I have a new book out. It's in Peggy's P.O.V. It's not Lams (unless you want me to add some)

But yeah. You should read that.

I'm thinking of chapters and things..I'm thinking of ways to end this book WAIT KEEP READING
I'm not ending the book any time soon. It's getting way too juicy ●3●
But when I do end it..do you guys want a sequel?

John P.O.V.

So it's been a week. A week of torture that is. And I thought getting teased by Lafayette at school was bad. This is hell.

I video chat Alex everyday. Even if he's busy. Even if I'm busy. I always call. Alex still blows up my phone all the time asking if I'm ok. I always say I'm fine. Fine is the only way to describe it. I miss Alex so much. And that's coming from me, aka the kid that literally sees Alex everyday and sits by him in half my classes and on top of that video chats him everyday. Oh and shares a locker with.

I don't know I just miss being around him ALL the time. At least when I lived with him I didn't get harassed 12 times a week. And here I thought a week was 7 days. I guess it last longer in hell.

Since I moved in to my new...I can't even call it home. It's not home its hell. Alex's house was home.

Key word: was.

I miss it. I really do.

I was walking to my shared locker when I got pinned to the lockers beside me. I looked up to see Alex.
"Serioudly." I mumbled rolling my eyes
"This is the first locker I ever pinned you to" he said
"And that's supposed to make this situation better because..?" I asked clearly annoyed
"You don't remember?" He asked
"Remember what?" I asked back
"Nevermind. Sorry." He said letting me go and walking away.

What the hell was that about? Whatever doesn't matter.
I continued on my way to my-- me and Alex's locker. There was a note taped to it. It was pink and had a little heart on it. My name was written it cursive on it. I reached for it but Alex tore it off the locker. I looked at him confused.

"What's that?" I asked reaching for it
"Nothing" he said throwing it away
"If it's nothing why are you hiding it from me?" I retorted
"It's nothing ok. It's not like you'd remember anyway" he mumbled getting his books and going to class. I followed behind him seeing as we had first period together. As we passed the garbage can I grabbed the note. My curiosity couldn't help it.

Before going to class I read the note.

'Happy five month anniversary! ❤

"Shit!" I almost shouted as I continued to read through the note

Meet me at the park after school
-xo Alex'

School ended and I rode the bus home. As soon as I got home I changed and went to the park but I didn't see alex. Thinking he just hadn't arrived yet I sat there waiting. And waiting. And waiting and waiting and waiting. Clutching the teddy bear I had got alex I got up and started to leave.

"What's wrong? Boyfriend didn't show?" Frances asked
"Fuck off" I said continuing to walk home. I had been in the park 2 hours. Some people tried to give me money thinking I was homeless or something. I didn't look homeless but to be fair I'd been sitting in the park for two hours straight doing pretty much nothing.

I went home and went to bed ignoring Lafayette's taunts. Today was hell. So I guess it was just like every other day of my life.

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I brought the bear I got alex with me to school. I decided not to give it or him when I got there though. Alex was starting to get popular again and I know a stuffed bear was the last thing he needed at school right now. What he needed was football. Football tryouts were soon and Alex had been working his ass off to get on the team. If he made the team he would be the most popular again.

"Hey" Alex said leaning against the locker next to ours "we didn't video chat yesterday"
"Ok."
"I called" he said "are you mad at me"
"Far from mad"
"Is something wrong?" He asked hugging me
"Nothings wrong. Just go practice football" I mumbled
"Are you sure there's nothing wrong?" He asked worry showing in his voice
"I'm sure"

I stepped aside so Alex could get his things from our locker. After a few seconds of silence I decided to say something.

"I was there" I mumbled quietly. I didn't expect him to hear me
"What?" He asks looking up
"Your note...I was there"
"I'm sorry. I would've gone but I thought you forgot" he said "I didn't know you saw the note. How long were you waiting?"
"Two hours" I mumbled. He tried to hug me but I moved away.

"It's fine. Just go practice football er whatever" I said walking off. I would've never done this before but I decided to cut class. Why the hell not? I have enough going on do I really need to finish my project for science. It's not even for a grade I don't know why we're doing the dumb project.

It wasn't even class time yet I was just cutting homeroom which wasn't that bad. You don't do shit in homeroom anyway. Plus I couldn't go to homeroom. Football tryouts were this morning. Everyone signing up had been excused from homeroom because this is a fanfiction. Fuck real high school rules.

I know you're probably thinking I'm going to watch Alex try out. Well you'd be wrong. My new 'dad' is forcing me to try out. I wouldn't tell Alex that though.

