Part of this is done by jjama_lams

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Don't worry about the title ;))))

Trigger Warnings:/cutting, suicidal thoughts, kidnap

I didn't know what to think. I contemplated what Alex had done to me in the past and what Francis had done to me in the past.

Francis hardly tried to get me back.

Alex begged.

But Frances proposed...

Alex said we were too young..

I don't know! I don't want to marry him. But he called me beautiful.....

He knows how to manipulate me...

He's not manipulating me he loves me!

I took out my old house keys and brought them to my wrist. After deepening the cuts I brought the keys to my throat.

What did it matter? Francis never really loved me. Alex won't take me back.

I have no one.

Alex knocked on the door.
"Go away!!" I yelled
"Can we talk?" He asked calmly
"Why?!"
"John please just listen. You let Francis explain himself why can't I?"
"Fine..." I opened the door

Alex saw my keys on the floor and my arm smeared with blood.

"John!" He said hugging me. I pushed him off.

"What the fuck!" He said grabbing my wrist
"What?! Francis doesn't love me! You already said you wouldn't take me back!" I cried
"John..."
"What?!"

He kissed me.

Kissed me.

Out of pity.

I pulled away and slapped him.
"I don't need your pity." I snapped
"John I'm not trying to give you pity.."
"Then why the hell did you kiss me!!?"
"I love you!"
"No you don't!"
"Yes I do!!"

I hugged him. I didn't know what to do. I miss him and I want him back.

"John..?" He mumbled after awhile of hugging me back. I started to sob.
"Shhh..." he mumbled.
"I-I love y-you" I cried
"I love you too.."

I started to go in for a kiss- *knock*

"Francis.." I mumbled
"Promise you'll be right back.."
"P-promise.."

I answered the door. It was-

Charles Lee?!

"John Laurens?" He asked tauntingly
"We dated. You know who the fuck I am." I snapped
"You'll want to follow me" He said calmly
"Why should I?!"
"Because you're precious little Alex's life depends on" Charles smirked
"What the hell?!"
"Follow me. James already has someone ready to kill Alex if you disobey."

I followed Charles VERY UNWILLINGLY.

He lead me to his car. Or a car. I don't know who's car it was but I was in the trunk. Not very comfortable.

We stopped somewhere. I sat there for about...20 minutes????

I don't know how long but I figured Charles had gone somewhere so I started yelling. I yelled and I yelled and I yelled.

Somebody opened the trunk.

It was James Reynolds. Then something hit my head and everything went black.

I woke up tied to a chair. I couldn't speak because of the gag. I was helpless. (If anyone makes a reference I'll kill someone off- and it won't be a bad guy)

"You're finally awake" James smiled. I muffled fuck you through the gag but I doubt he understood. His hand trailed up my thigh. I tried squirming around to get his hand away but I couldn't.

"Fuck off!" I tried to say
"You have a gag on for a reason" he taunted really not understanding what I was saying. I rolled my eyes.

"I wouldn't do that again. I can do anything Francis did and worse." James snapped. I shook my head.
"Then what can he do that I can't?" He asked ripping the gag out of my mouth.
"For one, you cant manipulate me into loving you, and you can't manipulate me to have sex with you." I snapped
"He did do that, didn't he" James laughed "all he had to say was that you were beautiful. And you believed it" James kept laughing

"What do you want?!"
"For one, money. Your little boyfriend lives with Washington, who just happens to be loaded."
"What else.." I sighed
"Also, Alex's spot on the football team"
"If Alex gave up his spot, how do you know the couch would even pick you to replace him?" I held back laughter
"Because the couch trust Alex. All he has to do is say he's giving up his spot and that I'd be a better fit" James smiled

That was—

Smart.