With error~

he never thought that shattering through space and time would feel like this. he expects pain and screaming not... Warm and ...save. 
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He should... He should expect that he wouldn't and couldn't die. Fate will never allow him to die, he was still needed. Even the void couldn't kill him... He gives up on death like everything else...

When he opened his eyes sockets. All he feels is disappointment. He looked and felt around his body. There some bandages Wrapped all around his body. And a warm blanket covering him. He blinked a few times staring at the ceiling. wondering should he get up or not.

After a while of fighting with himself to get up, he noticed There was a nice smell in the room and someone humming. he's not alone.

He becomes tense when he realizes he's not alone. Terrified he sits up quickly and looked at the possible threat. far across the room stood a HUMAN.  he was scared. 

He didn't know what this human wanted. He studied the human closely and decided their not a threat. The human noticed how tense he was. So they try to ease the tension and smiled genuinely at him.

He was surprised they weren't scared but kept his unreadable mask and waited for them to talk. His grip on the blanket titans as he waited for them to talk. Every second was like days for him. He's now expected the worst of the worst. For all, he knows they could be a creep.

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It was a couple of minutes until the human talked but it was like an entirety for him.

He was surprised but didn't show it. his mask started to crack a little from all the stress he's holding when they asked him his name and called him ... small bean...

Why!!! Didn't ink warned everyone about him. Why would they smile genuinely at him like he was just a normal person? Why would they help a glitch? Why!? WHY?!! He is sure when he told them his name they would kick him out of their house while yelling and screaming insults at him.

Then he noticed. Why would they call him small? He was sure he is taller than them and most of the sanses. He looked back confused at his hand all warped in bandages. He sees they were smaller. Panicked he took the moment when the human was distracted with their thoughts. His body not all full of glitches and old scars. His panic increase. His body was smaller. Just like a child.

He's weaker like this anyone can hurt him. He doesn't like the pain. He checked if his magic is still here or not. He relaxed when he finds he isn't completely weak and can still fight and protect himself. His magic is still here. He looked again at all the bandages Wrapped around his body.
All these injuries from the last fight before he jumped into the void. He remembered how everyone faces were.

...he wished he had a camera with him. Maybe when he comes back and shows himself he can take a pic of their faces when they realized he isn't dead. He will laugh so hard at there faces masking his disappointment with his usual fake smile.

Now he looks back at the human they were waiting patiently for him to talk. He wasn't sure if he should tell them the truth or not. But he sure they will kick him out when he tells them his name. He can see it happening.

The human smiled Encouraging him to talk his mind freely. Free ... it been a long time since he thought if this word. Its something he will never have. So he stopped hoping for it a long time ago. But now it's coming back.

His mask cracked more. Tears gathered inside his eyes sockets.
When he talked his voice cracked a little. And he hated it so much. his not supposed to cry in front of anyone especially a stranger. They must think he's weak so they could take advantage of him. Humans and monsters were the same. They all just give him pain, LOVE not love and scars on his already cracked soul and body. 

''Th... they call me ERROR!..."
He waited for them to recognize him. The heartless destroyer. The monster everyone should be scared of. And they were right. They should be scared. But the human never shows any recognition instead they show sadness.

What on the void name is going on? Why aren't they scared? Why aren't they kicking him out? Why aren't they attacking him?!

More tears gathered inside his eyes sockets. His feelings are overwhelming him. He can't think right anymore. But what they said last broke his mask. Tears falling down like a Waterfall. Hiccups and sniffling are all the sounds he can make. He tried to clean his tears off his face but they kept falling. he's sure when he's back the voices will mock him for breaking in front of a stranger. that thought made him cry even more. he doesn't want to come back to that white place. he didn't want to be alone again with only the voices to keep him company. 

what they said still ringing in his mind. hope sparked more and more.

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... they frown a little but they kept there warm inviting smile... 

'' well whoever 'they' are, they're not here anymore so what do you like me to call you? how about...(SB) small bean? it's a cute nickname'' they laugh a little at the end. 

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it was a nice thought. the voices and Fate are no longer here but he knows better than to hope.
hope only give him pain but he couldn't help himself with the spark of hope that sparked in his cracked soul...
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...he wishes this time hope will give him something other than pain and scars on his cracked old soul.

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He wished...

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(1000 words)   >:3c
A/N: ... it always sad to write error feelings and thoughts...

Now I know this story is supposed to be happy but to feel the happiness you must feel the pain first x3 ...

But don't worry things will get better x3 ...

At least that what I hope to accomplish 💀🏃🏻‍♀️🙏

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And don't be afraid to point out my mistakes! If you have Anything to make this story better I love to read it and talk about it x3
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Also, I really think the up song fits this chapter for some reason.. maybe cuz I was listening to it while writing this chapter XD