Alex didn't even know I signed up. It was really easy to do it behind his back. I just had to sign the sign up sheet in the library. No one goes in the library. Seriously though I don't even know why we have a library.

I sat on the bleachers by the football field. I was higher up than everyone else so no one really noticed me. My hair was tied back in a bun so a few people probably thought I was Lafayette.

I had always liked football. I used to play it with my brothers all the time. I was always told I was good at it I just thought the possibility of me joining the football team at a school where I'm the loser was impossible. I still think it's impossible but I'm being forced to try out so..

"Hey man" a guy said sitting next to me and interrupting my thoughts
"..h-hey"
"Aren't you Alex's boyfriend" he asked. I hated when people asked questions like this. It only reminded me I'm nothing at this school without Alex at my side.
"I guess you could say that" I murmured
"Hmm..what's your name again? Something like...Jake..or uh..Jeremy?"
"John" I corrected him. Way to make me feel like shit jackass.
"Hi John! I'm HERCULES MULLIGAN" He shouted his name

"Alexander Hamilton" the football coach called. He was first to try out.

This continued for awhile with different names.
"Thomas Jefferson"
"Marques de Lafayette"
"James Madison"
"Hercules Mulligan"
"Philip Hamilton"
"Peggy Schuyler"
"James Reynolds"
"Charles Lee"
"Aaron Burr"

Then the time finally came.
"John Laurens"

People care so little for me half the people trying out didn't even notice my name was called. Alex happened to be one of the people that didn't notice. Yay.

After trying out I needed my inhaler. Jesus fuck. How do are they not all dead. That was awful.

It didn't take long and the list was already up. That was fast. Hercules Mulligan and Peggy came over to me.
"Come on! Let's go see if we made the team!" Peggy said
"Not interested." I mumbled
"Then why'd you try out?" Hercules questioned
"Forced." I replied shortly
"At least come with us to see" Peggy insisted. She didn't wait for an answer as she pulled me along with her. After shoving through some people we made it to the list. We all read through it.

"Alexander Hamilton" of course
"Charles Lee" of course
"Hercules Mulligan" not surprised. The man's got some mussels.
"Thomas Jefferson" he probably bribed the teachers
"James Madison" Thomas probably also bribed for him
"James Reynolds" most likely made Maria do something sexual
"Philip Hamilton" good I suppose. At least he's not a dick.
"Peggy Schuyler" hell yeah
"George Eacker" what the fuck. did he even try out.
"Aaron Burr" did it for the jacket
"John Laurens" how the fuck--

"WE MADE THE TEAM!!" Peggy and Hercules cheered. I groaned.
"Wait-- no Lafayette?" I asked shocked
"Woah..." Peggy mumbled

When Lafayette saw he was pissed. Like really pissed. He punched a locker and ended up getting expelled for the week for punching Thomas.

Me and my new two friends were given our jackets. I just shoved mine in my backpack.
"Aren't you gonna wear it" Peggy asked slipping her jacket on proudly
"Why would I wear it when I have a hot boyfriend I can steal one from?" I asked. Herc laughed.

Alex walked over "I didn't know you tried out"
"See Peggy. Hot boyfriend right here" I said. Alex laughed at my childish behavior but hey he knew what he signed up for when he decided to be my boyfriend.
"No fair! My hot boyfriend didn't make the team" Herc frowned. I slid Alex's jacket on.

"Don't you have one?" Alex asked
"Yes but I like yours more" I said resting my arm on his shoulder only for it or get shoved off
"I get it. You're tall." He said
"And you're hot" I said resting my arm on his shoulder again. Peggy took a picture.

"Hey!" I laughed "you could have at least turned your flash off"
"Annnnndddd set as backgrounddddd" Peggy said slowly as she fiddled with her phone.
"Oh hell nah" I said reaching for her phone. She giggled and ran off yelling "AND SAVED" I chased after her. We ended up going in a circle and ending up back at me and Alexs locker.

"Damn you Peggy" I said panting
"Turtle Boi don't die" she said patting my back
"Don't call me turtle boi"

"Can I have my jacket?" Alex asked
"But hot boyfriend!" I pouted
"Fine then I'm stealing yours" he said reaching into my backpack. He pulled out my jacket. The stuffed bear I got him fell out of my backpack. I quickly shoved it back in zipping my backpack

"Cute" Alex chuckled
"Hey! It's not even mine. I got it for you. •//^//•"
"Can I have it then?" He laughed. I gave the teddy bear to him. Peggy took another picture.
"Annnnd lock screen set" she mumbled before skipping off