I step up onto the familiar stage and look through the crowd of people trying to think of the words to say. I finally find them when I meet familiar eyes, "hey. How are ya'll? I feel like I haven't seen ya'll in forever. I think last time I sang was about five months ago, but thanks to my awesome boss, I still have my job. Whoot! Okay, I've been working on this song and it's for my ex-husbandish person. I don't know what to call him at this point. Well I guess this my song for him. I hope he-ya'll enjoy.

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I...I'm feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I...will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I...will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
Ohhaa....
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Ohhaayyy
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Heeeyaahh
Anyway, I would've followed you
Ohhoooaaayyy
Say something I'm giving up on you
Ooooo
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something..." I look out to the crowd my eyes still locked on Dallas' and now it feels like I'm talking to him and only him. The rest of the world just disappears, "say something please because, I'm giving up on you. On us. On our family. Please, I love you. Say something. I'll be in the backroom for the an hour if you want to says something."

I walk over to the backrooom and wait for Dallas to come back. "Hey Basil,"

I run into Dallas' open arms and I immediatly feel his lips on my head, "Dally! How are you?"

"I don't know," he admits. 

"What do you mean?" I ask as I back up and look into his glassy eyes and release he's all kinds of messed up. "Oh! Dallas honey."

He looks away from me in embarrasment, "I love you, but I want a divorce."

"Dallas, we can get through this," I blink back tear. He stays silent and it jsut breaks my heart, "please Dally say something. Anything."

He hugs me tightly and I can feel the hot tears, "you need to stay sober and I am back to who I was before I met you. I'm so sorry, but we're over."

"No," I plead. "Please Dally, we can get through this. I love you and we have kids together."

He holds my small hands tightly, "Basil please don't make this harder than it has to be. I love you, but it's best for us to give up."

"Dally we can just take a break than," I hold back tears. "We love each other."

"Baby girl," he starts. "I love you, but it's time to let go. Just please take care of Ken and Chlo. Tell them daddy loves them and he's sorry he had to miss out on so much. I don't just mean that for them. Goodbye Basil."

"Goodbye Dallas," I sigh as he walks out. He gave up on me after everything. He's the one who lost hope, not me.

Okay no joke, tomorrow in my ELA class I am watching The Outsiders and the guy I like asked me to sit next to him. So here's the little story.

Teacher: Tomorrow in class because, we've been working so hard, we'll be watching The Outsiders and ya'll get to pick your seats.

Me-Oh my god! Yas! Yas! Stay gold Ponyboy stay gold! Do it for Johnny! Yas man! Yas! The Outsiders are bae!

The guy I like- Geesh Beth take a chill pill.

Me-Chill pill? Chill pill! That is not in my vocabulary plus it's The Outsiders. THE OUTSIDERS! I love The Outsiders. I'm in love with Sodapop Curtis. Dallas Winston is bae. Ponyboy Curtis, is sooo hot. Johnny Cade, who doesn't love him? Two-bit is the funniest guy and his real name in the book is Keith. Darry has a great body. Steve is soo cute , but he has this one tooth thing. 

The Guy- Damn Beth if you like it so much, how 'bout we go together?

Me- Wait! What?"

The guy- Do you want to go with me or sit with me or whatever you call it with me?

Me-Okay, I guess. ***Bell rings*** I'll uh see you tomorrow I guess.

The guy- Uh Beth we have out next class together. Wanna walk with me?

Me-I gotta stop at me locker.

The guy-***Chuckles*** Okay Beth see ya there.

Then I walk off fangirling. I mean The Outsiders + My Crush = Perfection

Stay Gold. Do it for Johnny

-Beth