I forgot to explain how Francis is still alive- I started writing the chapter and it got deleted. So basically they did a dna test and found out it wasn't Francis who got killed because I love torturing you guys :>

Btw there won't be any more smut in this book. Y'all need to chill.

In my next story John's a hooker so there probably will be smut but no more in this book.

I looked up to see Alex.

"I choose you" I said burying my face in his chest
"But what if-"
"I'm not gonna get back with Francis if he calls me beautiful" I promised

Alex hugged me tightly.

Long story short I pressed chargers against James and went home. After arguing with Francis that is-

It's been like a week since it's happened and I've been latching onto Alex. I feel safe around him so I stay around him. All the time.

Don't judge me.

"Ellie have you seen Alex?" I asked starting to panic
"I think he said he was going to get you waffles or something" she shrugged
"When will he be back?" I asked. Ellie shrugged.

I called Alex.

"Hello?" Alex answered
"Where'd you go ;-;"
"I'm at the store" he said shortly
"When will you be back?" I whined
"Um...20 minutes?" He guessed

I hung up. I was starting to panic. Ever since being ya know- kidnapped, I hated being by myself. I need Alex here. Why didn't he tell me he was leaving?

"I'm back!" Alex called from downstairs. I ran- and I mean ran down the stairs.

"I missed you!" I said hugging him tightly
"I would've been home sooner but I stopped to get you flowers-" he said showing me a bouquet of pink roses
"Oh...thanks" I smiled. Alex pecked me on the lips.

I helped him put away groceries. Not because I wanted to help, I just wanted to be around him.

He went upstairs and I followed because I have nothing else better to do.

He put in a scary movie.
"I don't like scary movies" I whined
"I was gonna watch it by myself" he mumbled. I think he was annoyed. If he was, he was good at hiding it.
"But I wanna spend time with you" I said hugging his arm
"The movies only two hours. Then we can hang out, kay?"
"But aleeeexxxxxxxxxx" I kept whining
"But what? I want to watch this movie"
"I'll watch it with you :>" I offered
"John you'll be scared out of your mind" he rolled his eyes
"I'll still be with you" I shrugged

Then he said it.

"There's a difference between wanting to spend time with someone and being clingy."
"Y-you think I'm c-clingy?"
"John you just-" I didn't hear the rest of what he said. I left the room.

He doesn't love me anymore. I bet he never even loved me in the first place!!

"John!" I heard Alex call as he started coming downstairs so I ran out the front door. I didn't know where I was going. Just that it couldn't be here or Francis's.

"John!!" Alex shouted as he ran after me. Normally I might be able to outrun Alex. But he has shoes on and I don't. I have socks. Does that count?

Alex caught up quick. He didn't force me stop though he just kept trying to talk to me.

"Why are you running away from me?" He asked
"Leave me alone!! You don't love me anyway"

Alex froze. Like stopped dead in his tracks.

"Come here." He said sternly
"I said leave me alone!!"
"You think I don't love you?! Do you know how many excuses I've had to make up so I can leave the house!? I have two jobs just for you! All just so I can buy an engagement ring! And you think I don't love you!?!!" He practically screamed. I didn't speak.

"I can't count the number of job interviews I've gone through for you!! Or the amount of times I've gone to the store to get exactly what you want! If anything I defiantly can't count the number of times I've cried over you or prayed that you somehow still loved me!"
"I do love you!" I shouted
"No. You clearly don't. What have you done for me? A couple of drawings and hugs. Hell I'm giving you a place to stay! I've been taking care of our daughter while you stuck around Francis's narcissistic ass just because he called beautiful!!! Don't come crying back to me. I'm done being your toy!"

Well that was intense >:3