*BUZZZ* *BUZZ* Oh joy! It's Monday morning! Now I get to actually stay all day. Friday, I stayed only the ending of the day because I was enrolling. When I do get out of bed I head toward the bathroom to take a shower. I step into the shower and close the curtain after completely undressing.

I let out this weird sigh of relief whenever the hot water reachers my bare back. I used to take showers only in the morning but as I have no social life, I take showers at night and when I wake up in the morning. The help me calm down and gather my thoughts and help me reflect on the day.

Last night, I had the weirdest dream. I had a dream about Brandon. I don't even know why I did. I am aware that I have a crush on him, but not that big of a crush on him. Yeah, I am crazy. I am fully aware of this, but honestly I don't give a fuck.

My dream went a little like this: I woke up in this deep dark place. I was lying down on what I thought was my bed, but no. It was this stranger's bed. All of a sudden a strange figure shows up. He looks familiar. I look at him and say,"Brandon?" He said," Yes that is me. I have come to show you a whole new look on things." I then woke up in my own bed dazed and confused beyond recognition.

Oh, by the way, Brandon is about six feet tall, had brown hair with blonde highlights, and Carmel brown eyes. (The picture above) He also has his ears pierced. His voice is also really deep. I heard him talking about needing a cup of something or another yesterday and oh my Lord. I am pretty sure my panties (hate that word but oh well) dropped half way to China.

On the drive to school, it was silent. Well at least it was for me. I have to ride the bus and I listened to music the whole entire time. I started with listening to a band called Falling In Reverse. The lead singer is Ronnie Radke. A while back my ex boyfriend introduced me to them. I only know a few songs, but they are really good. We would still be dating if I didn't have to move to this stupid state and stupid town.

The songs that I know by FIR are: Pick Up The Phone, Good Girls Bad Guys, Bad Girls Club, The Drug In Me Is You, Just Like You, and Sexy Drug. Those lasted the whole bus ride. I was pretty happy about it.

As I approach the door, I fall. Right. In. Front. Of. Brandon. Way to start off your first day and first impression. It takes a very special kind of special to do something like this. And of course I don't have a backpack so my binder and all of its contents fell out of it. Kill. Me. Know.

"Are you okay?" He asked unsurely.

"As good as I will ever be." Way to be a klutz and be awkward all at the same time.

"My name is Brandon. What's yours?"

"My name is Dezarae. I just moved here from California."

"Wait, are you Linda's granddaughter?"

"Yeah..." I sighed.

"Hey, she is a great lady. She is like the grandma I always wanted."

"She wasn't in my life until a week ago."

"Oh. Sorry."

"It's okay. It's not your fault."

"Hey since I am new-"

I got cut off by one of Brandon's friends. Wow. I am more invisible than I thought I was.

"Sorry."

That was all he said, and then he left.

Great, now I have to try and find my way around the school by myself. I realize that I took a tour on Friday but I didn't really pay attention. Whoops...