Never Loyal

Stinger:

"Girl." Ames runs into my room, leaving the door open.

I try and fight past him, get to freedom to find my child but Ames grabs my wrists and hold me to him.

"Calm down." He hisses in my ear. "I am breaking you out."

"What?" I breath, he lets go of me.

"Nathaniel isn't good." He states. "I think you can help him tear down the wall safely."

"What wall?"

"Never mind. We gotta get you out of here."

We rush to the door together and barely make it down the hallways before we run into Luke and Mike in the elevator.

"Other one!" Ames tries to run with me, but Mike grabs us each by an arm.

"Ta-ta." Luke clicks his tongue. "You thought you could escape with my new girl?"

"She isn't yours!" Ames yells. "It's Nathaniel's wife!"

"Well she is mine now."

"Luke!"

"Quite." Mike cups his hand over Ames's mouth.

"Now if you dare try and defy me again..." Luke states, glaring at Ames. "I will kill you."

Mike drops Ames, he collapses to the ground before rushing off down the emergency stairs. Leaving me all alone.

"Nathaniel doesn't love you anymore." Luke tells me as he drags me back to my prison.

"He does!" I cry.

"Then why did he cheat on you?" Luke throws me into a chair.

"What?" I stop my tears.

"He totally has a new girl." Luke states.

"You are lying!" I sob. "Nathaniel said he would love me forever."

"Well I guess he lied." Luke leans toward me. "Guess he doesn't appreciate you, thinks you are just so replaceable."

I cry as they leave me in the room. I run to the door, the handle locked in place. I slam my fists against the door over and over. I beg for my mind not to think of Nathaniel abandoning me. But there is no doubt. I see that Luke leave me a recorded message on a small box.

I listen to the tape, a voicemail. It's no doubt that Nathaniel has left me. This is solid proof that he doesn't love me. I pull up the news channel and watch Nathaniel's face on the screen.

He is so confident and prideful, I can't stand the thought of him without me. But he obviously can.

I saved every letter he wrote me from the few days he was out searching for portals and we communicated through passenger pigeon. I pull them out from a hidden compartment in the flooring where I keep valuable things, like these letters. I press them against my chest, I hold them close, hoping that Nathaniel would soon return to me.

Stinger-
I see stars in your hair because you are dancing across the stars in my dreams.
Your eyes light up as big as Jupiter each time you smile.
I think you and the moon both share the light in the night sky.
Your shining so bright beautiful.
-Nathaniel

I scan the letters for some kind of sign, of when I thought you were mine. You said you were mine. You promised me a real wedding.

My eyes gaze upon a machine located above my head in this chair. I know the use for a machine like this. It looked much like a salon dryer that sits over your head like a helmet, but this one has buttons and straps along the sides.

Luke told me what you had done. You brought some girl into your bed. By clearing your mind from stress you have ruined what great love we had. Luke also said that you do whatever it takes to get what you want. You obviously didn't want me, you found another, who is probably prettier then me.

Your fancy words flooded my mind, built walls to store our love, leaving my heart defenseless. You destroyed my heart, cracked it into two, and to think that I use to built kingdoms out of the letters you wrote me.

I have re-read each letter you wrote me. I search for some answers to my questions of why you can not be mine. Luke said you would break my heart, he wanted me to sleep with him, but didn't break our bond. I kept the trust between us. You have betrayed our vows, you broke your eternal promise.

I have married a narcissist. He has seen himself in the pond.

You and your words stuck in my brain, your obsessed with your legacy, you are senseless, you're paranoid in each sentence I read. I can't understand why you would leave me? How could you deceive me? You ruined my heart.

I'm erasing myself out of this life. I place Luke's machine onto my head, I will erase my brain, I erased our love. I place the headphone over onto my ears, connecting my brain to this machine. I will let you wonder how I reacted when you took another over my heart. Luke will never know my feelings, my secrets, the answers to my life, I am tearing them all apart. Just like you have torn the love apart, you burned it to ashes.

You are the thing I lost when I burned in that fire, you shattered our love to the ashes in the flames and nothing will ever be the same again.

I take the letters you wrote me and throw them in the fireplace. I watch them burn to dust, I click the device back to delete my whole memory.

You don't have a place in my heart. You won't have a place in my bed. You can sleep with Scarlett instead. You won't get to see me, I won't know you. I am watching the evidence burning from when you were mine. The papers that might have redeemed you are turned to ash. They are gone, the evidence the chemistry, everything is burned. Just like me.

You have given up the rights to my heart. You only have the memories of when you were mine. I press the button to erase myself on the machine as I watch the rest of the parchment drift up into the air as nothing but ash.

"I hope you burn by fire." I whisper, closing my eyes as the machine began to work, giving up everything to angels. Tears fall down my face as the memories fade away.

Then I can't remember why I was crying.

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