Maddy

"It's an operation called, getting Maddy laid," Max tells Cgc. I smack his muscly bicep. "Oh my gosh, shut the fuck up!" I say in a whisper. The three of us are at the school's cafe, 'studying'. We're mostly just talking shit. I didn't know we were talking about me now.

The two football players sit in front of me. Cgc smirks, sipping from his iced tea. Can he actually not? This is exactly why I didn't want Max to say anything, but he can never keep a secret. I hope he doesn't randomly blurt out the other things I've entrusted him with. Also, he said that very loud and there are many people around us.

"Haven't gotten laid in a while now have you, Madison?" Cgc says, taking a bite out of his baked good afterward. I narrow my eyes at him. Is he making fun of me or asking me to..you know with him? It's probably not the latter. "No, but don't rub it in my face. I've been busy. And distracted," I add. That's not true at all though. Maybe they don't know I'm as picky as I am. I don't want to start hearing men rant about how I'll never find anyone if my standards are too high. Men get their feelings hurt and never shut up. I'm not in the mood today.

My standards are high because they should be. If no one can live up to my standards and meet my needs, then I guess I'll be single forever. Big deal. I've been fine for 20 years alone so far.

"How can one ever be too busy to get laid? Make some time in your life for your needs," Cgc says. I roll my eyes, "I'm not constantly thinking about getting laid you sleaze." Cgc doesn't care that I just called him a sleaze because he winks at me. Just like the rest of his friends, he knows what he is —a player— and it doesn't bother him one bit. He'll accept that title any day.

"You should," Max says. "No, because then I'd be horny and sad all day like the both of you." I poke out my bottom lip in a fake pout. Cgc shakes his head, "We're," he points a finger between him and Max "not horny and sad all day because we actually get laid, so ha," he defends. Well, that's true. But men are men and I am me, so we're different. I enjoy hooking up as much as they probably do, but I'm not getting it done every single fucking day either.

"What's your body count?" Max turns to Cgc. Before Cgc answers that, I hold my hand up like I'm telling him to not speak. "Who cares, please? Talk about this when it's just the two of you." I roll my eyes. I forgot how difficult it is to have friends that are guys. They simply do not care and will discuss anything and everything in front of you. Especially Max since he's just that outspoken. It's weird talking about sex with a guy you've had sex with before.

Cgc, of course. I'd never sleep with Max.

"Okay, well we're going to the Alpha house tonight and getting you some dick. I'll even skip a lay tonight just to take you home if you need," Max says. "He will, not me," Cgc adds. I place my hands over my heart and lean back into the seat of the booth. "You'd do that for me?" I'm obviously playing around, not touched by the service at all. "Yes," he nods once "but don't get mad if I don't keep that promise." See. I knew he would add something like that after. Unlike most people, I don't have sex when I'm drunk. I like having sex when I'm sober and aware. I like remembering my nights. I'll get drunk afterward.

I roll my eyes. "Fine, let's do it."

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I walk into the party alongside Cgc and Max. My wingmen for the night as they called themselves. I stay between them while they greet people as we walk in. I only pay attention to anything else but the attractive guys they greet. Cgc elbows me, "Like any of the guys we just said what's up to?" Oh. I was supposed to pay attention to that? "Uh, not really," I lie. I definitely did, but I rather explore my options since we just got here. I also want to have a semi-good conversation with a guy before I decide to sleep with him.

"Okay, that's fine. Let's go get a drink." They walk in front of me and I follow not so close behind them so that I don't like a weirdo. Max passes me a can of beer. "Seriously?" I say. He looks at me, confused. "You like beer," he tells me. "They don't have wine here, Maddy." Cgc rolls his eyes, taking a swig from his beer can. I give in, opening up the cold beer. I guess it's not completely bad since it's Bud Light. Still, I rather drink liquor. I think it's too early for a shot though.

"Yo! Where's Chris and Xander?" DJ, one of Cgc and Max's teammates, comes up to us. He wraps his arm around his taller quarterback. "Home with his girl. I don't know about the other," Cgc replies. DJ rolls his green eyes. I never noticed how pretty he was. His curly hair is styled neatly and he knows how to dress well. I think that's a big turn-on. "Hey, Maddy," he says. I smile, "Hey, DJ." I feel his eyes linger on me longer than usual once I look away from him. I don't think I want to be with these two guys all night.

Sadly, none of my girls came to this party.

