CH#13
(Since she got a new name. Doori will no longer be used)
Enjoy!
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ERIE’S POV:
It has been so nice here I mean I know it has been just like umm almost only just a week and I know I shouldn’t say I know them all but I feel family with almost all of them. Kris and the rest will be here day after two three days and I just cannot sleep right now. I really want to meet the C-family. I haven’t talked to them and they don’t even know what I look like apparently Chen thinks it’s their punishment for coming late.
I tossed and turned but just couldn't find the right position. I couldn’t even find sleep. So I decided to check on Yeol.
I tiptoed across the living room to Yeol’s room only to find it empty. Where could he leave? Shrugging the thought I left for the back side of the hut. It’s beautiful there.
Ahead of me I see Chanyeol, no more than a silhouette, sitting on one of the couches. I have only his fluid black out-line from which to guess his emotions. Right now he's slouching with his head very low, and that can only mean one thing. It means that whatever is going on in that pretty head is likely to relate with anything that happened two years ago. Tension means new ideas; new ideas mean unpredictable behavior which I hope I don’t get to see.
Today Baek got hurt by some twig I ain’t sure what exactly happened but when I came around Chanyeol was picking him up with only two emotions on display, tension and hurt so I instantly took Yeol with me to hunt and asked Lay to help Baek. I know one day our bond won't be enough to keep him in his sense, but for now it's the only card I have got to play. I have been doing this since day one till now I have no idea how long will it last. He looks like detached piece of sky in the night, like someone had carefully picked all the stars around him leaving him behind, leaving only blackness behind. I ain’t surprised tho this is exactly how I found him two years ago. Shattered and alone.
“Chanyeolii?”
He looks up at me. In light his eyes were every shade of chocolate, in night they are black but only few know they are a good shade of dark brown, Beakhyun is one of them. His tears have filled so much of his eyes. I want him to blink, to sit up and let all out. He won't. His eyes are so still. He is always moving with every part of his being, with his limbs, his facial expressions, his never ending fidgeting no matter what. This is what helps him calm his demons, his thought. I think it’s time he lets them rest.
“You should re-think oppa.”
“Re-think what?”
“You know what? It’s unbearable for me I don’t even want to know how you are even okhey.”
“Let’s just not…”
“Shut up Yeol its killing you and this is shit and shit only?”
“YOU DON’T KNOW HOW IT FELT.” Oh so now we raise voices?
“I DON’T EVEN WANNA FEEL IT ASSHAT. GET YOUR SHIT TOGATHER YEOL OR ELSE IMMA LEAVE.”
“ERIE DO U HAVE ANY KNOWLEDGE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING?”
“YES I AM AWARE OF WHAT I AM SAYING.”
“REALLY CARE TO EXPLAIN?”
“THAT GUY, BYUN BAEKHYUN, IS NOTHING BUT A SPOLIED COLD HEARTED WOLF WHO THINKS HE IS A DIVA AND DOSNT GIVES SHIT OF WHAT YOU THINK. YOU SHOULD STOP GIVING SHITS ABOUT HIM PARK.”
He stares up at me, astonished; I am hoping he gets trap in my words.
“You don’t know him.” His calm scares me.
“Really?”
“Yes. He is the most genuine wolf even better than many humans. He acts like a dive because he is. He worked so hard only so he can be fake? No he does all of it because he wants to be what he is and he is accepted just like that. He wears his heart for all to see... and it takes strength to do that... so for me, he is a hero. For those who think it’s a flaw no it’s a floor for our family. He is the first to remember my birthday my other important days he even remembers the day we got close as friends. He will crack lame jokes at our worst times so we dont forget to laugh. He plays a major role in running this family. He is nothing like you explained E, why do think I loved him?”
Bingo.
“Chanyeol-ah after so much you just talked about do you still think the ‘ed’ after love is correct? Oppa you love him so much I really think you should talk to him maybe what you heard is wrong?”
“I heard clearly Erie the words hunt me like nothing else. That time is the only time he managed to cut my heart in many many many pieces. Even his fling with Taeyeon didn’t hurt me like those words did and you think I misunderstood. Plus I don’t love him E, I mov…”
“And I am an elephant.”
“What?”
“Yeol honey, do u think I am dense? Why do you think that I don’t notice what you do? You deliberately tried flirting with me back in China when you guys came to my house. You knew that I’ll be all so casual hugging you and all. Firstly I thought its ok like revenge is good that is why I mentioned the marriage thingi but then Yeol I saw him looking at you and I can do anything to make someone look at me the way he looks at you. There is no way in this life of yours and his that he would say those things at least not purposely or with his heart attached to it. You acted as if you never heard it, you acted as if you were okhey, and you even acted as if you lost your way. The only benefit that you got from doing any of this is me. Pull your big boy pants on and talk. Have you even noticed him these days? He looks like some walking dead mummy.”
