Chapter 4 - Im Sorry
*Mark's POV*
"No..no no no NOOOO!!" Mark was panicking.Ethan was on the floor, knocked out and hardly breathing. His friends didn't notice this so Mark quickly picked Ethan up bridal style and started to run home.
It was only a matter of time before something bad could happen. Like no time has past, soon enough, Mark was at his house and rushing to get the door open. As soon as he got the door open, Mark rushed to his bathroom and set Ethan down in the bath.
"E-e-Ethan?.. W-w-w-wake up!....please wake up!!" As Mark started bawling his eyes out. He got some bandages out of the cabinet and some rubbing alcohol. He also grabbed some pain relief pills for when he wakes up.
As Mark blushed, he slowly undressed Ethan's jacket and shirt. Mark obviously had the biggest crush on Ethan so of course he was blushing, he'd never seen Ethan shirtless before and trust me, he loved every second of this. The beauty of Ethan and the blush was quickly replaced by a sad and hurtful face of Mark.
He saw so many scars on Ethan's stomach and arms. He started crying even more than he was before. Mark cleaned the wounds on him in hopes that it would relieve some pain off of him and started to wrap him up in bandages. Once Mark thought he was done with bandaging Ethan, which he very much enjoyed touching Ethan's body *so dirty minded!!*
As Mark finished, he slowly and carefully picked up Ethan bridal style once again and carried him to Marks room. As he approached his room, Marks mind was going crazy. 'Will he ever wake up? How long has he been cutting? Does he have depression that badly? Does Ethan like me?........does Ethan like me....'
As he was thinking, Mark didn't realize that he walked into his room. Mark got some clothes out of his dresser and got Ethan changed into some more soft and comfy clothes. One he was done with dressing Ethan while blushing so much more, he carefully walked to his bed and payed Ethan down. He tried to make sure he was comfortable while laying down so he tried everything he could to make it comfy. Mark quickly speed walks to the bathroom and grabs the pain relief pills and a glass of water from the kitchen downstairs.
Mark tiptoed to his bed and left the pills and water on his bed side table along with a little note and his phone
'Dear Ethan,
I saw all your scars on your stomach and arms. If you're in some pain, have a few of these pills as they will help. You fainted at school so I took you here as in my house if you didn't know already. I wrapped up all your wounds and put you in some new clothes aka my clothes. Sorry if you don't like them but it's what I had. When you wake up, you can either call for me or message me on your phone that's next to this note as well but make sure you have some medicine. Hope you are comfortable and enjoy your stay at Markimoos House of Help For Those In Need. Buh~bye
From the one and only Markiplier <3'
Before I was about to leave the room, I gave Ethan a quick kiss on his forehead. It was sweet and simple but also very quick as it only lasted for a few seconds. I walked out of the room quietly and went downstairs. Now to just wait...
*time skip*
*Ethan's POV*
I woke with a deep pain in my wrist and a massive headache. 'Where am I?' I sit up but fall back down painfully with a loud groan. I turn my head and see some pills and a note as well as my phone. I sit up a little bit with some pain to grab the note but as I do, I notice bandages around my arms and I'm not in my clothes.
'What happened when I was asleep?' I pull off the blanket that was over me and see that I'm in someone's pajamas. I have a confused look on my face but it soon vanishes as I grab the note. I read it swiftly and it was so kind and nice. Seems like Mark. 'Oh god, I like him so much....' WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY EMOTIONS?!.
As I wonder about that in my head, I reach out to my phone and swiftly clutch it into my hand. I unlocked it fast and messaged Mark but before I did, I did what was asked and had some of the drugs *cough* I mean medicine.
E: HALP?
E: I am in excruciating pain
E:plz
E:hurry up
E:get yo fat ass up here
E: OI
E:Markimoo!!!
E:ffs
M: OK CAL, DOWN I COMING FOR GOD SAKE
I chuckled as I read Mark's message but eventually hear him coming upstairs. "Hi blue boy" Mark said sweetly to Ethan who is in "excruciating" pain. "Heeeyyyy" I really hope I'm not annoying to him. "I need an explanation" he sounds serious about this....oh no... "A-a-abo-out wh-w-what?" Fuck! I stuttered, this is going to go horribly. "About how you have many different scars all over you, how you passed out when I grabbed your wrist, how there are dozens of scars covering your body and why you did it in the first place" well shit. 'WAIT! HE SAW ME?!?! WAS HE THE ONE THAT UNDRESSED ME AND PUT ME IN THESE CLOTHES?!'
I start blushing horrendously and he actually noticed. "Why is my little blue boy blushing?~~~~" He is trying to sound so innocent right now I swear... "I-I'm not blushing!" Well shiiiitttt. "Are you Suuurrrreeee?~~~~~."
Ethan starts blushing even more as his face is now part tomato. "Yes, I'm sure!" He kept asking me if I am blushing or not but each time he did, his face inched closer to mine which gave me butterflies. Soon enough, his face was so close that I could feel his breath against my skin.
"M-Mark?" Ethan asked. "yeah?...." "Umm... Uhhh...I don't know how to say this but I li-" I was cut off by the sound of the front door opening and I could hear Mark yell mentally in his head as I was doing the same.
He backed away quickly but you could see the regret on his face. "Mark? I'm home, sweetie!!" Oh god his mother is here. "Oh..well great..." He whispered just loud enough for me to hear. I giggled a bit after he said that. "Hey Mum!"
After a few minutes of awkward silence, Mark decided to speak. "I'm sorry..." "What could he possibly sorry for?." If I was smart enough, I would've realised that I said that out loud. "I'm sorry for grabbing your wrist, this is all my fault and I never wanted to hurt you or more so make you pass out. You looked mad or sad or even both so I just wanted to help."
A tear rolled down his face and it just broke my heart. "Mark? Mark, no no no no no, never think that. My boyfriend or ex-boyfriend as that is now official, he said some rude things about you and it just made me SO mad" OGChan is a bitch. *not really* "What'd he say?" Shit. I'm frozen. How do I respond to this. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck oh god no.
"Well... Ugh, I, um, well he sorta, fuck!" I'm doomed. "Ethan, please, it's okay, I'm sure it's not that bad" Mark is wrong with that statement. "Well he said he didn't trust me being with you, that you're a dumb little bitch and that you should kill yourself..." A few tears came out of my eyes as I said that. "Is....is that all? Why doesn't he trust us hanging out?"
Now how in the actual fuck am I supposed to answer that? nononononononono. "Because......." "Because what?" Mark asked. "Because...*deep breath* he said you were gay, is this true?"
Mark didn't speak. It was so quiet. I could hear him breathing slowly, preparing for an answer."yes...." Mark said. He sounded like he regretted it. Mark stood up, ready to leave the room. "Mark, wait." He stopped walking. "What?...." He sounded like he was crying. "What's wrong?" I really hope he won't get angry at me. "I just... Didn't think you would find out this soon." Mark explained. "Mark, there's nothing to be ashamed of, I'm gay too, our whole school is practically 40% full of gay people." "I just wasn't ready for you to know..."
Mark seemed very upset as for the many sobs coming from his mouth and the dozens of dozens of tears dropping from his eyes. I walked up to him step by step and gave him a hug. My arms were draped around his neck and his hands were held against my waist.
We just stood there, enjoying each other's company and embrace.
*A/N this chapter got you in the feels didn't it. I hope I didn't make anyone too upset or angry. Buh~bye now!!!*
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