SEOKJIN POV

When I arrived at the hospital, the nurse asked me to wait in front of the operating room, because the doctor was still operation on Jungkook.

My heart almost stopped when I heard it was an accident, what are you doing Jin? you're wasting it. It's your fault.

I couldn't stop crying, I was anxiously waiting for the doctor to come out of the operating room.

3 hours later, the operating room opened, the doctor came out and approached me.

"Are you a relative of Jeon's patient?"

"Yes, how is it doc?"

"He was bleeding from the head due to the heavy impact and also broke some of his ribs, the operation went well, but his condition is still unstable at the moment."

"Is he going to be okay doc?"

"I hope so, only a miracle can make him survive, the patient will be transferred to the ICU, you can meet him there, I'm sorry"

"Thank you doc"

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When I entered his room, I approached him, his face was very pale, many wounds on his face and hands.

The bandage around his head broke my heart, I caused him to be like this.

I knelt beside his bed, my hand holding his. My head just lowered.

"Jungkook please wake up, you can be angry with me, you can ignore me, you can hit me, you can hate me, do it all but don't leave me, I beg you"

[TIME SKIP]

It's been a week and Jungkook hasn't opened his eyes yet. Hoseok and I took turns accompanying him. Doctor says there is no change from his condition, we can only pray.

Now it's time for me to come to the hospital to be with him. But before I went there, I took the time to come to Tae and Jimin's graves.

When I got there, I went to Jimin's grave first, I sat next to his tombstone and cried.

"I'm sorry Jimin, it's my fault, because of me he is now lying in the hospital, I beg you to forgive me, I should have taken care of him, guarded his feelings, kept his trust, I'm sorry I disappointed you Jimin, I'm always jealous when he compares me to you, I'm jealous when he miss you, even though he never disappoints me, he is always beside me, he always does it because of me, it's my fault, I'm stupid Jimin. Forgive me"

After saying goodbye to Jimin I went to Tae's grave and kissed his tombstone.

"Hey babe, I'm coming, I came with a lot of regrets, I ruined everything Tae, I'm sorry, you must be very disappointed with my actions, I'm a coward Tae, I can't stand against him, I let him do that to me, and I ruined the feelings of someone who all this time beside me. I also hurt Yoongi's feelings, he was angry with me. But now I'm out of the office Tae, I chose Jungkook, I chose Tae, I know he will never forgive me, I know he hates me, but I will always be here for him just like he did for me, he always helps me, he always save me Tae, I love him Tae, sorry if my love is bigger for him, but it seems like this is life, I never thought I could love someone else more than I love you"

[TIME SKIP]

When I came I saw Hoseok coming out of Jungkook's room, so I approached him.

"Hey, I guess today is my schedule taking care of him"

"Ah yes, of course, I'm just here to pick up what I left behind, I have to go, bye Jin"

I waved my hand and walked into the room. I walked over to him and sat beside his bed.

I stroked his cheek and kissed his hand.

"Don't you miss me? I miss you so much Jungkook, there are many things I want to say but I want to say it when you wake up. Ah yes before I came here I went to Tae and Jimin's grave, I told Jimin your condition, I hope he doesn't hate me like you and Jungkook, when you wake up let's do everything from the beginning, let's forget the past and live together forever" I kissed his hand and put it down on my cheeks, my tears immediately fell down his hands.

As I was looking out the window, I suddenly thought of Yoongi. I have to go to him to apologize. Tomorrow I have to go to his apartment, I can ask Hoseok to take care of Jungkook while I'm away.

Night came, I approached him carrying a wet towel to clean his body.

I gently wiped his face, then down to his hands and chest, I could see the bandages on his ribs so I didn't wipe those areas.

After finishing cleaning his body I kissed his cheek and smiled.

"Now that you're clean, get some more rest. Tomorrow I can't accompany you, but Hoseok will be here, I'm going to see Yoongi, I have to apologize to him, are you okay without me?"

I sat next to him and held his hand bringing him to my chest so he could feel my heart pounding because of it.

JUNGKOOK POV

I woke up with pain all over my body, especially my ribs. I tried to adjust my eyesight, when I tried to sit up, my body was in so much pain I was groaning in pain. But suddenly someone came into my room.

"Jungkook, you finally woke up"

Hoseok immediately came to me and hugged me

"Aww"

"Ah sorry, sorry Jungkook, I have to call the doctor, wait a minute, don't move okay?"

I just nodded then Hoseok came out and not long after the Doctor came in with him and checked my condition.

After finishing the doctor came out leaving me with Hoseok.

"Thank goodness Jungkook, I was worried something bad happened to you"

"What happened?"

"You don't remember? do you have amnesia?"

"I just don't remember that time"

"You were in an accident Jungkook, your car was badly damaged, luckily you survived"

"I met Jimin"

"What do you mean?"

"I met Jimin, he hugged me Hoseok, but he left me, I want to go with him, I want to be with him" Suddenly my tears just flowed.