“I don’t know what to say... umm thanks?”
“You won’t do it now will you?”
“It will take me time to pull my big boy pants on E. Anyways it’s late lets go to our beds?”
I sighed and trailed behind Yeol we went to our own rooms bidding good bye. I won’t let him suffer and I know what to do. I fished out my phone from my hoodie pocket and listened to the fresh recording I just made. The voices coming from it were of course a bit different but even an airhead would know who they belong to.
“ERIE DO U HAVE ANY KNOWLEDGE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING?”
“YES I AM AWARE OF WHAT I AM SAYING.”
“REALLY CARE TO EXPLAIN?”
“THAT GUY, BYUN BAEKHYUN, IS NOTHING BUT A SPOLIED COLD HEARTED WOLF WHO THINKS HE IS A DIVA AND DOSNT GIVES SHIT OF WHAT YOU THINK. YOU SHOULD STOP GIVING SHITS ABOUT HIM PARK CHANYEOL.”
“You don’t know him.”
“Really?”
“Yes. He is the most genuine wolf even better than many humans. He acts like a dive because he is. He worked so hard only so he can be fake? No he does all of it because he wants to be what he is and he is accepted just like that. He wears his heart for all to see... and it takes strength to do that... so for me, he is a hero. For those who think it’s a flaw no it’s a floor for our family. He is the first to remember my birthday my other important days he even remembers the day we got close as friends. He will crack lame jokes at our worst times so we dont forget to laugh. He plays a major role in running this family. He is nothing like you explained E, why do think I loved him?”
I stopped the recording and a smile crept on my face. Soon it will be a new beginning for Yeol.
SEHUN’S POV
That woman is nothing but a mean, cold hearted bitch, who runs on cold malice instead of any form of genuine affection. She is horrible and a hypocrite she smiles at all of us (not me tho we bicker on almost everything) but I know she is a wench.
So apparently I couldn’t sleep not like I do sleep these days Baek hasn’t been like the best version of him and I am the new nanny 'yayay'. He looks like a zombie. He eats less and defiantly talks less. He finally agreed to sleep I mean it’s been 3 days since I have seen him sleep more then half an hour.
So I tucked him in bed and he started whining like a little kid who hates homework. So I told him that we should go out in the back lawn this is one of the worst ideas my intelligent brain ever came up with. We went to the back door hyung trailing a little far behind me when I heard two painfully familiar voices.
“I DON’T EVEN WANNA FEEL IT ASSHAT. GET YOUR SHIT TOGATHER YEOL OR ELSE IMMA LEAVE.”
“ERIE DO U HAVE ANY KNOWLEDGE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING?”
“YES I AM AWARE OF WHAT I AM SAYING.”
They are fighting? I have never seen them fighting I know it’s been weeks but the bond went so strong. Anyways back to listening them...
“REALLY CARE TO EXPLAIN?”
“THAT GUY, BYUN BAEKHYUN, IS NOTHING BUT A SPOLIED COLD HEARTED WOLF WHO THINKS HE IS A DIVA AND DOSNT GIVES SHIT OF WHAT YOU THINK. YOU SHOULD STOP GIVING SHITS ABOUT HIM PARK CHANYEOL.”
Oh no she did not. So she is the fucking reason that hyung is ignoring hyung? I mean what the blinding fuck you see in her? Sure she is pretty and all but dude the fuck is wrong with you? She is stealing you away and also threats to leave you because you ain’t getting it together? She doesn’t even bear them next to each other. Take today’s incident for an example Baek stepped on a twig and cried. Yeol came up to help only to be taken away by that bitch. I hate how she can allure someone by buttering them or being nice. She got no out of ordinary looks to even compliment. She is nothing but a bad sign for our family.
I was about to walk straight to her and knock some shit in her head when my sleeve was suddenly tugged on. I looked at the sorrow filled, tear stained face. And that’s when I realized Baek was with me which means he heard it all. Without a word I scooped him in my arms and took him in my room, against his protests tho I have no idea why he wanted to stay and listen to that shit of a woman. I lay him on my bed and cuddled him to sleep.
'I will not bear her. I miss my hyungs . I will expose this women whenever I get the chance and I’ll make sure she gets back to her low life away from my happy family.'
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I will update in 2 to 3 days i guess cz one word 'college '
Thank you for supporting n reading.
Ily guys❤
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