I look into the party to see if any guys catch my attention but so far all I see is frat boys and a couple of guys I've already slept with or just don't want to sleep with. I don't think I'll go for a repeat tonight either. Cgc elbows me, drawing me out of my trance. "You into DJ?" he asks. I furrow my eyebrows, "Why?" I question. He rolls his eyes. "Hey, DJ." He mocks me, sounding nothing like me. I slap his arm and he chuckles. "I was being nice, not asking to ride his dick," I retort.

"You could though," he drags out the last word and sips on his beer. I roll my eyes. I think I've had enough of fucking inside the circle. After the New Year, we kind of all started a friendship with each other, hanging out as a group more than usual. Cgc is one too many. I can't have sex with DJ and then make it two. So, I'll stay put. "Not him," I say. He doesn't argue with me, only nodding his head. "Max!" Someone yells out behind us.

Cgc and I turn around like it's our own names being called. It's just Rhys. "What about Rhys?" Cgc says in my ear. I shove him away. "Yeah fucking right," I retort. He laughs again. I'm definitely not into blondes.

After two hours, I'm not even buzzed and have yet to find anyone who's even piqued my interest. Cgc and Max though? They have. They're both next to me with tiny brunettes. They haven't let me leave their side though. They think I'll get caught up with a random guy and they want to be able to take a look at my prospect. They have nothing to worry about though because I'm sure I've caught a glimpse of every single guy here and none of them have caught my interest. I don't think I'll be able to complete the operation.

Operation failed.

Well at least my friends are getting laid tonight, right? I feel hands on my shoulders and then someone's warm breath hits my ear. "You can join us if you want." Cgc. I turn around and his hands fall off of me. He's pretty buzzed or maybe even drunk now. I make a disgusted face. From 'never have I ever' all those nights ago, I know he's into threesomes, but I am not. Especially ones that involve two girls and one man. I am not about to fight another girl from the attention I want from the guy.

"Yeah, no. I'm going home." I flip him off and turn around to walk off. He grabs onto my wrist and I turn around. "Chill, don't leave. I was kidding," he says. Even he doesn't believe himself, he definitely wasn't kidding. I've always known Cgc was a manwhore but even I know this is too extreme for him. He's been way more sexually active than usual and I'm not the only one who's noticed. I'll let anyone be comfortable with their sexuality but when you're fucking a new girl/guy every day, I might worry a little bit. I just hope he's at least being safe and wrapping his dick up.

"I'm going home, tell Max." I glance over at Max who's in the middle of a make-out session. I pull my arm out of his grip and leave without another word. As soon as I'm outside, I pull out my phone and dial my best friend's number. She answers on the second ring. "Hello?" she says. "Put me on speaker," I say knowing she's with her boyfriend. "You're on," she says confused. "Valdez, typically how many women does Cgc sleep within let's say... a week?" I ask. There's silence on the other side of the line for almost twenty seconds. "I have no fucking idea. 3 maybe," he tells me.

It's Friday and he told Max earlier this was his sixth girl this week. If he gets laid tonight that will be his sixth lay. In five days?! At this point, I'm praying he gets a girl pregnant so he can learn his lesson. "Something is wrong with your friend. He's on his sixth girl this week. It's only Friday!" I say that last sentence in a shout whisper as I walk back to my dorm. "Where are you?" Nova asks. "I'm on my way back to the dorms. I was at the Alpha house with Max and Cgc," I tell her.

"Yikes," Chris says. "What?" I retort quickly. "Nothing, I hope you had fun," he says. I can tell he's lying, so I roll my eyes even though he can't see me. "Do you want me to come home and we can spend the night watching moves in my dorm?" Nova says. I think about it for a second, "Take me off speaker now," I tell her. A couple of seconds later she says, "Okay, there."

"Natasha and Peyton are at their sorority party so I'm just gonna stay home and use my vibrator, it's fine," I tell her. No one's around me since it's about 11 pm and well, masturbation is normal. I'm not scared to talk about it. She laughs, "Okay. Have the most fun! I'll see you tomorrow, though?" she asks. "Of course, babes. Love you," I say. "Love you, byeee." I hang up around the time I'm getting close to my building.

I've been scared to masturbate since the last time when I thought about Cgc while doing it, but I think tonight and earlier just completely made me forget about our night together. There's no way I'll even think about sleeping with him ever again. I'm also way too horny to even need to imagine anyone.

As soon as I feel any sensation against my core, I'll be done for.