shivaay can't able to sleep for the whole night thinking about anika and whatever she blabbered when she was drunk, soon anika walked lazily from her room still in a drunken state where shivaay stood up from the bed and asked her what happened? 

I don't want to sleep lonely... it's scaring... - she said where shivaay remained silent and watched her where anika came and slept on his chest where shivaay was little confused with his feelings whether to adore her or console her. he held her in the most protective way and slept peacefully. 

sunrises where shivaay opened his eyes and adored to see anika who was sleeping by holding his shirt button, shivaay kept anika on the bed and left to the kitchen not before kissing her forehead and prepared lime juice for anika and went to the room to give it to her, but he can't find her.

anika... - he called her soon he heard crying sound from the bathroom, he rushed and knocked on the door.   

i ... messed up - anika cried where shivaay remained confused and kept on knocking the door. 

anika... come outside ... you didn't do anything wrong... open the door at least... - shivaay requested her where he heard the crying sound. 

anika ... I will count up to three ... you have to open the door otherwise I will break the door.. - shivaay said in a cold tone where he heard the door opening and he rested back. 

anika opened the door by bowing her down where tears are running out continuously from her eyes where he raised his hands to wipe her tears and anika gestured to stop. 

anika what happened? - shivaay asked her with teary eyes on seeing her condition.

I messed up everything... - anika said in a lower tone.

shivaay took a deep breath and said: "you didn't do any sin, you just confessed the feelings and it's not a sin ... understand..."

where anika walked away and ignored where he followed with confusion and yelled: "anika ... listen to me... if you forgot I will remind you ... you promised me that you never turn back to your past" where she became impatient and turned towards him.

shivaay ... stop it... just stop it... - she yelled while keeping her shivering finger in her mouth with bloodshot eyes where shivaay remained silent.

what do you know about me? Do you have any idea what I have gone through in my life? - anika yelled at him where tears started to flow from his eyes uncontrollably...

I just shared only 75% of my life ... if you heard the rest you will decide on your own to leave me forever... - anika yelled and turned back to her room.

I will never ever leave you anika... - he yelled which made anika's anger to reach its extent. 

stop it shivaay... just stop it... I am cursed shivaay ... - anika said where it shook shivaay for a while.

oh ... stop this anika... - he yelled and dragged anika's hand to him where she jerked it off. 

listen to me carefully Mr. Oberoi ... Whomever I love... will either leave me or will die... - anika said where shivaay remained numb and he can't able to think anything beyond and connected it with Shreya when anika said about being cursed.

"just because your best friend died ...(anika cut)" - shivaay said in a calm tone.

"shut up ... not any words about Shreya" - anika yelled.

"why I should stop? it's all happening because of her... you're blaming it on yourself" - shivaay yelled.

shivaay ... please, not any words about Shreya ... please - anika said in a requesting tone while holding her hands.

then stop yourself calling cursed because of that girl... - shivaay requested her by coming her way towards her.

that girl is my daughter.. - anika said in a calm tone which shook shivaay to the extent. 

What?? - shivaay questioned her in shock, he almost becomes blank when he heard the word daughter from her mouth.

I was not only woke up as 24 years old woman but also as a 2 months old pregnant lady... - anika said in a calm tone where the ground under shivaay slipped, he can't able to think anything beyond, his heart started to beat fast where glimpses of their past came before his eyes.

Anika ... yo... you...a...are.. te...ll...i.n.g  l..l.ies right... - shivaay stammered where anika didn't bother to console him. 

I wish .... but unfortunately ... I lost my child my daughter on that day she came to the world... - anika said where shivaay can't able to hear anything he merely watched her.

she went back to her room and searched for the scrapbook and found it on her drawer, she kissed it with tears. anika went outside and handover the scrapbook to him where his hands got shivered to the hell but anika didn't notice.

he shiveringly opened the book and saw the first page.

you know shivaay when she born I just saw her one time, usually, no other child will open their eyes when they born but she opened her eyes just to assure me that "I will vanish every pain of yours mumah" her blue-grey orbs are still before my eyes - anika cried bitterly where her pain throughout these years clearly shown in her face.

shivaay ... you when I came to know I am pregnant na... it's quite shocking for me but then to it gave the confidence to face the world, whenever I become sad or cried she used to kick me right here (caressing her belly) just to assure me " I am there for you"... believe me or not shivaay I can able to feel her till now... so I kept on imagining her and drew it in the scrapbook - anika added with a crying tone where she soon wiped it.

Shreya is attached to my soul, for me, she is not dead I am living with her each and every day. and I can't able to move on shivaay keeping her in my heart ... from childhood, everyone took advantage of my silence ... I hope you won't do that ... if possible just leave me ... forever...  - anika said left her home and moved to nats house leaving shivaay alone.