"Hey Jungkook calm down, you just woke up. Don't think about things that stress you out, do you want me to call Jin? he should be the one taking care of you today, he must be glad you're awake"

"DON'T! Don't call him, I don't want to see him."

"Huh? what do you mean? He's so worried about you Jungkook, he doesn't even sleep while taking care of you"

"Don't call him, I don't want to see him again"

"But why? do you guys have a problem?"

I explained everything, all the things I saw, all the painful things. Hoseok was shocked to hear that but he tried to calm me down.

"Jungkook he must have a reason for doing it all"

"What reasons justify his actions?"

"I don't know, but why don't you hear the explanation first"

"Just looking at him is painful enough, I don't want to hear anything from him, for me all this is enough, please help me Hoseok, I beg you"

"I'll help you, but what can I do for you?"

SEOKJIN POV

When I arrived at Yoongi's apartment I immediately rang the bell hoping he was home. Then someone opened the door.

"Yoongi"

"Hey"

"Can I come in?"

"Yes, please come in"

"Yoongi, I'm sorry"

"I've forgiven you Jin"

Yoongi and I sat in the living room, he sat next to me.

"Yoongi, I know what I did was very disappointing to you, but I didn't mean to do that, you're my best friend, I should have told you all my problems, I'm sorry Yoongi" I'm cried.

"Hey Jin, don't cry, it makes me feel guilty, I'm also sorry for yelling at you, I should have listened to your explanation, but now can you explain to me why he could do that to you?"

"3 months ago my parents contacted me, they said a debt collector came to the house, he threatened my parents. I was confused at that time where to borrow money, what I thought at that time was Namjoon, so I borrowed money from him he agreed on one condition, I had to obey him. I didn't think anything bad at the time, so I agreed and because I really needed the money ASAP. When Namjoon gave the money to me, there was nothing strange after that until he finally invited me to dinner that time, I had no choice but to obey, I had to pay him a debt. That's why I need this job to pay for it. I didn't do it voluntarily, I fought him when he tried to touch me, but I couldn't keep fighting because his strength was so strong."

"Then when did Jungkook find out about all this?"

"Jungkook doesn't know why I obeyed him. He only saw Namjoon kissing me in the office and saw Namjoon fuck me at the apartment"

"What? did he doing that to you twice?"

"Yeah, he did it 3 times to me, you remember when you saw the hickey on my neck, that's what he did, he tried to touch me while I was in the pantry, sorry I didn't tell you all this, I was really confused at the time, I—" I cried and lowered my head, I'm embarrassed to say this.

"Jin, don't cry, I'm sorry I should have known you were in trouble, I should have paid more attention to you, I'm sorry Jin, I don't know the reason behind this but I blame you, I'm sorry"

"No Yoongi, it's my fault, I shouldn't have let Namjoon do this to me, I should have been braver, I could have found a better job to pay him off, I'm so bad"

After I finished telling Yoongi everything, my heart was relieved, I also told about Jungkook's condition and he was very shocked when he heard it. He forgave me and I promised I would always tell him whatever happened to him.

It's already 6 pm I have to go back to the hospital to look after Jungkook. So I immediately rushed to the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital I went straight to his room and when I opened the door my eyes opened wide to see what was in front of me.

"J-jungkook?" I saw him kissing Hoseok..

I rushed out of his room and ran out of the hospital crying.

JUNGKOOK POV

"Don't be mad at me if I do something to you"

"What do you mean?" Hoseok said

"You want to help me right?"

"Yes of course"

I asked him to sit on my bed, I sat down and leaned closer to him.

When I heard the door to my room open, I immediately pulled Hoseok and kissed his lips. I saw Hoseok's face shocked and his body flinched. But I held him from breaking my kiss, I heard Jin calling my name but I ignored him, when he came out, Hoseok broke the kiss.

"Jungkook did you do that on purpose?"

"Yes"

"He can misunderstand what you did to me, I have to meet him" When Hoseok wanted to get up I grabbed his hand.

"No, don't say anything to him, help me, please"

"But Jungkook-"

"Help me Hoseok, that's the only way to make him hate me"

"Hate? you want him to hate you? then how about you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Don't pretend Jungkook, you love him and you know it"

"I do i love him, i love him so much, I know this love is bigger than my love for Jimin, but he disappoints me Hosoek, he has sex with another man in front of my eyes"

"You can't blame him for that, have you ever confessed your feelings to him? didn't you tell him to have a loveless relationship? then now you want him to reciprocate your feelings? feelings you've never expressed before?"

"But he's a coward, he lets others use his body—"

"What's the difference with you Jungkook? you kissed me in front of him to make him hate you, you are much more cowardly. You're angry that he doesn't reciprocate your feelings, but what feelings can he reciprocate? If you never tell him anything, this is my last resort, I don't want to be in the middle of your troubles."