hazel."

I turn around and looked at him.

"Keep this in mind. I will never love you."

Something broke inside my heart. I nodded my head and turn around walking out the door. I lean my back against the door and start sobbing. Slowly I slide down covering my mouth.

I lost him.

He's really gone.

He is just as cruel as his mom. Maybe he never loved me and it was al a act to get close to me. No Hazel don't think like that. He loved you and he was there for you. He fought his mom and died to protect you. Remember how hurt he felt when Tanya betrayed him. Something like you can't fake. If he know that she would do that he wouldn't feel that way.

"He don't deserve you Hazel." I look up through my watery eyes.

"Felix? What are you doing here?" A sighed escape his lips before he pick me up.

"Getting you away from him." He carry me to my room without saying a word.

When we were in my room he began to walk to the bed.

"Felix?" I wrapped my arms around his neck closing my eyes.

"Yeah?"

"Thank you." He look down at me and stop with walking when we were in front of my bed. Without saying a word we started to lean in. He took my breath away when he kissed my lips. I was shocked at first and had no idea what to do. I never really kissed someone beside Logan in my life. Well Felix in my dream, but that wasn't actually real.

Melting in to the kiss I started to kiss back. He lay me down on my bed and got a top of me. I felt a feeling again that haven't felt in a long time. And for some reason it scared me. I felt loved again. My hands when through his brown hair tugging on the ends.

His lips travel down to my neck letting little kisses behind. "You have no idea how long wanted to do that." He whisper against my skin.

My mind got clear again and I got snapped out of the little daze is was.

That sentence.

Logan said the same thing when he kissed me.

"Stop." I put my hand on Felix's chest and push him away.

Quickly I sat up facing away from him. I can't do this. I can't feel this way. No mater what Logan is still my true love. My heart ached from the thought of Logan. He maybe hates me now, but he loved me to some point in our lives together. He said he would protect and love me. They why he hold me and touched me are the best memories I have.

They why he looked at me made me feel save and brave at some point. He always was there for me in the hard times telling me that I was gonna be okay. I never thought I would love someone so much in my life. Yet here I am kissing his brother. Felix let out a sigh before standing up from the bed.

"I'm sorry. I just can't do it." I whisper looking down at my hands.

He kneel down in front of me before lifting my chin up so that I was looking at him. He smiled at me shaking his head. So many thing she do reminds me of Logan.

"I understand why you can't do it, but you can't keep hurting yourself for forever." Who said it has to be for forever? Maybe the old Logan will come back and everything will be good. Seeing that I wouldn't answer to his question Felix let go of me before standing up. I watch how he walk to the window ready to go away.

"Wait Felix." I stood up and walk towards him.

"Why are you doing this? Is this some plan from Mafalda to get me?" You never know with Mafalda.

She used her kids in the past, so it wouldn't surprise she would do it again.

"No Hazel this is me showing you that I care. I'm not like my mom." Yeah I heard that before and look at that person now.

"How can I trust you after all I have been through, it's hard for me to do that. And beside that, Logan is till my true love. I can't push those feelings away." I explain to him hoping he would understand what I meant.

"Hazel I understand what you say, but the Logan you knew and loved is gone. Ever since he woke up."

Quickly I cut him of.

"What do you mean woke up? He was dead, he wasn't asleep or something like that."

Felix shook his head.

"After you were gone I when to Logan and yeah you were right he was really dead. He didn't breath any more and how could he his freaking heart was ripped out of his body." I close my eyes remembering how Logan was when he was laying there.

"Even Ragnar and Tanya came standing beside me. Yes they hated Logan because he was on your side, but beside that he was still their little brother who they grow up with. Ragnar and Tanya were mad at my mom. They yelled and screamed not understanding why she would kill her own son. I didn't do anything I just sat by his side looking at Logan. Suddenly a yellow glow came from his heart before disappearing. The wound on his chest closed and it was like it didn't was there a minute ago. My mom, Ragnar and Tanya stopped with fight to come see what was going on. Logan's whole body was glowing in a yellow gold light. The glow was so different than anything I ever felt in that castle. It was warm and save and full with hope. After a few seconds the glow disappeared and Logan's eyes opened. He shot up taking a deep breath. Something was wrong with him. I immediately new something was wrong with him. He didn't act distant to my mom or us. He asked what happen and what we were doing. He couldn't remember anything. The last thing he remember was getting out of bed to run away with Tanya, but that was it. My mom of course took advantage of him and told him lies. About us, the worlds, the war, you, everything was a lie."

He came back to life?

With a yellow glow.

My eyes widen before I ran to my bed. Quickly I took the box from under my bed and took the books out of it. I took the book with all the powers and when to light powers. In a sec I fond the page and my eyes scan the page until I came to the thing I was looking for.

Resurrection light can bring people back to life.

I remember Logan talking about it the first time I met him, but he said that I only could do that if I was strong enough.

"What are you doing?"

I look up from the page and a saw that Felix was standing in front of me.

"I know how Logan came back to life." Felix look confuse, but nodded for me to continue.

"I brought Logan back to life."