Waking up to a empty bed no Jorday again like always. I decided to have a day to myself knowing Jorday would be out all day. Sure I get lonely but he seems to not even care I just go with it. I got up & went down stairs getting some food in my system.

After eating I went back up stairs & made the bed then headed for the shower. I got in after undressing letting the refreshing water hit my body. I did my business there & got dressed in a black long sleeve crop top & jeans with all black converse I tied up my hair & added a little makeup. I sprayed some perfume & grabbed my phone & car keys.

I didn't wanna be home all day again that's what I'm usually doing everyday. After what happened last night that guy in all black looking at me i was curious to know who it was.

I started up the car & got in ready to take off already. I grabbed my purse from the back seat opening it up finding 100$.

"Oh he finally leaves me money to spend" I was happy he hardly ever does that. I know what today is shopping day by myself. I have no friends see what happen is I chose Jorday over my close girlfriends. Dumb right? but i love him no matter what he does to me.

I turned on some music & drove to the mall.

I saw all these couples holding hands & smiling at each other enjoying there company together. I sighed & went into stores searching for clothes Jorday would like but also my taste to.

After walking around in & out of stores i decided to get some ice cream. I went over to a ice cream shop & waited in line.

A few feet away was this tall broad shoulder blonde brown haired guy on his phone eating ice cream he was sitting alone. He reminded me of my ex Justin his hair & how he was dressed. He was dressed in vans & ripped jeans with a t shirt.

I couldn't see his face though since he was faced forward away from my direction, the line moved & soon I ordered what kind of ice cream I wanted & payed.

I grabbed it walking out with my bags in my hand. Now seeing that guy in the shop I can't stop thinking of Justin.
He was so good to me but he messed up. I still remember all those sweet dates he would take me out on. I looked around trying to find a table to sit at. I spotted one & went over to sit down putting my bags down I took spoonfuls of this vanilla ice cream. I got on my phone & started going through old pictures of me & him.

This brings back so many happy memories with him. I wonder where he is now?

I smiled at the pictures of him & I & looked at the time. "Fuck it's 3:45, i gotta get home Jorday will be home soon." I turned my phone off putting it in my back pocket. I scurried to the trash throwing my ice cream away. I speed walked with my shopping bags out the mall to my car. I unlocked the car & got in putting the bags on the seat. I started up the car & drove back home.

Once I got home & parked I seen Jordays car parked in the drive way. "Crap! he's gonna get me" I said under my breath. I grabbed my bags & opened the door. Here goes nothing, "Hey Babe? U home?" I called out walking forward looking ahead.

"Yess I'm home it's 4, you know I'm here by 4 where we're you?" he asked sitting on the stairs with a drink in his hand. I could smell his breath from here he's been drinking just great.

"You left me money in my purse so I went out shopping, I needed clothes babe."

"You spent the whole 100$?" he said sipping on his beverage.

"Yes it wasn't much but I needed things."

"Why didn't you tell me you went shopping I need to know where you go Ariana!!" he yelled.

"I didn't know I had to tell u I was just going to the mall" I kept my head down biting my lip.

"Well now u know, what the fuck did u buy?"

"Just bras underwear & shirts & jeans, it wasn't much to get a lot but I had to narrow it down."

"So now u complaining Ariana?! I didn't have to give u any fucking money but u lucky I though of ur ass!!!"

"Nooo baby I-I" & even before I could finish my sentence he threw his drink on me & the glass.

"Oww" i winced. "I'm sorry Jorday I didn't mean to upset you I appreciate how much money you gave me.

"No you don't! go to the room & strip down to nothing & lay on your back, I'm going to teach you a lesson!"

"No Jorday please I'm so sorry I love you don't do this me" I pleaded.

"Go now or it's gonna be worse Ariana!"

I didn't say anything but head upstairs silently. Once I reached the bedroom I started taking off my shoes & clothes. I could hear his foot steps coming up the stairs. I smelt nasty like alcohol I was disgusted with myself I should of just kept my mouth shut.

He wouldn't have done this if I did keep my mouth shut. Once I was bare without any clothes I laid on my stomach with my one side of my face on the bed facing the restroom.

I started to think about happier times from the past. I didn't look around to see if Jorday was in the room I could feel his presence.

"I'm gonna teach you a lesson Ariana whether you like it or not this is what u deserve you whore!" I didn't respond back my eyes became watery filling up to have tears escape my eyes & roll down my cheeks. I heard him take his belt from his work pants.

"Your going wish you would have kept your dirty mouth shut princess" I could feel him smirking while touching my lower back to my butt.

I wanted to tell him I love him maybe that will make him stop all this madness, but he seems to never listen or change from how he is.

Before I knew it he was hitting my butt rapidly hard with the belt. I would yelp at the pain & try to tell him stop but he would only keep going.

"Jorday stop please!" I cried "your hurting me."

"I'm almost finish beautiful you just need to learn your lesson not to talk back to me."

I didn't speak all I did was looking at the restroom wishing I was some where else.

All I heard where the belts whippings on my bum. When he finally stopped he turned me over & kissed my head.

"I'm gonna go shower u get ready for bed."

I nodded I tried to get from the bed but when I stood up I felt stinging & pain from my bum. I walked slowing going to my dresser to grab a t shirt & underwear.

I couldn't even bend down without being in pain. I wiped my tears & put my hair up. I can't let him see me cry I got to be strong.

I got back over to my bed carefully still wincing at the pain from Jorday. I got the bed out & laid on my side of the bed. I pulled the blanket over me & closed my eyes I just wanted to sleep I didn't wanna face Jorday I don't want him to hurt me again.

I couldn't sleep though I was to restless to sleep it's not even that late. But I have to listen to Jorday I don't wanna get hurt again tonight. Before I knew it Jorday came out in some sweats without any shirt.

I bite my lip he's fine though his black quiffed hair & dark brown eyes. That's why I fell in love with him & his charm he's fine just like Justin but Justin was never abusing me like this, I got up carefully grabbing my jeans from the floor that I had on earlier & felt the pockets for my phone.

My phone was no where in my jeans & that's the only place I put it, I must of dropped it when i was rushing to leave the mall. Just great I bet some stranger got it.

I sighed & laid back down soon enough I felt Jorday come behind me & wrap his arms around me holding me as he was against me from behind.

"Goodnight babe" he murmured while kissing my neck. "Night." I could even move as much with him all on me I closed my eyes & tried to sleep. What a day it's been lost my phone, got taught a lesson. I glanced back at Jorday lightly snoring already knocked out "I love you Jorday no matter what you do to me & with that I turned back around & fell asleep.

Hey y'all I suck I know I been lagging on updating see the thing is I get distracted easily so it's hard to focus but I'm gonna try to update more chapters for the people who read my books. I hope you all like this chapter there's more to come, so don't stop reading here. Share with ur friends & add to it library y'all.♥♡♥

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