Chapter 14: I don't want to go yet...

Albert woke up in his bed, the bright light was shining outside into his bedroom. He looked to his side, no men- Well at least not yet. This morning was starting out great!

Albert got up and looked at the clock, reading "10:00 AM" which was fairly early for him. He remembered that Selozar forced him to sleep early. He got up, and walked to Selozar's room to wake him up.

Selozar was hugging a pillow, slightly drooling as the morning light perfectly highlighted the specks of dust surrounding his body. He looked like a holy being, maybe an angel, probably beautiful enough to go up to god like levels. Albert stood in awe, but quickly shook his mind out of it, and gently woke Selozar up with a light shake.

Selozar awoke, his vision blurry but returning to normal to see Albert bathing in the sunlight right before his eyes. A blush bloomed on Selozar's face, but was easily hidden due to the shadows caused by his hat. "C'mon Selozar, if we're going out then you have to shower. Do you need me to show you the basics?" Albert asked, a warm smile on his face. Selozar nodded, and let Albert get up before he himself got up.

The two walked to the guest bathroom, Albert pulling back the glass door to a tightly packed space. Selozar tensed up, he remembered being trapped in a dark tight room, unable to breathe correctly and had no room to sit, lean, or sleep because there was spikes on the wall. After 38 hours, or three days, Selozar was let out and beaten with a leather belt. (I actually once was trapped in a box as punishment from my old school in gym class, they put a mat over my head and caused me to break down crying. I was in kindergarten, traumatizing to say the least. I also locked myself in the back of a mustang for 2 hours the year prior. Almost died of a heat stroke. Now back to the fanfic-)

Albert looked over and saw Selozar panicking, and grabbed his shoulder, pulling Selozar back from breaking down. "It's alright, Selozar. If you begin to panic, you can just open the door, okay?" Albert reassured, smiling lightly, but the smile had sadness mixed in. Selozar nodded, and Albert gave a run down of what to use and where to use it. After Albert was done explaining, he left the room for Selozar to shower peacefully.

Selozar got nude, his scars showing clear as day, and he got into the shower, turning it on and shifting to the perfect temperature. The water was slightly cold, but it felt good on his scars. Selozar began to wash his hair, he hadn't in years and it felt amazing to finally have clean hair. He then used conditioner, and finally washed his entire body. Selozar washed the soap off, and turned the shower off, then stepped out, water dripped on the soft mat under his feet, steam was on the mirror. Selozar went and wiped the steam off the mirror, to see his dripping wet face and hair. It felt relaxing, but utterly crushing knowing he'd never experience this again.

Selozar grabbed a towel and dried off, putting on a robe and walking out to the guest bedroom where Albert had already laid out a pair of clothes on the bed, a soft shirt, an over-sized jacket, and baggy pants, along with a new looking pair of boxers and socks. Selozar didn't know if the boxers had been used or not, but put them on nonetheless. It was better then nothing. He put the rest of the clothes on and went out, lightly combed his hair, and then put his hat on, shifting it slightly so it fit to his liking.

Albert was sitting on the couch on his phone. When he heard somebody coming downstairs he looked up and smiled. "Are you ready to go? We'll stop at the donut shop to get breakfast, and then start our day! I'll go and pick up Uleanra and Jake, let's go!"

The two went outside and hopped in Albert's car, and began to drive off to get Uleanra and Jake. Uleanra decided to stay at Jake's, so it would be one stop. Uleanra and Jake would have both stayed over at Albert's place, but then one person had to sleep with somebody, and another would have to stay on the couch, so it would be better to just stay at Jake's apartment despite the risk.

The car stopped in front of the apartment complex, and there was Jake and Uleanra waiting there. "C'mon guys! Hop in, I already texted Adam and Sorrow and they're at the donut shop waiting for us!" 

Selozar looked at Albert innocently, and asked in the shyest and meekest voice Albert's ever heard from a living being, "W-what do donuts taste like...?" Albert looked at Selozar in disbelief, Selozar noticed this and his face instantly flushed a deep shade of red, "N-never mind, sorry, it was a dumb question..." 

"No no, it's fine, I just can't believe you've never had a donut before!" Albert exclaimed, causing Selozar to sink in his seat more, mumbling more 'I'm sorry's' keeping his eyes shut, and defense up. "Not in a bad way! Hey, Selo, it's okay, I'm not going to hurt you, it's not your fault..." Albert assured in a soft tone, lightly grabbing Selozar's hand. Selozar jumped in surprise, looking up into Albert's soft eyes. he relaxed a bit, tears slightly falling down his face as Albert wiped them away. "You're gonna be okay, hear me? I'll make sure of it." 

Selozar gave a fake smile, and nodded. "Selozar, is something wrong? You don't smile like that..." Selozar nodded again, and turned around to look out the window. Albert stared at him for a moment, before letting it go, knowing they won't get anywhere if he keeps pestering him. 

Uleanra opened the car door, and looked in "Are you two done making out yet or can me and Jake come in?" Selozar's face exploded with red, "ULEANRA, SHUT UP!" Albert was just sat there, embarrassed, but turned back and said "Yeah sure come in." 

Uleanra slid in, and shut the door, Jake did the same but on the other side because that's how you fucking do it. "Alright, let's get going!" Jake cheered, putting on his seat belt. 

Uleanra put on his seat belt, and Albert began to drive, turning on some Animal Crossing music, so the group could relax. "I didn't know you were into Animal Crossing." Selozar mumbled, looking over at Albert with an adorably wide eyed look.

"Oh yeah, ha! I don't talk about it often, I enjoy the games. I even have some Animal Crossing things at the house if you want to see them!" Albert suggested, causing a spark of hope in Selozar's eyes, "Do you have New Leaf?!" "Hell yeah I do!" 

"Can I play some of it once we get back?" Selozar asked, a wide and hopeful smile on his face. Albert nodded, softly smiling. "Can you two stop flirting? Of course he likes Animal Crossing, his profile picture is literally Animal Crossing." Jake interrupted, rolling his eyes. Selozar faced back to his window, and watched as the trees and other cars passing by on the drive to the donut shop for donuts. 

Eventually, the quartet (damn I wish it was quintet, like Holy Quintet. I'm not funny-) arrived at the donut shop. Adam and Sorrow were waiting, looking over annoyed at the quartet.

The four got out of the car, and walked towards Adam and Sorrow. The two turned and walked in, the shop was empty by now. Albert walked up to the counter, deciding to get chocolate covered donuts. 

"Hello sir what can I get you?" A girl asked, she had short pink hair and an oversized sweater, a uniform apron over her shirt. "Can I have two dozens of chocolate donuts?" Albert ordered, the girl looked down at the cash register, "That will be nine, ninety nine."

Albert nodded, pulling out a ten dollar bill, "Keep the change." He stated boldly, walking over to a table and sitting their proudly. "Wow, my crippling student loans are cured." The girl sarcastically said, smiling lightly, telling the baker Albert's order. 

A few minutes passed and one of the bakers slid the two boxes over. She had a pink lemonade in one hand, sipping from it as she slid the boxes over. She also had a cowboy had on. "Haudi." She greeted, making eye contact with Albert before backing off into the kitchen.

Albert grabbed the boxes, sitting down at a table, beckoning the other quintet to come over. The five sat, and all grabbed a donut. Selozar took a bite, and his eyes shined as he wolfed down the rest, smiling lightly.

The door then slammed open, a girl walked over to the counter, and slammed on it.

"GIVE ME SOME FUCKING DONUTS."

"LUNA CALM DOWN-"

"NAH, GIMME DONUTS."

She slid over what looks to be a fifty dollar bill as the other two gave the girl her donuts. "Thank you~!" The girl named Luna cheered, walking out with her dozen of donuts. The cashier looked in the back, "AYE JAMIE, WE CAN AFFORD RENT THIS MONTH." "WOOOOO!" 

Albert stopped paying attention to them, and the day started. 

Time skip

The thought of leaving couldn't escape Selozar's thoughts. It was now evening, the carnival was closed down so the group went to the mall to try all the free samples. 

Now they were walking back to their car, as dusk approached, the thought of leaving took over his mind more and more, like a cancer. 

Before they got to the car, Albert stopped and stared into a place before they were about to sing. The girl about to sing was sitting at a piano, and looked to be in some cosplay, similar to that of Homura from that anime him and Albert watched. The rest of the group stopped and looked to see what Albert was watching.

https://youtu.be/tZuEx1JZ5ro

"Don't leave me here..." The girl began, playing the piano, a repeating melody that became inchanting to the mind, yet it was drenched with dry despair, a haunting feeling to it.

"Don't walk ahead while I am left behind..."

"A hundred years, and nothing I say will change your mind..."

The lyrics were depressingly ominous, the cosplayer's voice was beautiful, and perfect for the song.

"If I told you know, and you believed me... somehow..."

"Would you turn around...?"

She paused, seemingly to stop herself from crying, due to her eyes filling with tears.

"Oh, god, don't cry!"

"Each tear you shed weighs on my heart and tears me up inside..."

"I'm helpless... I'm a mess and I must confess,"

"There's no more time..."

"So I'll rewind..."

"... rewind..."

She paused once more, blinking back tears. Selozar was emotional, he had no idea what she was singing about but it was extremely heart breaking, to him at least.

"... but it's worth my entire life..."

"And it's worth barely getting by..."

"And it's worth putting up a fight,"

"When you say my name... like it's the first time."

The girl continued playing the piano, tears began to run down her face.

"If it means I can see you smile,"

"Then I won't tell you that I watched you die..."

"... A thousand times..."

"... a thousand times..."

The girl just played the piano, the lyrics finishing and the room clapping lightly, as she stood up, and bowed, wiping away her tears and walking off stage. "That was beautiful." Albert commented, "We should sing something up on there one day!" 

Selozar's heart stung, but he nodded in agreement knowing he'd have to leave that night.

Things went accordingly, Sorrow and Adam went to Adam's house, Albert dropped Uleanra and Jake off at Jake's new apartment, and both him and Selozar went home.

It was around eight, so both Albert and Selozar benged the rest of Madoka Magica, including the third movie. Four hours passed, and Selozar was sobbing, they both now knew what that song was singing about. 

"I'm gonna clock out early, good night Selozar." Albert said, getting up and walking to his room. Selozar went to his room and began to pack, thirty minutes pass and Selozar is ready. He begins to head out, it hurt him.

He didn't want to go yet. He was just beginning to taste a slice of what freedom is like. Selozar was about to walk down the stairs, but turns to Albert's room, and opens the door. There was sleeping Albert. 

He might as well get it over with, so he wouldn't feel like he accomplished nothing. Selozar walked over to Albert's bedside, and leaned down. "I'm so sorry I have to do this... it's for your sake..." He whispered, before gently placing a soft kiss on Albert's lips. He got off him, and walked out, gently shutting the door, and picking up his bags. He opened the door, and ventured off

Back to hell he went.

AAAAAAAA THIS WAS SO BADLY WRITTEN, I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO, I JUST DID STUFF, I'M SO SORRY THAT IT'S BAD I PROMISE THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE BETTER WRITTEN D:


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